# I Was an Undercover Cop With a Death Wish

An episode of [What It Was Like](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1614354774), 29 May 2026, 50 min.

Audio: https://sphinx.acast.com/p/open/s/6200ee776bcd50001215d4e7/e/6a1a1790dd90858af933a389/media.mp3

Todd Maguire was happy-go-lucky Australian policeman until his girlfriend died by suicide and everything changed. From there, Todd became a heavy drinking undercover cop chasing life-and-death situations to bury his trauma. This is Todd’s story of going to hell but somehow finding his way back. Check out Todd’s memoir: Donny: An undercover cop with a deathwish. Find us on TikTok: @whatitwaslikepodcast Find us on Youtube: @whatitwaslikepodcast Follow us on Instagram: whatitwaslikepodcast This is a Superreal production Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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