# Me dejaron ciego - Episodio 71

An episode of [CARAS VEMOS SUFRIMIENTOS](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1614156002), 14 Mar 2024, 47 min.

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Miguel Ángel tiene un resentimiento profundo debido a la impunidad que existe en su caso, luego de que tras una golpiza quedara ciego de un ojo y hoy nos abre su corazón para buscar dejar atrás ese sentimiento y continuar con su vida. Gracias por contar tu historia, Miguel Ángel. Este programa no es terapia si piensas que la puedes necesitar acude a un psicólogo/a clínico o psiquiatra. Si necesitas terapia, evita aquellas personas sean youtubers o psicóologo/a de la TV. Conviértete en un supporter de este podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/caras-vemos-sufrimientos--6047464/support.

## Transcript

[0:05] Faces, we see sufferings, don' t we know? I' m
[0:15] Silvia Almedo Thank you for coming here face to face, we see sufferings,
[0:20] don' t we know? I am a psychologist at the Autonomous University of
[0:24] Madrid. I' m a collegiate psychologist. Besides, I' m a
[0:29] sexologist and I did a degree in forensic psychology. This program is not a
[0:34] program that comes to talk about me. This is a program in which guests,
[0:39] on a voluntary basis, write to us and tell us their story of
[0:44] overcoming and also leave us a learning experience. The proprosite of this program is
[0:53] documentary and educational and, in the case of today' s program, it
[0:58] is something that has not yet been closed. It has closed us in terms
[1:02] of healing the emotional wound of an event lived by Michelangelo. MiguelÁngel,
[1:10] welcome Thank you so much, Silvia, thank you so much for the space
[1:15] you are lending me in your program, because look at all this starts with
[1:23] some people that I was taking with me at that moment I could have called
[1:29] them friends. They were friends from a long time ago, as we were
[1:34] like more friends from partying at times. Then they were friends you knew to
[1:42] get out of joints, as they say, exact, exact, but among
[1:46] them they were like more friends. Among them they did come together more like
[1:51] I was the one who joined the group after a little while. So,
[1:59] what happens then here is that one day they mark me and call me to
[2:05] meet, to have a beer something and for me it was very normal.
[2:10] Not then, because I went to one of them' s house and at
[2:15] that time there were three people. It didn' t get very weird,
[2:21] because normally they were there. Eventually there were two others who were already involved
[2:25] in this case, who were your friends. They did, the five of
[2:31] them, I mean, I got along with two and the other three,
[2:37] sort of. One of them is the son of a public official. We
[2:46] better not mention names, the place or anything, so we don' t
[2:50] incriminate anyone. To then they tell me that we were going to go for
[2:55] the cousin of one of them. Something like that and I told them so,
[3:00] if they want, I' ll go or something. No, we
[3:02] ' re all going because they came. The two that I tell you came
[3:06] in later came in a van, a batting van, but only brought a
[3:12] booth. In the cabin comes the person who I tell you is the son
[3:19] of this official and the other person tells me no, because Get in,
[3:24] you, then I leave in the middle of them two. For this,
[3:30] the one I was driving was the boyfriend of the sister I was going with.
[3:35] On my other side, we go on the way and they start telling
[3:38] me that I had told a person that I was going out with at that
[3:43] moment that I was driving, because I had said things about this person'
[3:49] s sister no and I started to tell them that it' s not true,
[3:53] because I didn' t even know if they had said something or x
[3:57] thing. They didn' t keep telling me and saying and saying until we
[4:03] started taking the road and I told them you know what I mean, because
[4:06] they' re coming down. No, because I have nothing to do with
[4:09] what you' re doing to me and Mira told me I' m going
[4:13] to count you to three and if not And if not, you tell me
[4:16] the truth, because here it' s okay and I told him, because
[4:20] I already told you the truth, I don' t mean I have no
[4:25] idea what you' re talking about and they started hitting me between the two
[4:28] of them. Even the truck was still in such a serious move was what
[4:41] they thought you had said, what the one who was supposed to be driving
[4:45] was saying was that his girlfriend, his same girlfriend, because she was a
[4:53] pú and I didn' t understand why they attacked me if she was this
[5:00] person' s sister and the one who had said it was the other was
[5:05] her boyfriend, not that I mean what I had to do just so to
[5:12] say I said or I told my partner at that time what he had said,
[5:17] or something you had commented aha exact and that you admitted it. At
[5:23] that moment, not at any time because I didn' t say it nin
[5:26] ah you didn' t say it. No, no, no, I
[5:28] mean, I had been at that party where he was supposed to speak ill
[5:33] of her, but I never talked to him, I saw him say hello.
[5:39] And I mean, just because one person said your girlfriend, my girlfriend
[5:45] is an exact peutea. I mean, I say that my girlfriend is a
[5:49] PEUTAA and in theory you' ve heard it and told her who my partner
[5:55] was at the time. And she tells this boy' s girlfriend. Obviously,
[6:03] she claims him and I don' t know if she told him it
[6:11] was a miguel and that' s why they went against me. But total
[6:13] between the two of them start hitting me on the way and one of them
[6:17] pulls out a taser a touch machine so that they don' t assault me
[6:26] too much, what I did was to bend down and then kind of get
[6:30] into the space between the seat and the back of the one I was driving.
[6:34] And the thing is, with the taser, I' m starting to
[6:39] burn all my ribs. I had burns from practically, because here to the
[6:47] waist, when it starts to burn from so much that they were giving me,
[6:57] I start to let go of elbows, because at that moment what I
[7:00] did was cover my face. I don' t start dropping my elbows and
[7:05] taser, because it hits me in the face and blows my balloon. Sure,
[7:11] at that moment I didn' t realize. I thought it was the
[7:14] blow and it didn' t happen. I don' t mean like he
[7:17] closed my eye and so we got to a lot of ground. And he
[7:24] practically did tell me that there they were going to kill me between the two
[7:30] of them and they passed me some paper and that if I stained the truck,
[7:34] they were going to keep pounding. Then, because I only cleaned the
[7:39] blood from the face of my eye, I already had my shirt torn and
[7:46] at that moment it was happening, for a man who stood a few meters
[7:53] away And I think that' s why they kept beating us, because the
[7:59] lord stood a few meters, but turned, turned every certain time and it
[8:05] was not wait and Ahorita, we get off and here you will stay.
[8:09] Then, because I was shocked at the time, I didn' t know
[8:13] what to do. I couldn' t beat them because there were many behind
[8:18] them just checking that I didn' t, because I didn' t come
[8:22] to anyone, that is, that they had all prepared it, because they
[8:26] had prepared it as far as I understand the two who went ahead. The
[8:28] others did, they didn' t know. No. The others did,
[8:30] but they didn' t want to put their hands in. Then they did
[8:37] what they did, because only from the bat they checked not to come patrol,
[8:41] not to come total people. They left me on the ground without stuff,
[8:50] no money, nothing. At that moment, I did what I did,
[8:56] because it was to stop a bug that was going on. It was
[9:03] five in the afternoon, six in the afternoon, I mean, it wasn
[9:05] ' t even like that at night that no one really noticed. It was
[9:11] about six o' clock in the afternoon, he' s going through a
[9:13] wire. I go up, because with my eye already swollen, that is
[9:18] to say, because practically going out and reaching the center of my city.
[9:28] That' s where I take a cab and go home to my house.
[9:31] I talk to my mom. While I' m washing my face. I,
[9:35] as I say, never thought what would have happened to older people.
[9:39] I thought it was the hit. My eye' s closed, now it
[9:43] ' s out of thin air and nothing' s going on. I began
[9:46] to pour water into my eye to remove the dried blood and with my own
[9:54] hand I opened my eye and saw nothing but a stain of blood. Manch
[10:00] totally roffer and I told my mom you know what. I mean, no,
[10:05] no, it' s not normal, no, it' s not
[10:07] okay. My mom thinks the same as me, that it was just the
[10:13] blow, that it was the swelling or something and she tells me what.
[10:18] Well, let' s go to her house because my mom seems to know
[10:22] her mom, that is, they knew each other and everything, because of
[10:26] what I' m telling you, that' s eight years. You were
[10:28] twenty- one, I was very, very young. He was younger than
[10:33] me. How old are you at twenty- eight right now, that is,
[10:37] and the guy who allegedly did it was when he was. It seems
[10:43] to me that eighteen or so could even be underage. It could be,
[10:48] I mean, it could be seventeen fours, but the others wouldn' t.
[10:52] But he means, I know that the intellectual actor of all this,
[10:56] because it was him who came. Then we go to his house and he
[11:03] ' s gone. There' s no one in his house and he told
[11:07] my mom you know what. I mean, this is already burning up so
[11:09] much better let' s take me to the hospital, because today I don
[11:16] ' t know what' s going on and let' s go. One
[11:18] of my brothers, my mom and I are going up and on the ascent
[11:24] playing in my house. Here' s your house and they were already outside.
[11:30] He and his mom outside my house and tells me my brother you know
[11:33] what they' re there. No, we' re stopping. He came
[11:39] to his house and told it all as if nothing, but the mother went
[11:45] there to apologize, not at any time, that is, from teeth out.
[11:52] It wasn' t that. They take me to a clinic, that
[11:58] is, if I' m going to do you, that is, you
[12:01] never know how you' re going to react to your child. But if
[12:05] my son does get into a fight or my daughter or anyone else and I
[12:09] see that he has done something wrong, my obligation as a mother, is
[12:16] to say hear the son' s mother to or daughter that I attacked.
[12:18] Hey, I' m sorry. Mom did put her face in the background.
[12:22] I mean, I couldn' t have done anything. What she was
[12:24] going to tell my mom was that, please don' t do, don
[12:28] ' t do anything, because she was going to hurt her position, that
[12:35] she was going to see how to do it, that she was going to
[12:41] see how to make up for the damage, but that, please, we
[12:43] didn' t do anything because, of course, she was at stake and
[12:48] m not interested in anything. Let' s see what my son has and
[12:48] my mom told her you know what I mean, right now, I'
[12:50] then whatever you want doesn' t. Then we arrived at a clinic,
[13:00] that this clinic belongs to the same president of my city. She walks away
[13:07] and starts talking to some nurses, some nurses. I didn' t even
[13:13] notice it weird, because my eye was already burning too much. I came
[13:18] in and they ask me what happened and I tell them everything, just like
[13:22] I' m telling you. As time passed, I was made to see
[13:28] that at that time the clinic' s responsibility was you could mark it to
[13:35] the authorities so that I would testify, because it was practically a kidnapping,
[13:43] practically an attempted murder, but never came to the authorities at any time.
[13:48] They went after time or other friends. They tell me that, obviously,
[13:54] the lady started talking to the nurses, that she didn' t see,
[14:01] that she reported the case, that she was going to go to the authorities,
[14:05] which, obviously, was not true in the hospital, as they behave.
[14:11] With you as doctors, honestly bad, because I get to the hospital
[14:20] eight and a half nine of the night and they mark the doctor in charge
[14:26] of the cases of the sight and the doctor doesn' t arrive until the
[14:33] other day. The exact homologous bologar, just the hospital of La Ceguera de
[14:37] México, is that the best in the world. Done, I mean,
[14:41] if you get there in an emergency. I' m telling people if you
[14:43] ' re going to go to the emergency room, because of course, the
[14:48] optic nerve is very much like, it' s very blood- throwing and
[14:52] we have to keep that area from dying the little capillaries. Then time is
[14:54] something vital, exact and she arrives until the other day spending a little half
[15:01] a day, that is, I all night with the eyeache, the headache,
[15:07] because she said she didn' t have time at that time, she
[15:13] had time until the other day, because she was very busy, but they
[15:16] were urgent. He wasn' t at home. And honestly, I did
[15:24] get angry if when she comes, she does the study and tells me what
[15:28] it means, you' re not going to see anymore and I tell her
[15:33] how I won' t see that because if it had been last night that
[15:37] you had been treated something else that day we would have passed you to Puebla
[15:43] Capital, because I still live two hours of town and then I got angry.
[15:48] I obviously said a lot of things. I mean, my mom had
[15:54] to go because I was already very desperate and I said hey, because I
[15:58] ' ve been here since last night. This isn' t all happening.
[16:02] I have two operations in my eye, one where I sew in my eye
[16:07] because what was happening was that it was already in place, because I deflated
[16:12] all the liquid inside us. He was getting away with the same blow.
[16:15] What happened was that the eyeball exploded, exploded, and the lens moved.
[16:23] The lens in the second operation was supposed to accommodate me, but they didn
[16:27] ' t find it anymore. What the doctor tells me is that maybe he
[16:32] got off on the second operation. I had a laser operation precisely to move
[16:40] the retina, to see if I could recover some vision, but no longer.
[16:45] It wasn' t all that time anymore, because obviously I had lapses
[16:51] where I couldn' t move. I had to be face down for a
[16:56] month and a half, because otherwise the operation didn' t work all this
[17:00] time, because you obviously didn' t stop working. I stopped working,
[17:04] I stopped going out, I stopped doing a lot of things. I worked
[17:10] in the kitchen, and obviously I' m told I can' t work
[17:15] in the kitchen anymore. If the heat and all that was going to affect
[17:22] me too much, I stop working, I stop perceiving. My parents are
[17:26] the ones who support me at the time. But for this, of course,
[17:32] they had come to the threats, the threats of ok But if you
[17:37] put in a lawsuit or you die or your family dies and one at twenty
[17:42] - one, if you become afraid, if you become afraid for everything people
[17:47] say. I was not very clear at the time whether it was true or
[17:53] not. But I wasn' t going to play to see if it was
[17:57] true or not. For a year I thought about it, meditated on it
[18:03] and said. So why would I be afraid of this? If, then,
[18:07] in any case, they are one more person and justice is supposed to
[18:14] be the same for all. I' m going to file my complaint,
[18:22] I' m being sent to a graduate to write me my complaint and he
[18:30] ' s himself licensed, because he practically laughs at me and tells me what
[18:33] it means, so that you waste this time. If you' re not
[18:37] going to play with them and I said no, because you don' t,
[18:41] there wouldn' t be why you can' t. I thought of
[18:45] it as if I had done it by anyone, anyone would report me and
[18:52] something would happen. I file the complaint, they send me to the courthouse.
[19:00] They start talking to me, they start taking out the information, they
[19:03] ask questions and they tell me the same thing, you know what I mean,
[19:08] because that gentleman is not going to happen to him. They' re
[19:12] not gonna do anything to him,' cause look. If I had been
[19:19] the mother, I would have made sure the ophthalmologist immediately there. I mean,
[19:26] I do have the mom, I have the power, and I have
[19:29] the power to invite the best ophthalmologists there. It' s just that where
[19:33] I live it' s a very small place where you have a very small
[19:37] place. A lot of people think it' s huge and that' s
[19:45] what happens to this lady. They all kind of don' t, I
[19:49] mean, mess with that family because, first, they' re troublesome and
[19:55] second, because nothing' s gonna happen to them. As I tell you,
[19:59] the courts still tell me that for what, why do you do this,
[20:02] I mean, there' s no way that something ever happens to him.
[20:07] I mean, I' m still mad at them and I' m
[20:10] telling them, that' s all you' re doing, what you'
[20:15] re doing and they' re finally sending me to a judge because my complaint
[20:22] is made and the judge starts telling me that the culprit was me and who
[20:27] put you in the truck. No, for I went up, that is,
[20:30] with deceit, but I went up there then you sought it out,
[20:36] then you provoked them, then you did this. And yes, obviously,
[20:41] I felt attacked, but I was already in the process of then I didn
[20:47] ' t want to stop that process just because someone was telling me this kind
[20:52] of thing they sent me home from Justice. And it' s the same
[20:56] story. The head of the house of Justice, yes full in my face
[21:03] that river of me, as I told him, he was laughing and it
[21:07] was, because you sought it out. What are you up for, what
[21:11] are you doing this for? If you hadn' t wanted to, what
[21:15] would happen? Well, you don' t get in the truck and I
[21:18] ' m like I was gonna know what' s gonna happen and nothing really
[21:22] happened, I mean, justice was never done the way it was supposed to
[21:26] be. I was threatened by the lady. I got threatened by his dad.
[21:32] He came to me to threaten him. They see me to this day.
[21:37] They see me on the street and they' re mockery and smiles and
[21:42] if I ever find them in a joint, whatever one of them is,
[21:48] it creates the problem for me. He doesn' t have much that I
[21:53] was in a joint with my girlfriend anyway. I go to the bathroom,
[21:57] he shoves one of the guys in the bat and starts laughing at me.
[22:00] That' s how I had it here. He turns to see me and
[22:04] laughs at me and yes, if I got angry, if I said listen
[22:08] I' m not doing anything for you to come and do. This isn
[22:15] ' t at that moment someone else comes in. He' s the one
[22:19] who' s starting to tell me that then we' ll fix him and
[22:25] me. But there was the person I told you was driving. There'
[22:30] s this guy who starts laughing. And then there' s the other boy
[22:37] who had nothing to do with this problem, because obviously I said no,
[22:41] there' s no way. I' m with my girlfriend. I'
[22:45] m not endangering her. Her. Security comes in, and I tell security,
[22:52] you know what happened. Oh, you calm down. So we don
[22:59] ' t take you out and tell him, but why I' m going
[23:00] to leave myself if they' re the ones with the problem, because I
[23:06] can' t get them out. The same thing the police told me is
[23:10] the same thing they tell me in one inside? The same thing they say
[23:12] to me practically everyone and to this day threat is everything and nothing happens.
[23:22] And that' s why I was looking for a space where I already let
[23:29] go of all this, that is, it' s following a feeling of
[23:33] impunity. Yeah, what you did legally is no longer appropriate, as the
[23:41] complaint goes on, but it' s overturned. They send me to the
[23:47] legist doctor and it turns out that the legist doctor never gives me a result.
[23:55] I went to see him five or seven times later to see what my
[24:00] result was, to see if I could take him to the judge to do
[24:06] something and don' t look see the other week, they don' t
[24:11] see in fifteen days. It' s just that right now, I'
[24:14] ve got a lot of work, I mean, everything' s been covered
[24:18] up, as I tell you, I mean, there' s several complaints
[24:27] against this guy and it' s okay His mom' s still looking for
[24:36] political positions right now, because it' s the only thing that can protect
[24:37] both him and his dad. It' s the only thing that protects them
[24:41] that this one, ma' am, because she goes and looks for the
[24:48] job and because she' s a little familiar, there' s always someone
[24:53] who comes to trust her and I don' t understand why they would trust
[24:55] someone. So, you think that, maybe, the person who' s
[25:00] doing it has a mental condition, so look. Both he and his dad
[25:08] are addicted to cocaine and obviously cocaine is what causes you, because it'
[25:15] s an uncontrollable anger. They do not feel with the power to do so,
[25:22] precisely because of what you are right now. I' m counting.
[25:23] It' s really okay. They can really get rid of it and nothing
[25:32] happens, because the same law that is supposed to take care of us all
[25:37] citizens alike is being taken care of by the police themselves, because they take
[25:44] care of them so that nothing happens to them, even if they are the
[25:47] provocateurs. What makes you not leave there and start a new life somewhere else.
[25:55] Look, I' ve been gone several times, but I' m
[26:00] putting this idea to my family. And my family there made their lives.
[26:07] They want to stay there too. Being honest, he' s been fighting
[26:15] with me for days to come with you today, because I don' t
[26:21] know what can happen when a situation can' t change it. And what
[26:22] you' re saying is you can' t change it. You can hang
[26:26] out all the time with a wall or go build somewhere else. Yes,
[26:30] so, on the one hand, yes, there is a situation of impunity
[26:34] that we all live through once. To what extent this is preventing you from
[26:41] going on with your life in many ways. The truth because people have come
[26:48] to say that I want to stain the name of these people by saying that
[26:56] they were the provocateurs of this. In the same denunciation in the photos of
[27:00] how I was, comes the narrative of how it happened. There' s
[27:07] a video on YouTube where my brother at some point recorded a conversation we had
[27:15] with them and they accept that this happened. But if a judge and he
[27:19] has said they are innocent, because they have not even said they are innocent,
[27:26] he simply does not blame. No, I don' t listen to
[27:29] you for not owning him. And this I' m thinking about a stop
[27:32] with you, because I, between legal issues, don' t know and
[27:37] I don' t want to get involved and I totally respect what the law
[27:37] decides. I' m gonna talk to you as a psychologist. There is
[27:41] a horrible feeling, which is impunity. It' s horrifying because it'
[27:48] s also a feeling that the plow makes you angry, makes you angry,
[27:55] makes you sad, because in the end someone has gotten away with seeking justice.
[27:59] If there is you, justice rules you, because that situation still hurts
[28:03] you more. But there' s going to be a moment in your life
[28:07] that you have to decide, that still imagine that these people come to you
[28:14] in private and ask for forgiveness and recognize it. You' d take that
[28:18] for as long as it happened. Not if that had happened best in a
[28:26] year' s time before I filed my complaint Yeah, no problem, because
[28:33] what bothered me the most was all that was I' m living this and
[28:40] you don' t even have the pants to come and say you know what.
[28:45] I was the one who watered it. I went for the best,
[28:48] the one who thought wrong at the time. I was the one who acted
[28:52] wrong and excuse me, because I think that' s from men to say
[29:00] you know I watered it. Excuse me. I have no way of remedying
[29:06] the damage I did to you, but here I am what would have to
[29:12] happen for you to heal. That' s why I' m here honestly.
[29:17] I' ve cried enough, I' ve suffered enough. Like I
[29:22] say, I mean, I tried to explain it in videos so that for
[29:33] me I would feel a little supported. You understand me and all you can
[29:37] do is make fun of my blindness, because it' s the only,
[29:45] the only way I' m dealing with this. I play with that never
[29:52] since it happened. I don' t mind the fact that I don'
[29:57] t see that Eye anymore I love it very much. Thank you very much.
[30:00] Before this I was a very, very friendly person. I was leaving
[30:08] much after this, as much as I left my city, I came to
[30:18] Mexico, I went to San Luis and I am a lot of being in
[30:22] my house. I' m a lot of locked up in a lot of
[30:26] time. Yeah, what would have to happen so that they would disappear from
[30:33] your life, that every time you got up, you wouldn' t look
[30:36] at your face and say. Hey, I remember this person. I have
[30:40] no idea. You know what I' m looking for, that' s
[30:47] over, that' s over in my head, so in life, you
[30:52] ' re going to see very big injustice situations. I, honestly, if
[31:00] son and my husband had an addition, I wouldn' t want to be
[31:06] that mom. If he' s touched her once, he' s gonna
[31:10] touch her for life. They' re going to be touched for life,
[31:12] because to inhibit an addiction is terrible. Not living you. This situation has
[31:19] led you to become more conscious. Yes, much has led you to drink
[31:23] less. In fact, if it isn' t something, it came out
[31:30] very little. I mean, there are certain situations where this terrible thing you
[31:37] lived in has led you to be a better person. Yeah, okay,
[31:41] what happens is that what still hurts is impurity. Yeah, you' re
[31:45] not gonna change that. Me then, why do you get attached to that.
[31:48] That' s what I have no idea. Why are you giving those
[31:51] people the benefit of keeping thinking about them. If you have an addition,
[31:56] you' re gonna look bad, you' re alive, you see,
[32:04] you have a girlfriend, you have a mom, you have a support group.
[32:07] There' s a homologous photo that' s living a situation for the
[32:10] rest of his hard life, because he decided not to run away, because,
[32:15] yeah, maybe, what these guys did to you or this guy was
[32:20] a very big damage, but if there had been a specialist time, maybe
[32:23] you wouldn' t have lost sight, then that' s already very,
[32:29] very, very much in the past. What you have to start doing to
[32:32] thank what happened to you, so to say, that happened to me for
[32:37] what changed me and what still hurts me you have to stop and to stop
[32:44] you you have to start thinking about what you want to build. You have
[32:50] the ability to change that situation. You got it. If you have it,
[32:54] you' re going to get into politics, then how do you do
[33:02] it by trying all the possibilities why it exists? But a lot of things
[33:07] aren' t going to change and there' s got to be a time
[33:12] in your life when you say it. I' m going to think about
[33:15] my personal project what you want to do from here in the future, where
[33:23] you see yourself perhaps accomplishing the projects I have today. What a project you
[33:25] have. I have a YouTube channel today. Okay what channels is called Joe
[33:30] Ros, because in that project I' m trying to make more visible the
[33:38] talents that I' m getting to know. I have friends who are rappers.
[33:42] They start talking to me painters, they start talking to me right now.
[33:46] The project is very small. So I think it can grow a lot,
[33:52] okay, but the channel has to be different from the rest. What
[33:57] are you going to position yourself on the fact that I don' t want
[34:06] to make people see us every day and why don' t you focus on
[34:12] making up for that situation that you' re frustrated with. What it is
[34:14] to put in situations of injustice. In fact, I do want the situation
[34:17] you' re talking about, everyone, in your town. I see them,
[34:22] not all of them, not all of them, because we know them
[34:30] and those close to those involved. So now you' re gonna see more
[34:32] people. I don' t want to know names, I don' t
[34:38] want the city, but you' re gonna have that channel. What purpose
[34:42] of life you want to have The beginning of this channel, as I tell
[34:47] you, was really by wanting to externalize all of this that I felt eventually
[34:55] moved away. The purpose, no, but you' re absolutely right.
[35:01] Many times I have talked to my mom and what I say is to me
[35:07] I would like to be the voice of those people who can' t speak
[35:14] ok or who don' t want to talk yet, that is what you
[35:17] want to do, because there are millions of YouTube channels I' m sorry
[35:22] that I' m so strong talking about what I can work with is with
[35:24] you and we' re not working because this isn' t therapy. I
[35:27] can do what I would do if I were you There' s something that
[35:31] ' s been going on for you for eight years, seven years that'
[35:36] s been going on, you' re constantly reviving it. That' s
[35:37] emotional cancer. It' s going to end with you using that you transform
[35:44] it unless the emotional excrement you' re carrying in you turn it into fertilizer,
[35:52] then your situation might not be fixed anymore or you' re not going
[35:55] to have the result you want, but you can help other times people put
[36:00] their situation, because that' s it. That' s going to be
[36:05] your purpose of life. Tell me about an unfair situation and I' m
[36:10] unfair of any kind, and I' ll give you my space or you
[36:16] ' ll knit aside and you' ll go on and take that learning.
[36:19] Don' t forget, take it and reinvent yourself or you' re gonna
[36:22] stay there. No one can take away your joy. They' ve taken
[36:27] it from you, you' ve taken it off, you' ve given
[36:30] the pleasure to that person. No, if you' re right, you
[36:34] ' re giving too much pleasure to those people who no longer take the place
[36:37] in your life. Pass the page, you' ve done what you could
[36:42] to a judge You' ve talked about it here now what this can do
[36:46] for you, for giving voice to other people who are still on time.
[36:51] Then you' ve decided to stay where you are or what. But you
[36:57] need to make the decision to follow your life. You can' t do
[37:02] impunity, you can' t do justice. And that' s a wonderful
[37:07] value. If that value is applied to help other people. Yeah, I
[37:13] mean, the fight was fought, it was done, you did, you
[37:16] put it. What you have left to do, what you can do beyond
[37:21] what you' ve done, besides being on the show, what else you
[37:23] can do. What you' re telling me is to let him go,
[37:28] to let him go, you' ve got the whole region. Let go
[37:30] of it and say thank God I have the mother that I have to suffer
[37:35] not so much for me but for the eye. But you' re not
[37:38] an addict my mom kind of tries to hide a lot of things. That
[37:44] ' s not what this is about in my case. I mean, for
[37:46] example, you can realize that my eye is out now. I create orbit
[37:52] you know one thing doesn' t show so much that it just looks like
[37:57] it' s white. Sure, it looks white, but it' s
[38:00] not something that' s unpleasant. It' s not, it' s
[38:05] not. It seems to me like a feature of yours that makes you yours
[38:08] neither ugly nor pretty. It' s you, if you nail it wrong,
[38:13] maybe, because it' s a color like when with light, like
[38:15] bluish, but this one adds mystery to you. It' s just like
[38:17] that. If you start taking that, I explain it to you as something
[38:22] that' s already part of you, something that' s done to you,
[38:25] but it has to do you better. Person, there' s no
[38:27] one else, there' s no other. It' s over, you
[38:31] did what you had to do. You denounced him, he didn' t
[38:34] come out. You already made it public It didn' t come out.
[38:36] And now he' s trying to let you go. And in some situations
[38:42] it' s not your case, because I respect your opinion. As one,
[38:45] you have to decide. Sometimes you have to leave that couple because you
[38:50] focus on wanting to show the other person that you' re right or that
[38:55] you want justice. You' re losing your life, because you won'
[38:58] t see it, because many moms don' t see what their kids are
[39:01] like. We don' t see, we don' t see, then
[39:08] feet as normal. There' s not you. You think that person'
[39:10] s gonna rain, do something else. In the end, you know where
[39:14] that person is going to go back to. That' s it in the
[39:19] end. I hope mom' s watching this show. Say, I'
[39:23] ll see how I can help my son, how you' re doing.
[39:27] Yes, you are. The only thing he' s gonna do is deserve
[39:31] a lot with me, but like that. But I think he' s
[39:36] going to have an internal reading, too. And there' s a little
[39:38] bit of truth in that. And if there' s a little bit,
[39:44] I' ll explain. And if what you say that I look at them.
[39:47] Until the twenty- four years old, young people do not develop the
[39:53] front part, on the front of the brain, which is what helps them
[39:58] control the emotions, or here is the part of the intention and then they
[40:02] are not well regulated. Then many times they feel and act. If you
[40:08] feel and act disproportionately and under the effects of alcohol or another drug, because
[40:15] you remember that in the colte of inhibits and another drug and other lougas,
[40:20] what they do to you is that an idea can become obsessive. It is
[40:23] possible that these people have not even realized that moment that they have erased it,
[40:29] because it is very painful to see it this way. I know that
[40:35] way you' ve gotten away from alcohol, you' ve lost your joy
[40:39] and you take that as a life learning from what your parents have supported you,
[40:45] from what you should also realize about the good doctors that exist, because
[40:50] there are very good ones. I explain to myself, in fact, doctor
[40:53] that he treated me when I told you that I had surgery and all my
[40:59] respects for him, that is, if he was a professional, to the
[41:07] point where he lied to me that it wasn' t going to hurt me
[41:09] I told him, please tell me the truth for them. I' m
[41:12] ready and if he said no, I' m gonna hurt nothing. It
[41:15] hurt so much. I need you to emotionally turn on a lot of people
[41:22] being the best wife is gonna leave her husband. Of course, many people
[41:29] who pass through the street are going to be robbed and will suffer the consequences
[41:34] of losing a salary. We' re going to live many situations of injustice.
[41:37] Our job as citizens is to denounce it. That is our obligation to
[41:42] make a better society. I understand that perfectly. But then, when something
[41:47] ' s gone, you need to start building. You' re getting that,
[41:54] that pain. He' s creating frustrations, he' s creating traumas,
[42:04] and, man, my reason I' m not growing up as a
[42:08] person because I keep looking. So, if you want to make your YouTube
[42:13] channel and grow it, give it three years not to gain a weight.
[42:15] That' s how it works in the meantime, that you' re going
[42:19] to go with the love. I' m a merchant. There you have
[42:22] it, already, you have the plan, then you have your purpose of
[42:25] life and what keeps you financially is already abeta because of it, but you
[42:30] have to move on. All of us in our lives are going to have
[42:36] terribly painful and unjust events. Our job is to seek, to denounce,
[42:43] that is as citizens, as good citizens, is to denounce, but there
[42:46] is a time when we have to leave the legal part there and say how
[42:52] I will heal. I emotionally put people in their place, while you,
[42:55] when they hurt you. Don' t get in their hole and you'
[43:01] re getting in their hole. I' m buried in this case, eight
[43:07] years, how many more, how many more, not one, no,
[43:13] then you have to say you already have to thank that you have a wonderful
[43:19] mother, that you have a family that you have there that how much all
[43:28] those operations cost you about thirty forty thousand pesos. You know how much that
[43:30] would have cost you in another country a million dollars, that is, still
[43:36] people know that you leave the Mexican health system a lot, but the high
[43:42] specialty for what you raise is extraordinary. Extraordinary, I mean, thirty forty
[43:46] is a lot of money for most people, but it' s something you
[43:50] can pay for. Yeah, but in other countries you don' t have
[43:52] that chance. You had bad luck, but it could have been. There
[43:57] was a negative event. Then there was an inappropriate reaction from the person who
[44:04] was in emergencies. In emergencies there were many ugly situations, but there were
[44:08] also many good situations. You see, there' s no way you'
[44:15] re happy if you go on with resentment, re- feeling, feeling that
[44:25] pain again, that situation constantly. You have to let him go take the
[44:32] good thing that you had learning in those positive things and the rest there your
[44:39] best revenge that you' re going to get through. And for that you
[44:44] have to be in the present and start building. You' re right.
[44:50] There' s no other one. Life goes around a lot, but you
[44:53] can' t be anyone' s satellite, because then you' re going
[44:58] to leave me with them. You' re your pope pope. Thank you,
[45:04] thank you very much, thank you very much for all your words and
[45:08] for lending me yours. You can tell what your YouTube channel is, Joe
[45:13] Ross, how to write j or or R or d ok We tell Daniel
[45:17] to put us there he the channel for people to follow you and your instagram
[45:21] mic. Joe Roth, mige Jorrod. Thank you very much, thank you
[45:27] very much. This is really out of everything. This for me is fulfilling
[45:36] a dream. I' ve been following you since high school, the big
[45:40] boy ra who gave himself the prayer he did, of course he is Your
[45:45] ass is in Forbolla I don' t swear. I get here and I
[45:49] go all the freezer Michelangelo goes over. I assure you, I want you
[45:53] to be that kid who sees me on telehiat what you think is worth that
[45:58] one. That' s the one that came here. I told several friends
[46:02] that today I' m colliding five with that fourteen- year- old boy
[46:07] who saw you. But I don' t want you to crash all five.
[46:10] I want you to hug, take it back, and reinvent yourself.
[46:15] That' s how I' m gonna be. Thank you very much and
[46:17] I hope it' s not the last time I' m here. I
[46:20] don' t think so. Thank you very much. Thank you very much.
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[46:52] try to understand why faces we see suffering. We know.

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