# Alcohol Addiction, Blackouts and Relapse: How Jess Finally Got Sober

An episode of [Sober Motivation: Sharing Sobriety Stories](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1650658049), 13 Jul 2026, 1 h 04 min.

Audio: https://sphinx.acast.com/p/open/s/69a4e7dfbbda7540f41d58e1/e/6a55577b7987e974ea042600/media.mp3

Jess never imagined alcohol would take her here. After years of trying to stop drinking, repeated relapses, multiple detoxes, inpatient treatment, and three-day blackouts, she found herself waking up to police after her truck became stranded on train tracks. She thought she had destroyed her life—and that she would never be able to stay sober. In this powerful episode of the Sober Motivation Podcast, Jess shares how alcohol slowly took over, the shame of living a double life while working alongside law enforcement, how addiction impacted her relationship with her son, and what finally helped her break free after 17 relapses. We talk about: • Growing up with trauma, rejection, and people-pleasing • How alcohol went from occasional drinking to physical dependence • Blackouts, detox, rehab, and repeated relapse • The hidden shame of alcohol addiction • Why recovery isn’t about perfection—it’s about not giving up • The role of faith, discipline, structure, and community in lasting sobriety • Rebuilding trust, purpose, and a meaningful life in recovery If you’re struggling with alcohol, have relapsed, or feel like you’ve tried everything, Jess’s story is proof that your next attempt could be the one that changes everything. 🎙️ Subscribe for weekly conversations with people who have overcome alcohol addiction and built fulfilling sober lives. Sober Motivation App on Apple App Store HERE Sober Motivation App on Google Play Store HERE Sober Motivation Website: https://www.sobermotivation.com Support the Podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/sobermotivation Contact me anytime: brad@sobermotivation.com Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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