# Why Do I Feel This Way?

A podcast by Kate DeAraugo & Claudia Coy. Kate DeAraugo was crowned Australian Idol champion in 2005... but not all fairytales have happy endings and Kate’s life quickly spiralled out of control. In 2017, Kate was convicted of drug possession, drug driving and weapons possession. Six years later, Kate is sober, happily married and with a new baby – so she's decided to turn her difficult experiences into a podcast where she can talk about her life in the hope of giving hope and offering a safe space for other to acknowledge their own hardships.

Feed: https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/rss

## Latest episodes

- [I Loved My Baby. I Still Wasn't Okay | Tara Hall](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/2b375ee12243) (2026-10-26, 42 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/128047998/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-9-25%2F434942873-44100-2-a061996529258.mp3
- [Young Divas, Australian Idol, leaving Christianity and finding herself | Emily Williams](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/3df4bf04fd0b) (2026-10-19, 74 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/127722034/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-9-20%2F434551009-44100-2-b7758491266e2.mp3
- [What an Intervention Really Looks Like | Belinda Walsh](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/ef72552401d2) (2026-10-12, 68 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/127356661/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-9-12%2F434012904-44100-2-f907f08c25cca.mp3
- [Anxious, Avoidant and the Chemistry Trap | Louisa Josem](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/6f582ac91898) (2026-10-06, 75 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/126969462/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-9-6%2F433522357-44100-2-0eba561c3276.mp3
- [What Would You Say to Your Younger Self? | Rod Coy](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/6d4d5d6ed691) (2026-09-28, 56 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/126407909/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-8-28%2F432803611-44100-2-96c772f6919bc.mp3
- [Breaking the Cycle | Karise Eden Part 2](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/a225ad48dbd0) (2026-09-21, 40 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/125984732/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-8-19%2F432230303-44100-2-59e7f0d727cb.mp3
- [The Life Before The Voice | Karise Eden Part 1](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/03bbd12f6f0f) (2026-09-15, 62 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/125761357/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-8-15%2F431928745-44100-2-5e83ae99eaa51.mp3
- [Bogan Gate, Anxiety, Kyle & Jackie O… and an Escape Goat? | Mitchell Coombs](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/74905eea8c90) (2026-09-08, 62 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/125377617/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-8-8%2F431419828-44100-2-6000e726ecd1d.mp3
- [We Weren’t Okay: Addiction, Bulimia and Coming Back](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/9222ba7f8ccf) (2026-08-31, 70 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/125010424/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-7-31%2F430923125-44100-2-f6ecd7f2cfd8.mp3
- [Alternative methods to healing](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/fc46cc44f90c) (2026-04-13, 44 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/118354661/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-3-13%2F1414d4ed-abb7-1af5-27a8-583ea6a8c497.mp3
- [The Sweetest Couple](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/5c87bcdc018b) (2026-04-06, 51 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/118023821/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-3-6%2F66e44088-bf02-3638-6750-3d57fef3d4ec.mp3
- [The connection between sex & mental health](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/eba00134240e) (2026-03-30, 48 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/117669503/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-2-30%2F102b1f1b-bc3a-bbb1-4cbb-a9835e8a7cd9.mp3
- [Let's Get Candid](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/c46c16c47dfd) (2026-03-23, 25 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/117334011/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-2-23%2Fce9b7875-85bc-ebed-d1aa-3452e7c1e1aa.mp3
- [Born Into Addiction with Hope Richards](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/4bc3d7f2ddd7) (2026-03-16, 42 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/116977105/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-2-16%2Fce0374f8-fa7d-5248-f798-4fceb9880707.mp3
- [Ben Besant & The Lindt Cafe Siege Pt2](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/30e58b819d9c) (2026-03-09, 33 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/116612062/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-2-9%2F55fcf93f-db95-7d5f-b8b9-d8ae500930e1.mp3
- [Ben Besant & The Lindt Cafe Siege](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/613e5b8a2dcc) (2026-03-02, 42 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/116254507/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-2-2%2F3dc2fd6e-347f-5ccf-d162-9203e4dee277.mp3
- [Why trolls aren't always trolls](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/c710ccf80975) (2025-06-23, 32 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/104509964/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-5-23%2Fc9a24fa0-5b49-9dba-bc80-95a717329a58.mp3
- [The Reality of Living With HIV](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/5ddf52d57522) (2025-06-10, 32 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/103890833/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-5-9%2F82ce8a92-c921-3cbe-22ca-6b48af190641.mp3
- [AFL legend Gavin Crosisca on playing while high](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/09464514848e) (2025-06-02, 49 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/103543859/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-5-2%2Fb3c4a3d9-9b34-4712-62a5-af849add6328.mp3
- [Boys To The Bush](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/cef69e2b01b0) (2025-05-19, 40 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/102870249/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-4-19%2F8ff2560c-6872-2678-fede-f06134abdd0a.mp3
- [Dating after a long-term relationship](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/4d14b63d5019) (2025-05-13, 31 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/102571611/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-4-13%2F18f430b5-e41a-fbd3-6a81-955dc9e80eed.mp3
- [I quit, but I'm not an addict](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/f815eb517d07) (2025-05-05, 42 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/102199989/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-4-5%2F799df0f3-5506-2e16-9645-ede671ed1dcb.mp3
- [Living With An Invisible Illness](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/65de0337e80f) (2025-04-29, 44 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/101927425/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-3-29%2Fb45aa7ac-6b8a-4bf9-49c2-da6e1bcaa740.mp3
- [Grief, Let's Talk About It](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/90c232045f10) (2025-04-14, 36 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/101268180/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-3-14%2F8c87825d-4b6c-5bce-4427-1baa03b03ba9.mp3
- [Intervention Specialist, Belinda Walsh](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/88a9491d63a6) (2025-04-11, 48 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/100952890/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-3-7%2Fd28a961d-7e87-39b1-65f5-ef5a307c3250.mp3
- [Late Diagnosis with Keeshia Pettit](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/1ca656285f7a) (2025-03-31, 60 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/100615951/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-2-31%2F8c57df44-82d0-9c75-6048-b2c7753562be.mp3
- ["I can do hard things"](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/48e71f5ef39f) (2025-03-17, 36 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/99967885/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-2-17%2F98242a7c-f6ee-a16f-7a9f-ba537d8cc018.mp3
- [Lockie Welch](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/681225c703b0) (2025-03-10, 39 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/99633661/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-2-10%2F760c4d35-6136-25c2-f742-59844a1d9c47.mp3
- [Kate's Big Decision](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/d30888303dee) (2025-03-03, 29 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/99293437/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-2-3%2Ffe54a620-e4ca-2e20-7f2d-9f982579e811.mp3
- [Havening with Elle McBride](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/7d5e1cd38516) (2025-02-24, 45 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/98923312/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-1-24%2Fdfad1850-fb16-adb5-9d37-17d1214c6b9f.mp3
- [The Nude Nutritionist](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/24cc209fdf6b) (2025-02-17, 62 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/98610817/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-1-17%2Fc4fc6490-92cc-e0a7-fbcf-88de53f08c51.mp3
- ["My therapist is proud of me"](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/2fcb98e83a56) (2025-02-10, 35 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/98273881/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-1-10%2F164e8785-b70c-67c3-086e-e1354f8a1e58.mp3
- [Healing From Toxic Relationships](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/7a7f07a79616) (2025-02-04, 43 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/97995036/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-1-4%2Ff1c77791-76b2-385f-674c-6e97fa6dc007.mp3
- [How Danni Carr Quit Alcohol](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/6e41556e1799) (2025-01-27, 54 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/97615507/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-0-27%2F576d67b4-9cb9-2090-38d9-1295d296b273.mp3
- [We Have A Lot To Catch Up On](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/afbf0ed548ad) (2025-01-20, 35 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/97300522/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2025-0-20%2Fa70d18f9-3dbb-13e6-c828-c2714b40685c.mp3
- [The year that was](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/76562bf64d11) (2024-12-23, 24 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/96184243/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-11-23%2F1da52eb7-7475-1e7c-4245-ab18e57c7579.mp3
- [Diane Young (Psychotherapist)](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/6f6256461c21) (2024-12-16, 61 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/95888526/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-11-16%2F8937d109-2010-7c82-ac02-7a3063ad1530.mp3
- [Heartled Warriors with Dane Muller](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/a22ca702409c) (2024-12-09, 53 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/95572804/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-11-9%2Fc5d20f19-178a-d99c-8cf9-13be82131cd3.mp3
- [Spiritual Warfare with Nikki Dellar](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/d51c40b0fc50) (2024-12-02, 67 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/95241209/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-11-2%2F0cff52ab-f53e-4e7a-e812-c8421d9b20fb.mp3
- [Sex Talk with AJ Paps](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/4f404b1e221c) (2024-11-25, 49 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/94921998/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-10-25%2Fbedb9b19-9b12-6230-1743-fc3a6a77d7a7.mp3
- [Jonathon 'JMo' Moran](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/e17332698dd5) (2024-11-18, 52 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/94586894/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-10-18%2Fee82e0c9-ae60-ef1b-4308-62c76f8fab68.mp3
- [The Governor](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/9498ac193991) (2024-11-11, 80 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/94247685/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-10-11%2F020a5ca0-b433-baf7-d138-39f2b2349497.mp3
- [Nick Bowditch](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/20e2b6654608) (2024-11-04, 70 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/93943709/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-10-4%2F182d4af4-89bb-0937-fb05-a3a07742d86b.mp3
- [Sex Addiction](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/66b1504eeda7) (2024-10-21, 55 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/93314792/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-9-21%2F1953f47a-23c6-62e5-35b7-b17aa642549b.mp3
- [October Catch Up](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/5950aa1e4e32) (2024-10-14, 32 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/93014510/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-9-14%2F39a9566a-4483-4820-4189-f8b8a855e12f.mp3
- [Steph Easton](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/d4ea803f4d85) (2024-10-07, 49 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/92686023/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-9-7%2F0a6ab6e1-c2bd-3692-4934-355320a3b698.mp3
- [Paul Field](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/315a7882af9c) (2024-09-30, 69 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/92375456/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-8-30%2F909b921b-6662-519f-d56f-2bd5a001882a.mp3
- [Jaz Flowers](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/747191ab733d) (2024-09-23, 52 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/92074054/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-8-23%2F3fa7932b-d998-594b-d84e-0728cd3307ea.mp3
- [Osher Gunsberg](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/a46c646a4b2a) (2024-09-16, 78 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/91775893/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-8-16%2F58b25159-85fc-3470-1464-af2e826c1911.mp3
- [Dr Cara Crossan](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1713517568/511dfbb1d380) (2024-09-09, 40 min): audio https://anchor.fm/s/eb381ef4/podcast/play/91474003/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2024-8-9%2F002ad8b7-30ab-a74d-69da-33e164a36557.mp3

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