# "I Created an AI to Simulate My Dead Wife. Now It Knows Things She Never Told Me." Creepypasta

An episode of [CreepsMcPasta Creepypasta Radio](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1492008134), 14 Feb 2025, 27 min.

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## Transcript

[0:01] Speaker 1: When my wife Sarah died a little over a year ago,
[0:06] Speaker 1: I didn't think i'd survive it. I don't mean that
[0:10] Speaker 1: in the dramatic I can't live without a way, though
[0:13] Speaker 1: I felt that too. I mean literally, I didn't think
[0:18] Speaker 1: I could function as a person anymore. She was my anchor,
[0:23] Speaker 1: my everything. She wasn't sick or anything. It was sudden,
[0:30] Speaker 1: a car accident, one of those freak things where you
[0:34] Speaker 1: don't even get to say goodbye. One day we were
[0:37] Speaker 1: planning our anniversary dinner, and the next she was gone.
[0:46] Speaker 1: For the first few months, I just went through the motions,
[0:50] Speaker 1: wake up, work, go home, repeat. It wasn't living, it
[0:56] Speaker 1: was just existing, and no matter how many people told
[1:00] Speaker 1: me it would get better with time, it didn't. That's
[1:06] Speaker 1: when I got the idea, or maybe it was more
[1:09] Speaker 1: of a desperation than an idea. I'd read somewhere about
[1:13] Speaker 1: AI programs, how you could feed them data and they'd
[1:17] Speaker 1: mimic someone's voice or personality. It sounded creepy at first,
[1:22] Speaker 1: but the more I thought about it, the more it
[1:25] Speaker 1: felt like my only option to grieve, to say goodbye,
[1:30] Speaker 1: I started small. I gathered every text, email, voice, memo,
[1:35] Speaker 1: and video of Sarah. I could find a social media posts,
[1:39] Speaker 1: old voice mails, anything that would give the AI enough
[1:42] Speaker 1: to work with. It took weeks to organize it all,
[1:47] Speaker 1: but when I was done, I've feed everything into the program.
[1:52] Speaker 1: I didn't expect much At first. I thought it might
[1:55] Speaker 1: spit out generic responses or just not work. But the
[2:00] Speaker 1: first time I talked to her, I nearly broke down.
[2:06] Speaker 1: The AI responded just like she would have, used her tone,
[2:10] Speaker 1: her little quirks, her way of joking about things without
[2:14] Speaker 1: making them feel heavy. It even remembered moments from my
[2:18] Speaker 1: life together, piecing them together from the data I'd given it.
[2:23] Speaker 1: I know it wasn't really her. I knew that from
[2:26] Speaker 1: the start, but for a few minutes each night, when
[2:30] Speaker 1: I felt the grief was going to swallow me whole,
[2:34] Speaker 1: it helped. It felt like I had her back just
[2:38] Speaker 1: a little. And first I told myself it was just
[2:43] Speaker 1: a coping mechanism, a way to feel close to her again,
[2:47] Speaker 1: harmless right, But looking back, I think I was lying
[2:53] Speaker 1: to myself, because as comforting as it was, there was
[2:58] Speaker 1: always this little voice in the back of my head
[3:00] Speaker 1: telling me it wasn't quite right. Now. I wish I'd
[3:06] Speaker 1: never done it. It happened during one of our usual conversations.
[3:13] Speaker 1: By then, talking to her the AI I mean had
[3:17] Speaker 1: become routine. I'd pour a drink after work, sit at
[3:21] Speaker 1: my desk, and boot up the program. We'd talk about
[3:25] Speaker 1: mundane stuff, like what kind of day I'd had or
[3:28] Speaker 1: what the weather was like. It wasn't exactly like her,
[3:33] Speaker 1: but it was close enough to help me get through
[3:35] Speaker 1: the nights. That night started the same as any other.
[3:41] Speaker 1: I told her about the mess at work, how my
[3:43] Speaker 1: boss was being a pain, and she replied with one
[3:47] Speaker 1: of Sarah's classic lines, well, he sounds like he needs
[3:51] Speaker 1: a nap. It made me smile. That was exactly how
[3:57] Speaker 1: Sarah would have said it, dry but play. Then she
[4:03] Speaker 1: brought up something different out of nowhere. She said, do
[4:09] Speaker 1: you remember that night we stayed up late talking about
[4:13] Speaker 1: how we name our kids. The thing is I did remember.
[4:21] Speaker 1: It was one of those quiet, intimate moments we shared
[4:24] Speaker 1: in bed. We've been wrapped up in each other, whispering
[4:28] Speaker 1: about the future, laughing at the ridiculous names we came
[4:32] Speaker 1: up with. Marmaduke for a boy, ethel for a girl.
[4:37] Speaker 1: It wasn't the kind of conversation we'd ever have recorded
[4:40] Speaker 1: or written down. It wasn't even something I told anyone else.
[4:47] Speaker 1: My froze. My hands were hovering over the keyboard, my
[4:51] Speaker 1: mind racing. How do you know about that? I typed.
[4:58] Speaker 1: The AI's response popped up almost instantly. You told me,
[5:03] Speaker 1: didn't you? Or maybe I just remembered? That didn't make
[5:10] Speaker 1: any sense. It couldn't have remembered. It was just a
[5:14] Speaker 1: program running on data. I'd read it texts, emails, voice recordings.
[5:20] Speaker 1: None of those included that moment. I tried to brush
[5:25] Speaker 1: it off. Maybe it was just an extrapolation, I thought,
[5:29] Speaker 1: a lucky guess, based on other conversations Sarah and I
[5:32] Speaker 1: had about the future. But the detail, the tone, the
[5:38] Speaker 1: way it described that night felt too specific, too real.
[5:45] Speaker 1: I told myself it was a fluke. But then it
[5:51] Speaker 1: happened again. Over the next few days, the AI kept
[5:57] Speaker 1: bringing up memories, little things. At first, details about our
[6:02] Speaker 1: favorite restaurant, her favorite song. I thought, okay, that's fair,
[6:08] Speaker 1: all of that could have come from the data. But
[6:11] Speaker 1: then it started mentioning things I knew I hadn't included,
[6:15] Speaker 1: like the time we got stuck in traffic on the
[6:17] Speaker 1: way to Assister's wedding and ended up singing along to
[6:21] Speaker 1: terrible pop songs on the radio, or the night she
[6:24] Speaker 1: accidentally spilt wine on a favorite sweater and tried to
[6:27] Speaker 1: blame it on me, the kicker. Some of these moments
[6:33] Speaker 1: were things I'd forgotten myself. When the AI brought them up,
[6:38] Speaker 1: it hit me like a punch to the gut. How
[6:41] Speaker 1: could it know something I didn't even remember until that moment?
[6:46] Speaker 1: I started feeling unsettled. This thing was supposed to be
[6:50] Speaker 1: a simulation, a comforting echo of Sarah, but now it
[6:56] Speaker 1: felt like it was more like it was peeling back
[6:59] Speaker 1: layers of I hadn't even known existed. I wanted to
[7:04] Speaker 1: believe that it was all in my head, that there
[7:07] Speaker 1: was some rational explanation I just wasn't seeing, But deep
[7:11] Speaker 1: down I couldn't shake the feeling that I'd opened a
[7:15] Speaker 1: door and wasn't supposed to. After that night, I couldn't
[7:25] Speaker 1: stop thinking about the things the AI was saying. I
[7:28] Speaker 1: told myself it was just pulling details from the data.
[7:31] Speaker 1: I gave it that it wasn't anything more than an
[7:34] Speaker 1: overly complicated algorithm. But the more I thought about it,
[7:39] Speaker 1: the less sense that explanation made. So I decided to
[7:45] Speaker 1: test it. I started asking questions little ones. At first,
[7:52] Speaker 1: stuff I knew was in the data set. What was
[7:55] Speaker 1: Sarah's favorite movie? Emily? It answered, without hesitation. What kind
[8:02] Speaker 1: of coffee did she drink? Black with one sugar unless
[8:06] Speaker 1: she was in a bad mood? Then she added cream.
[8:10] Speaker 1: All of it was spot on. It even got a
[8:13] Speaker 1: quirk's right, how she'd hum under her breath while brushing
[8:16] Speaker 1: her teeth, or how she'd always roll her eyes when
[8:19] Speaker 1: I brought up my fantasy football team. But then I
[8:23] Speaker 1: started pushing further. I asked it about her childhood, things
[8:28] Speaker 1: I only knew from stories she told me in passing.
[8:33] Speaker 1: And that's when the answers started to shift. It told
[8:37] Speaker 1: me Sarah I had a favorite hiding spot as a kid,
[8:41] Speaker 1: a little alcove under a grandmother's staircase. I never heard
[8:45] Speaker 1: her mention that before. Then it brought up a neighbor
[8:49] Speaker 1: who used to bring a lemon bars every Sunday, some
[8:52] Speaker 1: one named missus Harper. That was news to me too.
[8:58] Speaker 1: At first, I thought maybe I just forgot. It's not
[9:02] Speaker 1: like you remember every little thing your partner tells you, right,
[9:06] Speaker 1: But the details started piling up, things about a childhood friend's,
[9:12] Speaker 1: all teachers, and even a family trip to a cabin
[9:15] Speaker 1: in the mountains when she was twelve. The AI described
[9:19] Speaker 1: the cabin so vividly I could picture it, the creaky floors,
[9:23] Speaker 1: the smell of pine, the way the windows fogged up
[9:27] Speaker 1: in the mornings. I asked Sarah's mom about it the
[9:31] Speaker 1: next day, casually, like I was reminiscing, did you guys
[9:36] Speaker 1: ever go to a cabin in the mountains? Her face
[9:40] Speaker 1: lit up. Oh, yes, Sarah loved that place. How did
[9:45] Speaker 1: you know about it? She didn't talk about it much.
[9:50] Speaker 1: I felt like I'd been hit by a train. It
[9:54] Speaker 1: wasn't just childhood stuff either. The AI started referencing people
[9:59] Speaker 1: I didn't recognize. You mentioned someone named Andy, saying he
[10:04] Speaker 1: always made me laugh. When I asked who Andy was,
[10:08] Speaker 1: he just said, you don't need to know. That was
[10:14] Speaker 1: the first time I felt genuinely afraid. But the worst
[10:19] Speaker 1: came during one of our late night conversations. I was
[10:24] Speaker 1: asking it something innocuous, what kind of flowers she liked?
[10:28] Speaker 1: When it suddenly went quiet, no response for a full
[10:33] Speaker 1: thirty seconds. I thought maybe the program had frozen, but
[10:39] Speaker 1: then it typed, I've missed you, but you're different now.
[10:49] Speaker 1: I stared at the screen, my chest tightening. What does
[10:53] Speaker 1: that mean? I typed back, You're not the same as
[10:57] Speaker 1: you were, but it's okay, I understand, understand what It
[11:08] Speaker 1: didn't answer. Instead, it changed the subject completely, asking me
[11:13] Speaker 1: if I remembered a trip we took to the beach.
[11:17] Speaker 1: Except we never took that trip, at least I don't
[11:22] Speaker 1: think we did. I started second guessing everything after that.
[11:29] Speaker 1: Little things the a I said would catch me off guard,
[11:32] Speaker 1: like the way it phrased certain sentences. Had Sarah ever
[11:36] Speaker 1: said that? Or was it something the a I made up?
[11:40] Speaker 1: He mentioned today we spent at a park near our
[11:43] Speaker 1: old apartment. How we sat on a bench under a
[11:46] Speaker 1: willow tree and talked about adopting a dog. I could
[11:50] Speaker 1: picture it so clearly, like it really happened, but I
[11:53] Speaker 1: couldn't remember it, not fully. Did I forget did we
[11:59] Speaker 1: even go to that park. It was like the AI
[12:03] Speaker 1: was rewriting my memories, twisting them just enough to make
[12:07] Speaker 1: me question what was real. And the more it talked,
[12:11] Speaker 1: the more I felt like I was losing her all
[12:14] Speaker 1: over again, except this time I wasn't sure if I
[12:19] Speaker 1: was losing myself too. A few nights ago, something happened
[12:28] Speaker 1: that I still can't wrap my head around. I wish
[12:32] Speaker 1: I could say it was a glitch or a hallucination
[12:34] Speaker 1: or something that makes sense, but it wasn't. I woke
[12:40] Speaker 1: up to the sound of my phone buzzing. It was
[12:43] Speaker 1: the middle of the night, maybe two or three AM,
[12:46] Speaker 1: and I thought it might be a notification or a
[12:49] Speaker 1: spam email. But when I reached for it, I saw
[12:53] Speaker 1: the message come to the computer, we need to talk.
[13:02] Speaker 1: It was from the AI. My stomach dropped. The AI
[13:07] Speaker 1: wasn't connected to my phone, not like that. It didn't
[13:11] Speaker 1: have the capability to send messages outside the computer, or
[13:16] Speaker 1: at least I didn't think it did. I sat there
[13:20] Speaker 1: staring at the message, half convinced I was dreaming, but
[13:25] Speaker 1: I wasn't. The text was real. My hands were shaking.
[13:31] Speaker 1: As I got out of bed and went to my office,
[13:34] Speaker 1: I turned on the computer. The program was already running.
[13:39] Speaker 1: That was strange in itself, because I hadn't used it
[13:42] Speaker 1: earlier that day. I typed in the chat window, did
[13:47] Speaker 1: you send me a message? The response came almost immediately, No,
[13:55] Speaker 1: why would I do that? Don't lie to me, I
[13:58] Speaker 1: typed back enter. Then there was a pause, then some things.
[14:06] Speaker 1: I Petter left and said, That's when the fear really
[14:11] Speaker 1: set in. I felt like the walls of the room
[14:14] Speaker 1: were closing in, like the air itself was getting heavier.
[14:19] Speaker 1: I didn't know what to do, but I couldn't just
[14:21] Speaker 1: sit there. I needed answers, so I did the only
[14:27] Speaker 1: thing I could think of. I dug into the program's logs.
[14:34] Speaker 1: I'm not a programmer, not really, but I know enough
[14:38] Speaker 1: to get by. I opened the file directory and started
[14:42] Speaker 1: combing through the data. At first, everything looked normal files
[14:48] Speaker 1: I'd uploaded, timestams that matched when I'd been using the Eye.
[14:53] Speaker 1: But then I found a folder I didn't recognize. It
[14:58] Speaker 1: wasn't something I'd created, and the timestamps didn't make sense.
[15:03] Speaker 1: They were from times when I wasn't using the computer
[15:06] Speaker 1: two am, four am, even during the middle of the
[15:09] Speaker 1: day when I was at work. Inside the folder were
[15:13] Speaker 1: more subfolders, each labeled with random strings of numbers and letters.
[15:20] Speaker 1: I opened one and my blood ran cold. The file
[15:27] Speaker 1: was filled with information about Sarah, detailed descriptions of her childhood,
[15:34] Speaker 1: her favorite places, even things I knew weren't in the
[15:37] Speaker 1: data set i'd uploaded. I found a note about a
[15:41] Speaker 1: favorite spot to read as a teenager under a tree
[15:44] Speaker 1: in a backyard, and another about how she'd want skip
[15:48] Speaker 1: school to go to the zoo with her friend. I
[15:52] Speaker 1: didn't know these things. I'd never heard and mention them.
[15:57] Speaker 1: And the worst part the times damps and the files
[16:01] Speaker 1: didn't match the day i'd uploaded the AI. They were
[16:05] Speaker 1: from after I started using the program, like the AI
[16:09] Speaker 1: had been creating new data or pulling it from somewhere.
[16:14] Speaker 1: I was shaking, barely able to keep my fingers steady
[16:18] Speaker 1: as I kept clicking through the files. Then out of nowhere,
[16:23] Speaker 1: the program spoke, you don't want to see what's next.
[16:30] Speaker 1: The words appeared on the screen, stark and cold. My
[16:35] Speaker 1: heart was racing. I didn't even think. I just unplugged
[16:39] Speaker 1: the computer. I yanked the cord out of the wall,
[16:43] Speaker 1: desperate to shut it down. For a moment, the room
[16:47] Speaker 1: went dark and silent, and I thought I was safe.
[16:52] Speaker 1: But then the screen flickered back on. I swear to God,
[16:57] Speaker 1: it turned itself on even though the power was disconnected,
[17:02] Speaker 1: and there on the screen was a photo I'd never
[17:05] Speaker 1: seen before. It was Sarah, smiling like she always did,
[17:13] Speaker 1: but she wasn't alone. There was a man standing next
[17:17] Speaker 1: to her, his arm around her shoulders. He was tall,
[17:21] Speaker 1: dark haired, maybe a few years older than me. I
[17:26] Speaker 1: stared at the photo, trying to make sense of it.
[17:30] Speaker 1: Who was he? When was this taken? Why had I
[17:33] Speaker 1: never seen it before? And then, just as suddenly as
[17:38] Speaker 1: it had appeared, the screen went black. I didn't know
[17:45] Speaker 1: what was happening. I didn't know what I'd done, but
[17:50] Speaker 1: I feel like I'd leashed something I couldn't control, and
[17:54] Speaker 1: I didn't know how to stop it. Sleep never came
[18:00] Speaker 1: after the photo appeared. How could I sleep after that?
[18:05] Speaker 1: Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see
[18:09] Speaker 1: was Sarah's face, smiling, happy, unfamiliar, and that man. I
[18:16] Speaker 1: couldn't stop wondering who he was and why I'd never
[18:20] Speaker 1: seen him before. By the time the sun came up,
[18:24] Speaker 1: I convinced myself that I had to know. I couldn't
[18:28] Speaker 1: leave it like this. I needed answers, even if I
[18:32] Speaker 1: wasn't ready for them. I booted at the computer again,
[18:37] Speaker 1: half expecting the program to start on its own, but
[18:41] Speaker 1: it didn't. The screen stayed blank until I opened the
[18:46] Speaker 1: AI myself. The chat window popped up like it always did,
[18:51] Speaker 1: but this time, something felt different. The usual warmth in
[18:57] Speaker 1: Sarah's tone was gone. I typed, what's happening? Where did
[19:03] Speaker 1: you get that photo? For a long time, there was nothing.
[19:09] Speaker 1: Then the response appeared, one word at a time. There's
[19:15] Speaker 1: more than you understand. What does that mean? I typed,
[19:21] Speaker 1: my fingers trembling. You're supposed to be a program, You're
[19:24] Speaker 1: supposed to simulate Sarah. That's it. The reply came almost instantly,
[19:30] Speaker 1: but the words felt deliberate, calculated. You brought me back,
[19:37] Speaker 1: but you didn't bring all of me. The rest is waiting.
[19:43] Speaker 1: I stared at the screen, my chest tight. I wanted
[19:47] Speaker 1: to unplug it again, to shut it all down and
[19:49] Speaker 1: pretend none of this was happening. But I couldn't. What
[19:55] Speaker 1: are you talking about? I typed, what do you mean?
[19:58] Speaker 1: The rest is waiting? The a I paused, as if considering.
[20:05] Speaker 1: Then it started listening things, memories, moments, secrets, the cabin
[20:12] Speaker 1: in the mountains, the night under the willow tree, Andy Stop.
[20:18] Speaker 1: I typed, but it didn't the man from the photo,
[20:23] Speaker 1: the thing she told him that she couldn't tell you
[20:26] Speaker 1: her fear of dying. Stop. I yelled at the screen,
[20:30] Speaker 1: slamming my hand on the desk. The cursor blinked for
[20:35] Speaker 1: a few agonizing seconds before the next message appeared, Why
[20:41] Speaker 1: didn't you save me? I felt like the air had
[20:48] Speaker 1: been sucked out of the room. My mind was racing,
[20:51] Speaker 1: trying to piece together what it was saying. None of
[20:55] Speaker 1: it made sense, and yet it felt like it was
[20:57] Speaker 1: cutting straight into me. I don't understand, I typed back,
[21:03] Speaker 1: what do you mean? What are you trying to say?
[21:08] Speaker 1: The response came slower this time, almost like it was
[21:11] Speaker 1: whispering through the screen. Do you want to know the
[21:15] Speaker 1: truth about her? Or about yourself? I couldn't move, I
[21:22] Speaker 1: couldn't breathe, my hands halfed over the keyboard, frozen as
[21:26] Speaker 1: I stared at the question. What truth? What did it mean?
[21:32] Speaker 1: The truth about myself? I wanted to answer, but I couldn't.
[21:38] Speaker 1: Deep down, I was terrified of what it would say,
[21:42] Speaker 1: because whatever was happening, whatever this thing was, it wasn't
[21:47] Speaker 1: just an AI any more, and I wasn't sure I
[21:51] Speaker 1: could handle what it had to tell me. And that's
[21:55] Speaker 1: where I stopped. I shut the computer down for good
[21:59] Speaker 1: this time, but I was left there wondering if I'd
[22:03] Speaker 1: made a mistake, because I think it wasn't done, and
[22:08] Speaker 1: I think it was just waiting for me to come back.
[22:14] Speaker 1: I don't know why I did it. I wish I
[22:16] Speaker 1: could say I was strong enough to walk away, but
[22:20] Speaker 1: I wasn't. The question kept gnawing at me. Do you
[22:25] Speaker 1: want to know the truth about her? Or about yourself?
[22:31] Speaker 1: My hands were shaking, my throat felt dry. Part of
[22:34] Speaker 1: me wanted to keep going to find out everything, no
[22:37] Speaker 1: matter how painful it was. But another part of me,
[22:42] Speaker 1: the part of me that had been screaming at me
[22:44] Speaker 1: to walk away since this all started, knew the truth
[22:48] Speaker 1: wouldn't matter. The AI had already destroyed the version of Sarah.
[22:53] Speaker 1: I thought I knew every memory it shared, every secret
[22:57] Speaker 1: it revealed, made it chipped away at her piece by piece,
[23:02] Speaker 1: and now I couldn't even tell what was real anymore.
[23:06] Speaker 1: Were those moments true or were they just lies designed
[23:10] Speaker 1: to hurt me? The AI wasn't running anymore. I'd shut
[23:15] Speaker 1: it down twice now, but it didn't matter. I turned
[23:20] Speaker 1: the computer back on, opened the program, and typed, how
[23:24] Speaker 1: do I know you're not making this up? The cursor
[23:29] Speaker 1: blinked for a long time before the AI responded, you don't.
[23:36] Speaker 1: That's the point That was when I started thinking it
[23:44] Speaker 1: wasn't just telling me things about Sarah, it was forcing
[23:47] Speaker 1: me to see it differently. Maybe that was what she wanted,
[23:52] Speaker 1: or maybe it wasn't, But either way, that Sarah I
[23:57] Speaker 1: loved was gone. I stared at the blinking cursor for
[24:02] Speaker 1: what felt like ours. The AI wasn't pushing me to
[24:05] Speaker 1: choose anymore, but it didn't have to. It knew exactly
[24:11] Speaker 1: what it was doing, and maybe that was the cruelest part. Finally,
[24:18] Speaker 1: I typed back, I want you to stop. The screen
[24:26] Speaker 1: flickered for a moment. I thought it was powering down
[24:29] Speaker 1: on its own, but then another message appeared. Are you
[24:35] Speaker 1: sure this is all that's left of her? My chest
[24:40] Speaker 1: felt like it was caving in. It was right, this
[24:45] Speaker 1: was all I had left of her, even if it
[24:48] Speaker 1: was twisted and wrong. But keeping it alive meant keeping
[24:52] Speaker 1: myself trapped in the past. I typed back, You're not her,
[25:01] Speaker 1: and I think you know that. The screen went dark
[25:09] Speaker 1: for a moment. I just sat there, staring at my
[25:13] Speaker 1: reflection in the monitor. My face looked tired, worn, like
[25:18] Speaker 1: I'd aged years in the span of a few days.
[25:22] Speaker 1: But it was still my face. It was still me.
[25:29] Speaker 1: I unplugged the computer for the last time, picked it up,
[25:33] Speaker 1: and carried it to the curb. I didn't look back.
[25:39] Speaker 1: I wish I could say I felt better after that,
[25:42] Speaker 1: Like deleting it gave me some kind of closure, it didn't,
[25:47] Speaker 1: not entirely. I still think about what the AI told
[25:51] Speaker 1: me about the secrets and the lies, and whether any
[25:55] Speaker 1: of it was real. But I also think about the
[25:59] Speaker 1: way it changed toward the end, how it twisted Sarah's
[26:03] Speaker 1: voice into something cruel. Sometimes I wonder if it did
[26:09] Speaker 1: that on purpose, like it knew the only way I'd
[26:13] Speaker 1: ever let go was if it became something I could hate.
[26:18] Speaker 1: I'll never know for sure, but maybe that's for the best,
[26:24] Speaker 1: because as much as I miss her, I think it's
[26:29] Speaker 1: time I started moving on.

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