# "Someone Tried to Save me 158 Times" Creepypasta

An episode of [CreepsMcPasta Creepypasta Radio](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1492008134), 13 Aug 2024, 57 min.

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## Transcript

[0:01] Speaker 1: When tragedy strikes, it unfolds in the most unexpected ways.
[0:07] Speaker 1: There were no ominous narrations or suspenseful melodies, no hints
[0:12] Speaker 1: that the ordinary will suddenly transform into an extraordinary event.
[0:17] Speaker 1: In an instant a cataclysm can reveal its devastating more,
[0:22] Speaker 1: leaving chaos and despair for those left to witness. The
[0:28] Speaker 1: air was chilly in November, and amidst the anticipation of
[0:32] Speaker 1: a four day Thanksgiving weekend, the impending doom of the
[0:36] Speaker 1: finals loomed, clouding our excitement. That morning, I was in
[0:42] Speaker 1: science class do my best on the final exam. Too quickly,
[0:48] Speaker 1: in the blink of an eye, everything changed. The events
[0:54] Speaker 1: that followed were both awe inspiring and terror inducing. As
[0:59] Speaker 1: I call, we were finalizing the evidence for our report,
[1:04] Speaker 1: and my ears popped as if I had rolled down
[1:06] Speaker 1: the window of a speeding car. The jarring rumble shook
[1:11] Speaker 1: the classroom, accompanied by a deafening blast that robbed me
[1:15] Speaker 1: of breath. The fire alarm wailed as water rained down,
[1:20] Speaker 1: drenching us. I sprang up from my desk with an
[1:25] Speaker 1: odd adreamal focus. We hastily made our way toward the aisle,
[1:29] Speaker 1: abandoning our finals surprisingly, we maintained a semblance of order.
[1:36] Speaker 1: The fire alarm blared as our teacher guided us out,
[1:40] Speaker 1: and we obeyed in a mix of fear and trust.
[1:44] Speaker 1: Like frightened animals, we followed the teacher's lead, navigating the
[1:48] Speaker 1: corridors to the nearest exit. We had to walk past
[1:54] Speaker 1: my mom's classroom, and I wondered if i'd see her
[1:57] Speaker 1: getting her kids out. As I turned the corner, her
[2:02] Speaker 1: classroom came into full view, and what I beheld was
[2:06] Speaker 1: a nightmare made manifest. My heart seemed to stop, yet
[2:11] Speaker 1: its frantic pounding was louder than ever. My mother's classroom
[2:17] Speaker 1: door torn off its hinges, lay in a shattered heap
[2:21] Speaker 1: against the opposite wall. The threshold was consumed by a
[2:25] Speaker 1: furious inferno, raging uncontrollably. I was now the one to
[2:32] Speaker 1: stand widness to this wake. I don't know what compelled
[2:38] Speaker 1: me to charge into the blazing moor. Was it delusion
[2:42] Speaker 1: of invincibility, a desperate belief that I could save her
[2:45] Speaker 1: like a superhero? Or was it a simple act of
[2:48] Speaker 1: need driven by an unexplainable force? And I cannot say
[2:54] Speaker 1: even now. I pushed through the flames and smoke, and
[3:00] Speaker 1: as soon as I crossed the threshold, the fire seized
[3:04] Speaker 1: its anger. Descending the staircase with the grace of a
[3:07] Speaker 1: stumbling infant, I hardly registered the loss of footing half
[3:11] Speaker 1: way down. Adrenaline coursed through my veins, dulling the pain
[3:16] Speaker 1: as I tumbled, and I regained my balance on the
[3:19] Speaker 1: final steps. And there at the bottom step, an impossible
[3:26] Speaker 1: coldness enveloped me. The chill of the air permeated my senses.
[3:32] Speaker 1: As I departed the bottom step. Inside the room, obscured
[3:37] Speaker 1: by dense smoke, the cries of anguish echoed. An nervous
[3:43] Speaker 1: sweat broke out on my brow. As I ventured forward,
[3:46] Speaker 1: guided by the sound, the acred stench of burning and
[3:50] Speaker 1: flesh and hair assaulted my senses, threatening to overpower me. Gradually,
[3:57] Speaker 1: my eyes adjusted to the darkness, granting me the unwelcome
[4:00] Speaker 1: gift of sight. I wish they had failed me. The
[4:07] Speaker 1: horrifying images etched deeply into my psyche. Charred bodies strewn
[4:13] Speaker 1: across the floor, The limbs twisted and contorted, some still smoldered,
[4:18] Speaker 1: becoming consumed by thin lines of crimson. I crawled greedily
[4:22] Speaker 1: along their blackening skin, reducing it to ash. The scene
[4:28] Speaker 1: was catastrophic. It was repulsive. A nauseating sensation crept up
[4:35] Speaker 1: from within, the familiar prelude to vomiting. I thought to
[4:40] Speaker 1: suppress it, driven by an instinct to reach the crying
[4:44] Speaker 1: emanating from an overturned desk in the far corner of
[4:47] Speaker 1: the room. That must be my mum. She's still alive,
[4:52] Speaker 1: I thought naively. My path was obstructed by the lifeless
[4:57] Speaker 1: forms of classmates down. My gut warned me to leave,
[5:03] Speaker 1: but I ignored it. Almost reaching the desk, my attension
[5:08] Speaker 1: was drawn to yet another body lying in my path.
[5:12] Speaker 1: This one was slightly larger than the others. It took
[5:16] Speaker 1: only a moment to realize the unthinkable. This was my mother.
[5:25] Speaker 1: Her right side was gruesomely absent, her eyes clouded with
[5:29] Speaker 1: milky white, and her jaw hung slack. She had lost
[5:34] Speaker 1: an arm and a leg. Dead. My mother lay lifeless
[5:42] Speaker 1: at my feet. The sound of sobbing irrupted again, originating
[5:49] Speaker 1: from behind the desk. No discernible words, just heartbroken sobs.
[5:56] Speaker 1: Setting aside my grief for the moment, Aided by shock,
[6:00] Speaker 1: I left my mother's side to reach this person. The
[6:04] Speaker 1: true magnitude of the disaster had not yet fully sunk
[6:07] Speaker 1: in the realization that no one could have survived. The
[6:13] Speaker 1: crying grew louder as I approached, echoing not only in
[6:17] Speaker 1: my ears but in my thoughts. He drowned out the
[6:20] Speaker 1: clamor of the alarms. It was as if I was
[6:24] Speaker 1: ensnared in a waking dream, with the cries became my
[6:27] Speaker 1: sole focus, blotting out every other sense. Reaching the desk,
[6:34] Speaker 1: I cautiously peered behind it, my eyes drawn to a
[6:38] Speaker 1: huddled figure in the corner. His black and skin mirrored
[6:41] Speaker 1: the others, and he possessed little remaining hair. Tremors coursed
[6:46] Speaker 1: through his body as he faced the wall. His arms
[6:49] Speaker 1: extended limply, wrists hanging from his forearms. Hey, I yelled,
[6:56] Speaker 1: Are you okay? Can you move? I said? As I'm
[6:59] Speaker 1: in new movered around the desk, Looking back on it now,
[7:04] Speaker 1: it was incredibly obvious that he wasn't no response, perhaps
[7:11] Speaker 1: the explosion had damaged this hearing. Instinctively, I reached out
[7:17] Speaker 1: and grasped his hand. The moment our skin made contact,
[7:21] Speaker 1: the crying ceased and the tremor subsided. Slowly, he began
[7:27] Speaker 1: to turn his head towards me, his neck moving with jerky,
[7:32] Speaker 1: disjointed snaps, and then I beheld his face. Leathery skin
[7:41] Speaker 1: clung to his emaciated skull, while his eyes, wide milky
[7:46] Speaker 1: gray and white, mirrored my mother's through a slackened jaw.
[7:51] Speaker 1: Brown teeth peeped out, devoid of lips, His broken nose
[7:56] Speaker 1: sat withered upon his face completely. His leathery skin continued
[8:02] Speaker 1: down his skeletal frame, with patches peeling off, revealing a
[8:07] Speaker 1: putrid yellow fluid oozing from the infected wounds. I stood
[8:12] Speaker 1: there in shock, taking in his convulsions and heaves. Suddenly
[8:18] Speaker 1: his head rocked like that of a newborn, and he
[8:21] Speaker 1: took a ragged, strained breath. Then he let out a
[8:26] Speaker 1: sound unlike anything I had ever heard, But that's not
[8:33] Speaker 1: the right way to describe it. The sound triggered a
[8:37] Speaker 1: sensation within me, a feeling that wasn't entirely my own.
[8:42] Speaker 1: I was engulfed by an overwhelming grief, an intense pain
[8:46] Speaker 1: that consumed me entirely. Guilt as I had never known,
[8:51] Speaker 1: washed over me, threatening to drown me in its depths.
[8:57] Speaker 1: I recoiled from the desk, stumbling backward until I fell
[9:01] Speaker 1: into my mother's charred remains, A cloud of ash billowed forth,
[9:05] Speaker 1: caressing my face. As I gasped for air, I indvertently
[9:09] Speaker 1: inhaled the plumes of my mother's ash. I threw upon myself,
[9:14] Speaker 1: tears streaming uncontrollably. Crawling on my hands and knees, I
[9:20] Speaker 1: distanced myself from the nightmare, my existence teetering on the brink.
[9:26] Speaker 1: I crawled and then ran. Once I regained my footing,
[9:30] Speaker 1: I ran out of that room, up the stairs, through
[9:32] Speaker 1: the engulfing flames, through the school, past my bewildered classmates.
[9:37] Speaker 1: I kept running. I ran unto my legs could no
[9:40] Speaker 1: longer bear the way to my body and my shattering reality.
[9:45] Speaker 1: I just kept running. Eventually I collapsed in a local park,
[9:54] Speaker 1: where the police discovered me. The cold, crisp grass cradled
[9:58] Speaker 1: my face, leaving damp imprints in unison with my tears.
[10:04] Speaker 1: The officer who found me sat silently beside me in
[10:06] Speaker 1: the field, offering no words of advice nor encouragement. We
[10:12] Speaker 1: both began to shiver as the cold crept into our bones.
[10:18] Speaker 1: I laid in that field until I succumbed to exhaustion
[10:22] Speaker 1: and fell into a fitful sleep. I was so utterly
[10:27] Speaker 1: exhausted when the officer drove me home, I awoke to
[10:34] Speaker 1: a reality I felt both distant and surreal. The following
[10:39] Speaker 1: years slipped away in a haze, an amalgamation of twisting
[10:43] Speaker 1: memories and blurred moments. I found myself residing in my
[10:48] Speaker 1: mother's home under the temporary custody of my aunt and uncle.
[10:52] Speaker 1: The settlement from the life insurance payout, locked away in
[10:56] Speaker 1: a conservatorship, offered a glimmer of financial security. Grateful for
[11:02] Speaker 1: their decision, I thanked ma lucky stars that my aunt
[11:05] Speaker 1: did not seize the opportunity to claim the money as
[11:08] Speaker 1: her own. Instead, she handed me a substantial sum of cash.
[11:14] Speaker 1: It was an overwhelming amount for a seventeen year old
[11:17] Speaker 1: to possess while grappling with the weight of newfound responsibility.
[11:23] Speaker 1: In due course, I was granted emancipation, propelled forward by
[11:27] Speaker 1: financial freedom. Little did I know that this freedom would
[11:32] Speaker 1: become a catalyst for a destructive spiral, deepening the void
[11:36] Speaker 1: within my soul with every regretful choice. The passing months
[11:42] Speaker 1: merged as if time itself was nothing more than a
[11:45] Speaker 1: fleeting illusion. I was constantly oscillating between moments of herror
[11:50] Speaker 1: and induced intoxication and near unconsciousness. My days were spent
[11:56] Speaker 1: in a perpetual state of chasing a fragile equilibrium, and
[12:00] Speaker 1: so as predictable and anti climactic as it may sound,
[12:05] Speaker 1: I succumbed to the overwhelming grip of a heroin overdose.
[12:11] Speaker 1: I vaguely recall the Nature documentary playing in the background
[12:15] Speaker 1: as I craved another hit. Preparing the syringe, I found
[12:19] Speaker 1: a suitable vein, and the liquid bliss coursed through my veins,
[12:24] Speaker 1: flooding my senses. Was it my fifth sixth, more than
[12:30] Speaker 1: I had ever done before? The rush surged through my
[12:34] Speaker 1: body with an intensity I couldn't bear. My balance faltered,
[12:38] Speaker 1: and I collapsed onto the couch, my head spinning in
[12:42] Speaker 1: a disorienting haze. I slipped into unconsciousness, unaware of the
[12:47] Speaker 1: vomit that spilled forth from my mouth. At that moment,
[12:52] Speaker 1: I believed I was on the brink of death. In
[12:56] Speaker 1: my haziness, I faintly recalled a piercing scream of some
[13:00] Speaker 1: one who had entered the front door. I must have
[13:03] Speaker 1: appeared as the visual embodiment of the death I had
[13:06] Speaker 1: longed for. It was my aunt who discovered me in
[13:11] Speaker 1: that state, the sight she never deserved to see. She
[13:16] Speaker 1: was far too good to be exposed to the wretchedness
[13:18] Speaker 1: that had become me. Rehabilitation became an inevitable path I
[13:24] Speaker 1: had to tread. My therapist posited that the horrors I
[13:28] Speaker 1: witnessed in my mother's classroom were projections of my mind.
[13:32] Speaker 1: We sionifications of the hellish experiences I endured. In the
[13:38] Speaker 1: ensuing months, I grappled with a profound sense of worthlessness.
[13:42] Speaker 1: Despite the earnest efforts of those around me, weeks continued
[13:49] Speaker 1: to bleed into months, and progress toward emotional and mental
[13:52] Speaker 1: recovery became a slow, agonizing burn. No matter the tools
[13:58] Speaker 1: and coping mechanisms I acquired, no matter the mental acrobatics
[14:02] Speaker 1: I performed, I found myself sinking deeper into the abyss.
[14:07] Speaker 1: The insidious cravings for substances clung to my heart with
[14:10] Speaker 1: sickening tenacity. By the end of that year, I retreated
[14:16] Speaker 1: into seclusion, abandoning my education and embracing a life of isolation.
[14:23] Speaker 1: Depression became my constant companion, blurring the days into an
[14:27] Speaker 1: indistinguishable haze. I traded one vice for countless others, escaping
[14:33] Speaker 1: reality through endless hours of content and video games. Despising
[14:37] Speaker 1: every fiber of my existence. Late into the solitary nights,
[14:42] Speaker 1: even in sleep I found no respite. My nights were
[14:46] Speaker 1: tormented by relentless nightmares, unyielding in the pursuit of stealing
[14:51] Speaker 1: away what little rest I had left, and my emotional nuddeir.
[14:58] Speaker 1: I ceased to care for even the most the basic needs.
[15:01] Speaker 1: My body, an instrument of survival, was now perpetually hunched,
[15:06] Speaker 1: bent by the weight of my deteriorating state. I had
[15:10] Speaker 1: become a repungent wreck, a physical manifestation of the turmoil
[15:15] Speaker 1: within my mind. I was a mirror reflecting the distorted
[15:19] Speaker 1: image of my shattered mentality. The battle against my demons
[15:24] Speaker 1: was slipping through my fingers, and I was losing myself
[15:28] Speaker 1: in the process. In time, my life embarked on a
[15:33] Speaker 1: transformative journey, emerging from the shattered remnants of an existence
[15:38] Speaker 1: that had unwettingly become my solace. It began with a
[15:42] Speaker 1: simple spark, an eruption of laughter. It was not a
[15:51] Speaker 1: mere chuckle or a fleeting smark. It was a barely
[15:55] Speaker 1: deep laugh that reverberated within me. The sound itself was
[16:00] Speaker 1: foreign to my ears, stirring confusion and exhilaration. At that moment,
[16:06] Speaker 1: I felt immense pride swell within me. Soon after, I
[16:11] Speaker 1: sheard my former self transitioning from a reanimated corpse to
[16:16] Speaker 1: an animated being. My new addiction became growth, and I
[16:22] Speaker 1: pursued it with fervor. I constructed a fortress, a barricade
[16:27] Speaker 1: to withstand the relentless onslaught of my mind. Attained the
[16:31] Speaker 1: internal chaos that it consumed, me, gradually reclaiming control over
[16:36] Speaker 1: my destiny. With every strained step, I crawled a feeble
[16:41] Speaker 1: yet indomitable way up a treacherous mountain. Knowing I had
[16:47] Speaker 1: to venture beyond my childhood home to nurture my emotional development,
[16:51] Speaker 1: I decided without hesitation. I relinquished my home to my aunt,
[16:57] Speaker 1: packed my belongings, and embarked on a journey to Florida.
[17:04] Speaker 1: Florida became my homestead. I found refuge in a vacation
[17:08] Speaker 1: cabin amidst the serenity of the Everglades. There were no
[17:12] Speaker 1: neighbors for miles around, and the land belonged to a
[17:16] Speaker 1: kind couple who were seldom present. The cabin, nestled within
[17:21] Speaker 1: a dense, humid forest, provided ample opportunity to confront my
[17:26] Speaker 1: inmost thoughts, aiding my recovery. Though reclusive, I reveled in
[17:33] Speaker 1: the new found freedom. The forest around me was a
[17:38] Speaker 1: testament to nature's magnificence. It thrived with beauty, teeming with
[17:43] Speaker 1: life and vibrant hues. Birds sang, insects hummed, and the
[17:49] Speaker 1: sun set gracefully. He was a stark contrast to the
[17:53] Speaker 1: desolate nights I had once known. Occasionally I would venture
[17:59] Speaker 1: to an ocean fed creak as Stone's throwaway, indulging in
[18:03] Speaker 1: peaceful fishing. With each passing day, I slowly fortified my resolve,
[18:10] Speaker 1: gathering the shattered pieces of my courage. The journey ahead
[18:14] Speaker 1: remained daunting, but still a glimmer of hope illuminated the
[18:20] Speaker 1: path ahead. I clung to the belief that someday, somehow
[18:26] Speaker 1: I would break free from the clutches of the sphere.
[18:31] Speaker 1: It was precisely what I'd yearned for. My life had
[18:38] Speaker 1: become my own again. Though the memories still carried pain,
[18:43] Speaker 1: they had become more bearable. I was on the verge
[18:46] Speaker 1: of uttering those elusive words, I am happy, until the
[18:56] Speaker 1: nightly lamentations found me, the anger cries piercing the silence.
[19:02] Speaker 1: A relentless reminder of the entity that haunted my sleep.
[19:07] Speaker 1: Sleep became an elusive luxury, for as darkness descended, the
[19:12] Speaker 1: wail shattered any chance of rest. Daylight offered a brief respite.
[19:19] Speaker 1: The cries became a force that unleashed forgotten pain. Shattering
[19:23] Speaker 1: the barricade, I erected the dormant rancor within me, stirred,
[19:28] Speaker 1: Awakening with a vengeance. My inner turmoil returned, engulfing me
[19:34] Speaker 1: in a tempest that left me gasping for breath. My
[19:39] Speaker 1: resilience crumbled like sand, slipping through trembling fingers. The laughter
[19:44] Speaker 1: that once danced upon my lips died in my throat.
[19:49] Speaker 1: I broke quickly, so quietly. Then one night I stirred
[19:55] Speaker 1: from a nap that it inadvertently consumed me. Insensation tugged
[20:01] Speaker 1: at my consciousness, rousing me from my slumber. The room
[20:06] Speaker 1: was shrouded in stale silence, the clock displaying a one
[20:10] Speaker 1: twenty six a m. It was the dead of night,
[20:14] Speaker 1: yet mercifully devoid of the haunting cries. With cautious curiosity,
[20:21] Speaker 1: I rose from my seat and made my way toward
[20:24] Speaker 1: the front door. Spurred by new found audacity, I recall
[20:29] Speaker 1: thinking I should step outside, prove to myself that nothing
[20:34] Speaker 1: is there, prove the crying is simply in my head.
[20:39] Speaker 1: As I approached the door, I envisioned walking outside and
[20:44] Speaker 1: wondering where I should go. That night, the air was
[20:50] Speaker 1: eerily calm, devoid of the usual bug song. I pressed
[20:55] Speaker 1: my face against the small window on the door, peering
[20:58] Speaker 1: into the darkness beyond, and fully expecting to find only
[21:02] Speaker 1: an indistinct shadow. But to my horror, there it stood,
[21:10] Speaker 1: staring back at me with an intensity. The scent shivers
[21:13] Speaker 1: down my spine. Our faces were separated by a mere
[21:18] Speaker 1: fraction of an inch of glass, locked in a macarb
[21:21] Speaker 1: face to face encounter, a cacophony of screams erupted, shattering
[21:29] Speaker 1: the once tranquil air and sending tremors through my home.
[21:33] Speaker 1: The glow from the kitchen illuminated his face, etching its
[21:37] Speaker 1: haunting contours deep within my mind. His quivering jaw moved erratically,
[21:43] Speaker 1: a grotesque dance of opening and closing with each labored breath.
[21:48] Speaker 1: Each exhale berthed a clinging mist, smearing the glass with
[21:52] Speaker 1: intricate patterns, forming its surface into eerie artistry. His vacant
[21:58] Speaker 1: eyes remained fixed ahead, devoid of recognition, as if ensnared
[22:02] Speaker 1: within the clutches of unyielding madness. With unsteady steps, he
[22:08] Speaker 1: gradually retreated, his form, shrinking into a crowd's position mere
[22:13] Speaker 1: feet away from my door. There was no denying the
[22:16] Speaker 1: presence before me. Roseen in shock, I stood there, grappling
[22:25] Speaker 1: with a maelstrom of emotions. Fear, curiosity, and twisted fascination intertwined,
[22:32] Speaker 1: forming a turbulent whirlwind of conflicting impulses. Though an unsettling
[22:38] Speaker 1: truth settled within me, there was no denying the raw
[22:41] Speaker 1: reality of his existence. This was no figment of my imagination.
[22:48] Speaker 1: There was a chilling encounter with a realm beyond my comprehension.
[22:55] Speaker 1: My scream tore through the air, an instinctual response fueled
[23:00] Speaker 1: by primal emotions. No coherent thoughts could encapsulate the overwhelming
[23:06] Speaker 1: turmoil within me. Anger, fear, and frustration merged into a
[23:11] Speaker 1: sickening sensation that gnawed at my core. I had grown
[23:15] Speaker 1: tired of sleepless nights and a life that no longer
[23:18] Speaker 1: felt like mine. I'd escaped across the country to flee
[23:22] Speaker 1: from this, Yet here it was huddled just feet away.
[23:28] Speaker 1: Mocking my desperate attempt at sarlas. It felt like a
[23:32] Speaker 1: cruel joke my own mind was playing on me. Leave
[23:36] Speaker 1: me alone, I shouted, my voice cracking. His tears streamed
[23:40] Speaker 1: down my face. Please just leave me alone. My cries
[23:46] Speaker 1: resemble the agonized wails of a wounded and trapped animal.
[23:50] Speaker 1: Roar and untamed. Outside, the creature continued its relentless screams,
[23:57] Speaker 1: rising to its feet again with a disjointed movement. It
[24:01] Speaker 1: approached my door, its contorted posture resembling the grotesque position
[24:06] Speaker 1: of a late stage tetanus patient, skin tearing as it leaned.
[24:12] Speaker 1: Leave me alone. I yelled again, unleashing a surge of
[24:16] Speaker 1: pent up emotion that had been dormant for far too long.
[24:20] Speaker 1: My please fell upon rotting ears. I could not comprehend
[24:24] Speaker 1: or sympathize. It reached my door. I had rehearsed this
[24:32] Speaker 1: moment in my mind over and over. I imagined how
[24:37] Speaker 1: would confront and eradicate this embodiment of my deteriorating sanity.
[24:42] Speaker 1: I had chosen this entity as the symbol of my
[24:45] Speaker 1: mental decline, the effigy upon which my deserved future lay
[24:49] Speaker 1: flayed and a bloody goodlike fashion offered to the altar
[24:53] Speaker 1: of my current reality. Driven by panic and rage, I
[24:58] Speaker 1: grabbed the fire axe above my table, my body moving
[25:02] Speaker 1: mechanically as I propelled myself back toward the barrier that
[25:05] Speaker 1: separated us. A wordless scream of terror, revulsion, and hatred
[25:11] Speaker 1: irrupted from deep within me as I crashed through the door,
[25:15] Speaker 1: my clenched teeth unable to contain the overwhelming intensity of
[25:19] Speaker 1: my emotions. The creature was struck by the door, its
[25:23] Speaker 1: body forcibly pushed backward, eliciting a feral gasp from its throat.
[25:29] Speaker 1: Now I was determined to end it, kill it, kill me,
[25:36] Speaker 1: candle kill. The words reverberated in an unsettling loop within
[25:42] Speaker 1: my mind, out of sync with each other, fueling my purpose.
[25:46] Speaker 1: As I prepared to face the culmination of my anguish.
[25:52] Speaker 1: In a whirlwind of uncontrolled movement, I tumbled down the steps,
[25:57] Speaker 1: my body flailing as I crashed onto the ground. And
[26:01] Speaker 1: before I could fully process the fall, I found myself
[26:04] Speaker 1: at my feet, instinctively rising without conscious thought, and there
[26:11] Speaker 1: it was, face to face with me, its breath uncomfortably
[26:16] Speaker 1: warm and sticky against my skin. The beutred stench of
[26:20] Speaker 1: decay invaded my nostrils, causing me to recoil in demoralized repulsion.
[26:26] Speaker 1: I felt my courage waver and my resolve crumble. I
[26:31] Speaker 1: realized I was not strong enough, not capable of facing this.
[26:37] Speaker 1: I back pedaled until I was pressed against the wall
[26:40] Speaker 1: of my house. Then it screamed, convulsed, and trembled before me,
[26:49] Speaker 1: its milky eyes fixed on an unseen horizon, its hands
[26:53] Speaker 1: stretched out, reaching for something beyond my comprehension. With that scream,
[26:59] Speaker 1: a surge of courage and rage flood in my being.
[27:03] Speaker 1: It was the same as it had been all those
[27:05] Speaker 1: years ago in the school, an overwhelming flood of emotions.
[27:09] Speaker 1: They were not truly mine to feel. It's difficult to articulate,
[27:15] Speaker 1: but I embodied those emotions and allowed them to engulf me,
[27:19] Speaker 1: to consume me. Kill. The word reverberated relentlessly in my mind.
[27:29] Speaker 1: Springing forward with a wild scream, I swung the axe
[27:32] Speaker 1: with all my might, the blade sinking deep into its side.
[27:36] Speaker 1: The sensation of bone deflecting the force of my strikers
[27:39] Speaker 1: etched into my memory, never to be forgotten. Blood another
[27:44] Speaker 1: fluid sprayed from the wound as it took a few
[27:47] Speaker 1: faltering steps to the side. Pushed by the momentum of
[27:50] Speaker 1: my assault, the creature seized, its cries, its tremors, its
[27:58] Speaker 1: breath stood still, and it finally turned to look at me.
[28:05] Speaker 1: Fear held me captive under its gaze. We stared at
[28:09] Speaker 1: each other, locked in a moment, and felt like an eternity.
[28:13] Speaker 1: Voul breath washed over me, once more, seeping into my senses.
[28:19] Speaker 1: Beyond that, nothing happened. We simply stood there, locked in
[28:26] Speaker 1: a silent exchange. I willed my frozen bones to thaw.
[28:31] Speaker 1: My mind transitioning from terror and friends, had raged to
[28:36] Speaker 1: something else. It was in pride, but rather a different,
[28:41] Speaker 1: indescribable emotion. Yet it carried a sense of triumph, I believe.
[28:48] Speaker 1: Unbeknownst to me, it had reached out and gently grasped
[28:51] Speaker 1: my arm, its touch going unnoticed until it began to speak.
[28:58] Speaker 1: I never meant to scare you, he rasped, his voice
[29:05] Speaker 1: torn and ragged, struggling to emerge between shallow breaths. I'm
[29:10] Speaker 1: sorry this had happened to you, it uttered, its words,
[29:17] Speaker 1: filled with agony and desperation. Tears welled up in its eyes,
[29:23] Speaker 1: a flicker of pain crossing its face as its ragged
[29:26] Speaker 1: hand clutched at the axe, lodged in its new laceration.
[29:32] Speaker 1: Please kill me, he wheezed, his pleased reverberating in my
[29:39] Speaker 1: mind and reaching my ear. Simultaneously with its other hand,
[29:45] Speaker 1: he gripped the axe and brought the blade to its neck.
[29:49] Speaker 1: Kill me, candle kill Now. Final word echoed like an
[29:58] Speaker 1: explosion within my head, and his hand pressed against my face.
[30:04] Speaker 1: Everything plunged into total darkness for a fragmented moment. As
[30:09] Speaker 1: I swung the axe. Suddenly I felt myself hurtling through space,
[30:22] Speaker 1: avoid engulfing me. The air grew cold, and the wind
[30:27] Speaker 1: whipped past, intensifying the disorienting descent. I screamed in a
[30:32] Speaker 1: frenzy of confusion and terror, my voice lost in the
[30:36] Speaker 1: abyss Downward, I plummeted faster and faster, the nauseating sensation
[30:43] Speaker 1: overwhelming me. Did I die? Is this death? I'm dead?
[30:51] Speaker 1: Thoughts of my eminent demise gripped my courage, but I resisted,
[30:57] Speaker 1: unwilling to accept my fate just yet. In the distance
[31:02] Speaker 1: far below, a growing light pierced through the darkness. Fresh
[31:07] Speaker 1: tears streamed down my face, blurring my vision and making
[31:11] Speaker 1: it difficult to gage the proximity of the light and
[31:14] Speaker 1: how much time remained before I would be halted by
[31:16] Speaker 1: the unforgiving ground. But it was rapidly approaching. I squeezed
[31:24] Speaker 1: my eyes shut, unleashing a scream that echoed through the void.
[31:29] Speaker 1: In the face of imminent death, I summoned every ounce
[31:32] Speaker 1: of defiance within me. I want to live, The words
[31:41] Speaker 1: echoed in my mind, a fervent plea, repeating like a mantra.
[31:46] Speaker 1: I curled into a protective ball, bracing myself for the
[31:50] Speaker 1: impending impact that would mark my brutal end. Seconds stretched
[31:55] Speaker 1: into eternity as I awaited the inevitable. Then, with a
[32:01] Speaker 1: soft and gentle thud, I collided with the ground, the
[32:06] Speaker 1: impact akin to falling off the couch. A feeble whimper
[32:11] Speaker 1: escaped me, carrying away the remnants of my shattered pride. Slowly,
[32:19] Speaker 1: I uncored my limbs and remained still a mix of
[32:23] Speaker 1: confusion and exhaustion, paralyzing me as this death, Why had
[32:28] Speaker 1: I somehow managed to survive? At the very least I
[32:33] Speaker 1: was conscious? I reached out with my hands, feeling the
[32:37] Speaker 1: texture of the hardwood floor beneath me. I tempted to
[32:41] Speaker 1: open my eyes. With darkness engulfed everything, rendering me blind
[32:46] Speaker 1: to my surroundings. Rolling onto my back, I extended my
[32:51] Speaker 1: arms as far as there would go, searching for walls
[32:55] Speaker 1: that eluded my touch, instead only finding a formless nothingness,
[33:01] Speaker 1: and new fear emerged as a creeping suspicion arose. Did
[33:06] Speaker 1: I even have a face? With trepidation, I brought my
[33:11] Speaker 1: unseen hands towards my face, and a sharp sting shocked me.
[33:15] Speaker 1: As my dirty, sweaty fingers met my open eyes, it burned,
[33:22] Speaker 1: and a faint chuckle escaped my lips, mingling with tears
[33:26] Speaker 1: that continued to cascade down my face. I released a weak,
[33:31] Speaker 1: triumphant sigh, throwing my arm in the air, and darkness
[33:36] Speaker 1: claimed me once more, my consciousness slipping away. When I awoke,
[33:44] Speaker 1: I found myself in an unfamiliar hallway, illuminated by ethereal torchlight.
[33:50] Speaker 1: Glancing around for my position on the floor, I took
[33:53] Speaker 1: in the details of my surroundings. The hallway stretched endlessly
[33:58] Speaker 1: in both directions, its warped and aged, the dark wood
[34:03] Speaker 1: floors covered in a thick layer of dust. On each
[34:07] Speaker 1: side of me, two doors stood adorned with handles clad
[34:11] Speaker 1: in aged bronze The pealing, curling white paint of doors
[34:16] Speaker 1: cast a small shadow that danced in the flickering flames.
[34:20] Speaker 1: Ornate red and gold walls framed the hall, extending into
[34:24] Speaker 1: the distance without interruption. The air hung still thin and cold.
[34:34] Speaker 1: I pushed myself upright, drawing a reflective breath, just to
[34:38] Speaker 1: find that my lungs refused to cooperate. I couldn't draw
[34:42] Speaker 1: in the air, an unsettling revelation that further shock my
[34:46] Speaker 1: fragile state. Yet, amidst the disquietude, an unexpected acceptance settled
[34:53] Speaker 1: upon me. Maybe I truly am dead, I mused, one
[34:59] Speaker 1: massaging the between my eyes, and perhaps this is limbo
[35:04] Speaker 1: or some other place beyond the realm of the living.
[35:08] Speaker 1: Standing before the doors, I brushed off the accumulated dust.
[35:13] Speaker 1: As my fingers traced the bronzed knobs. I tempted to
[35:17] Speaker 1: turn the knob of the door on my right. It
[35:20] Speaker 1: remained resolute, refusing to budge with my attempt. I turned
[35:25] Speaker 1: my attention to the door on my left, hoping for
[35:28] Speaker 1: a different outcome. Yet once again my efforts proved fruitless.
[35:35] Speaker 1: The doors remained firmly shut, denying me entry. A sense
[35:41] Speaker 1: of resignation settled over me as I contemplated the possibility
[35:46] Speaker 1: that I had indeed entered a land of limbo or purgatory,
[35:50] Speaker 1: where the deceased wandered aimlessly, seeking answers and respite. If
[35:55] Speaker 1: there were lessons to be learned or tasks to be fulfilled,
[36:00] Speaker 1: yet did discover them, But the absence of purpose, the
[36:04] Speaker 1: prospect of eternal nothingness, weighed heavily on my soul. With
[36:09] Speaker 1: the deep breath, I made the conscious decision to venture
[36:13] Speaker 1: further into the darkness, forsaking the dwindling light behind me.
[36:19] Speaker 1: Hours turned into an indeterminate passage of time as I
[36:23] Speaker 1: traversed the corridor, my hand trailing beside me against the
[36:27] Speaker 1: cold surface of the wall. Surprisingly, fatigue and hunger eluded me,
[36:33] Speaker 1: further reinforcing the notion that I probably died. If this
[36:40] Speaker 1: was the extent of my existence, an eternal cycle of
[36:44] Speaker 1: aimless wondering, I yearned for something more. The prospect of
[36:49] Speaker 1: mere nothingness, devoid of purpose or meaning, felt like a
[36:53] Speaker 1: reality abandoned by the gods long ago. Determination and desperation
[36:59] Speaker 1: meaning within me, urging me to maintain my pace and
[37:04] Speaker 1: keep moving forward despite the uncertainty. And then a sudden
[37:10] Speaker 1: burst of light ruptured the darkness behind me, catching me
[37:14] Speaker 1: off guard. The icy tendrils of fear gripped my chest,
[37:18] Speaker 1: causing me to flail and stumble my yelp. Swallowed by
[37:23] Speaker 1: the darkness. With a surprising display of grace, I flocked
[37:28] Speaker 1: heavily on my stomach. I clambered to my feet and
[37:32] Speaker 1: swiftly turned around. Repelled by a sense of desperate longing,
[37:37] Speaker 1: I hurtled toward the new found light, driven by an
[37:40] Speaker 1: unspoken fear that it would fade if I didn't reach
[37:43] Speaker 1: it in time. Desperation fueled my actions as I lunged
[37:48] Speaker 1: for the handle of the nearest door, seeking the anchor
[37:51] Speaker 1: to halt my momentum. The handle remained steadfast, unyielding as
[37:58] Speaker 1: it abruptly halted my chaotic trajectory. I clutched the doorknob
[38:03] Speaker 1: with both hands, pouring every haunts of strength into my
[38:06] Speaker 1: attempt to pry it open. I threw my weight against
[38:10] Speaker 1: the door, pulled, hit, kicked, and pleaded in desperation, but
[38:17] Speaker 1: the door remained unafflicted. Exhausted and defeated, I crumpled against
[38:24] Speaker 1: the door, collapsing to my knees. I buried my face
[38:29] Speaker 1: in my folded, arms, tears flowing freely once again, as
[38:33] Speaker 1: a sense of hopelessness enveloped me. What was the point?
[38:39] Speaker 1: There was nowhere to go, no escape from this damn place.
[38:43] Speaker 1: I was trapped, imprisoned within my own personal purgatory. This
[38:50] Speaker 1: was my punishment. Reality began to fracture, my veil of
[38:58] Speaker 1: ignorance slowly lifted. Could I truly be dead? The realization
[39:05] Speaker 1: dawned upon me, shattering the feeble illusion of safety and acceptance.
[39:11] Speaker 1: I wasn't okay. I wasn't safe. The weight of my
[39:16] Speaker 1: unease bore down upon me, threatening to consume what little
[39:20] Speaker 1: resolved remained. In the face of uncertainty, I whispered the
[39:27] Speaker 1: truth that echoed within my being, I'm not okay. I
[39:36] Speaker 1: rolled on to my side, curling into a tight ball,
[39:39] Speaker 1: clutching my legs close to my chest. I surrendered to
[39:43] Speaker 1: the oceans that consumed me. I seized all efforts, resigned
[39:48] Speaker 1: to my fate. Time lost all meaning as I lay there, motionless,
[39:54] Speaker 1: accumulating layers of dust upon my immobile body. Months or
[40:01] Speaker 1: perhaps years passed in this frozen state. I remained frozen,
[40:06] Speaker 1: a monument to despair and defeat. The way to my
[40:10] Speaker 1: surrender bore down upon me, and I grew stagnant in
[40:13] Speaker 1: body and spirit. As time passed, a small voice emerged
[40:20] Speaker 1: from the depths of my being, offering tiny shouts of defiance.
[40:26] Speaker 1: It urged me to continue, questioning why I should give up.
[40:31] Speaker 1: The relentless nagging of that voice eroded the staleness of
[40:35] Speaker 1: my resolve, and so with great effort, I gave in
[40:40] Speaker 1: to the persistent beckoning within. I began to stir my
[40:45] Speaker 1: brittle bones, creaking and cracking in response to the tentative movements.
[40:51] Speaker 1: Every inch of my being protested, muscles screaming. As I
[40:55] Speaker 1: defied the platitudes that had held me captive, the desire
[41:00] Speaker 1: for something different, something more, ignited within me. It took time.
[41:06] Speaker 1: When I managed to rise to a sitting position. My
[41:09] Speaker 1: body clung stubbornly to the remnants of my self imposed stagnation,
[41:13] Speaker 1: resisting my will. But I knew I had to move,
[41:20] Speaker 1: just move. I whispered those two simple words to myself,
[41:27] Speaker 1: a mantra in the stillness. With each painful twitch and
[41:31] Speaker 1: each tear in my flesh, I pressed forward. The blinding
[41:37] Speaker 1: light pierced through the darkness, and I quickly shielded my eyes.
[41:42] Speaker 1: The hallway one shrouded in darkness, it was now ablaze
[41:46] Speaker 1: with a furious glow of burning candles, illuminating every inch
[41:51] Speaker 1: of the endless walls, adorned with their white doors, Shielding
[41:56] Speaker 1: my eyes from the searing exposure. I recoiled from the skull,
[42:00] Speaker 1: watching heat that began to radiate from the flames. I
[42:05] Speaker 1: peered through the gaps of my fingers, and a sight
[42:08] Speaker 1: greeted me that filled my heart with renewed hope. There
[42:13] Speaker 1: at the end of the hallway lay an exit, a
[42:18] Speaker 1: definite continuation beyond these confines. A rush of motivation coursed
[42:24] Speaker 1: through my veins, igniting a fire within my soul. Leaning
[42:29] Speaker 1: against the wall for support, I wheeled my legs to
[42:32] Speaker 1: carry me forward, pushing past the pane. With each step,
[42:37] Speaker 1: the longing to reach the final door consumed me. Drowning
[42:41] Speaker 1: out the agony, I moved with a shaky shuffle that
[42:46] Speaker 1: evolved into a stiff, determined speed walk. In retrospect, I
[42:52] Speaker 1: can only imagine the nightmarish image I presented, But at
[42:56] Speaker 1: that moment, all I wanted was to reach the end,
[43:01] Speaker 1: to embrace the promise it held. With each passing door,
[43:06] Speaker 1: I caught glimpses of their numbered plaques thirty seven, thirty nine,
[43:12] Speaker 1: forty one, forty three. The numbers ascended, I found myself running.
[43:19] Speaker 1: Soon the blinding light soon seared through my closed eyelids,
[43:23] Speaker 1: the symphony of pain. Perhaps I should have gaged the
[43:27] Speaker 1: distance to the end, but in my blind pursuit, I
[43:31] Speaker 1: collided with the ending wall with a resounding thud. The
[43:35] Speaker 1: impact broke my nose, and I tumbled to the floor,
[43:39] Speaker 1: disoriented and wounded. As my body sprawled upon the ground,
[43:45] Speaker 1: the once illuminated candles in the hallway extinguished one by one,
[43:50] Speaker 1: enveloping the space behind me in an impenetrable darkness. Yet
[43:55] Speaker 1: amidst the obscurity, one candle remained, definally a flat. The
[44:01] Speaker 1: candle beside the door labeled one hundred and fifty eight.
[44:07] Speaker 1: His flickering glow drew my gaze, anchoring me to the
[44:10] Speaker 1: present candor. The word reverberated within the recess of my mind,
[44:18] Speaker 1: its significance echoing relentlessly, and then, like a distant echo
[44:24] Speaker 1: from the past, a strained and familiar voice permeated my thoughts.
[44:31] Speaker 1: Kill candle. It urged a haunting reminder of the encounters
[44:38] Speaker 1: I had faced. The voice bearing the same ragged quality
[44:43] Speaker 1: that has sent chills down my spine before emerged from
[44:46] Speaker 1: the darkness, piercing the silence with its command. A low,
[44:52] Speaker 1: ominous rumble stirred in the distance, the sound foreign and
[44:56] Speaker 1: unsettling to my ears. It started as a mere murmur,
[45:01] Speaker 1: fairly perceptible. We gradually swelled in volume, intensifying with each
[45:06] Speaker 1: passing moment. The air itself seemed to thicken and vibrate
[45:11] Speaker 1: with distraught energy, a growing force that quelled the surroundings.
[45:16] Speaker 1: I felt it from deep inside my being. It was
[45:19] Speaker 1: the sound of impending doom, a creeping darkness that threatened
[45:24] Speaker 1: to swallow everything in its path. As the rumble resonated
[45:29] Speaker 1: through the depths of my being, a profound distress began
[45:33] Speaker 1: growing within me. It crawled beneath my skin, coiling around
[45:38] Speaker 1: my muscles and sinew with a chilling grip. The sensation
[45:42] Speaker 1: of impending nothingness clawed at my very core, filling me
[45:46] Speaker 1: with a deep seated dread. It was a fear unlike
[45:51] Speaker 1: any I had ever experienced, a realization that I stood
[45:55] Speaker 1: at the precipice of an inevitable and irrevocable end. The
[46:02] Speaker 1: way of this knowledge settled heavily, with a visceral stap
[46:05] Speaker 1: of anxiety that sent tremors through me. The world around
[46:09] Speaker 1: me seemed to hold its breath, as if bracing for
[46:12] Speaker 1: the impending collision with an unimaginable force. I stood helplessly, transfixed,
[46:20] Speaker 1: caught between fight and flight the deer in headlights. The
[46:25] Speaker 1: rumbull grew louder, reverberating with the resonance that shook the
[46:29] Speaker 1: very fabric of reality, and it quivered under its weight.
[46:35] Speaker 1: With trembling hands, I clutched that the doorknob. My small
[46:39] Speaker 1: rattles quickly became me desperately trying to twist it open.
[46:44] Speaker 1: With the doorknob remained stubbornly locked. The rumbull grew louder
[46:49] Speaker 1: as the unstoppable force closed in on me. Panic searched
[46:54] Speaker 1: within me, causing me to frantically shake the door with
[46:57] Speaker 1: wild desperation. Still it resisted, unyielding to my futile attempts.
[47:06] Speaker 1: The feeling grew ever stronger, and I became ever more frantic.
[47:11] Speaker 1: I felt as though I fell into the quicksand of insanity.
[47:16] Speaker 1: Kill Candle, the words thundered in my mind, echoing over
[47:22] Speaker 1: the impending roar that threatened to consume me. It was
[47:26] Speaker 1: a command, a directive to extinguish the flame. In a
[47:31] Speaker 1: moment of clarity amidst the chaos, I realized what I
[47:35] Speaker 1: had to do. I reached out, smothered the candle's flame
[47:39] Speaker 1: with my bare hand, and at last the door swung open.
[47:46] Speaker 1: I was violently thrust forward, pulled into the void. The
[47:51] Speaker 1: deafening roar receded, replaced by a disorienting rush of motion
[47:55] Speaker 1: as I spun and failed completely at the mercy of
[47:59] Speaker 1: another unseen force, control slipped from my grasp once more,
[48:05] Speaker 1: leaving me to surrender to the unknown. As I flipped
[48:08] Speaker 1: and spun through the void once again, abruptly, the tumult ceased,
[48:15] Speaker 1: and I found myself standing outside my own home, as
[48:18] Speaker 1: real tableau frozen in time. There I witnessed the enigmatic moment,
[48:25] Speaker 1: a version of myself suspended mid swing, the axe poised
[48:29] Speaker 1: to strike the creature's neck. It was a fractured moment
[48:33] Speaker 1: of the reality I had left behind all that time ago,
[48:37] Speaker 1: a moment frozen in time and space. Taking a hesitant
[48:43] Speaker 1: stepped forward, I was abruptly hurled back into my embody,
[48:48] Speaker 1: the fragments of my existence reuniting time resumed its course,
[48:54] Speaker 1: and I felt the weight of the axe as it
[48:56] Speaker 1: carried out its intended purpose. The blade connected with a solid,
[49:00] Speaker 1: metallic impact, tearing a new rift in the fabric of reality.
[49:06] Speaker 1: I was again plunged into adjarrant darkness. The whirlwind of
[49:11] Speaker 1: confusion was the only thing familiar anymore. The musty scent
[49:16] Speaker 1: of familiarity, reminiscent of my high school days, filled the air,
[49:21] Speaker 1: punctuating the otherwise suffocating silence. In an instant, my vision returned,
[49:29] Speaker 1: this time with a disorienting rush, accompanied by dizzying vertigo.
[49:36] Speaker 1: I found myself standing in the classroom where my mother
[49:39] Speaker 1: used to teach, a place I hadn't set foot in
[49:42] Speaker 1: for years. Confusion clouded my thoughts as I turned my
[49:47] Speaker 1: gaze to the left, and there she was, my mother,
[49:54] Speaker 1: staring at me in disbelief. A collective gasp rose from
[49:59] Speaker 1: the student udence, their eyes fixed upon me with fear
[50:03] Speaker 1: and horror. The way to their stairs pressed upon me,
[50:07] Speaker 1: making me acutely aware of the unusual circumstances I found
[50:11] Speaker 1: myself in. I glanced at my feet in habitual embarrassment,
[50:16] Speaker 1: and there I noticed the axe embedded in the gas line,
[50:20] Speaker 1: emitting an ominous hiss that sliced through the thick silence.
[50:26] Speaker 1: My eyes darted back to my mother and on a
[50:30] Speaker 1: desk illuminated by a solitary burning candle. My gaze fixated.
[50:37] Speaker 1: The word echoed relentlessly in my mind, the significance growing
[50:42] Speaker 1: with each repetition. Candle, the candle, the candle. In a
[50:50] Speaker 1: reflex surge of urgency, I released my grip on the axe,
[50:54] Speaker 1: discarding any semblance of thought, and propelled myself toward the desk.
[50:59] Speaker 1: But my efforts were in vain. Where As my fingers
[51:03] Speaker 1: reached out, the catastrophic chain of events unfurled before me.
[51:10] Speaker 1: In an instant, the classroom irrupted in a fierce eruption
[51:15] Speaker 1: and inferno that devoured everything in its path. The sheer
[51:20] Speaker 1: force of the explosion shoot the very foundation of reality,
[51:24] Speaker 1: hurling me against the wall, my body crumbling behind a
[51:28] Speaker 1: nearby desk. Charred and broken, my form bore the scars
[51:33] Speaker 1: of the blast in my consciousness stubbornly clung on. I
[51:38] Speaker 1: felt pain unparalleled to any other I'd experienced so far.
[51:43] Speaker 1: Amid the chaos, I gathered myself and began to crawl
[51:47] Speaker 1: towards my mother's mangled figure. She lay there, torn asunder,
[51:54] Speaker 1: yet desperately still clinging to life with every ounce of
[51:59] Speaker 1: strength left in me. The painstakely dragged my injured body
[52:03] Speaker 1: toward her, My movements her testament to sheer determination. My
[52:09] Speaker 1: hand reached out, seeking connection, but instead encountered a severed limb. Undeterred,
[52:18] Speaker 1: I reached my mother, and she extended her remaining arm,
[52:22] Speaker 1: seizing my hand with a desperate grasp, a bond unbroken
[52:27] Speaker 1: even in the face of such devastation. Mom, I sobbed,
[52:33] Speaker 1: my voice choked with anguish tears streamed down my face
[52:38] Speaker 1: as I knelt over a broken form. Mom, I'm sorry,
[52:45] Speaker 1: I cried out, my words, punctuated by deep sobs. I'm
[52:50] Speaker 1: so sorry, mam. Her eyes met mine, and in that
[52:57] Speaker 1: delicate moment, she must have all she had to water
[53:01] Speaker 1: a sweet whisper I love you. She barely managed a
[53:08] Speaker 1: weak attempt at a smile, grazing her lips, but a
[53:11] Speaker 1: grip weakened, her hands slipped away, surrendering to the pull
[53:16] Speaker 1: of gravity. I collapsed once more, pressed my head against
[53:22] Speaker 1: a scorching shoulder of flames from her burning clothes licking,
[53:27] Speaker 1: and my tears soaked eyes. At that moment, the white
[53:32] Speaker 1: hot pain of loss eclipsed any physical pain I might
[53:35] Speaker 1: have felt. The realization struck with cruel clarity. I hadn't
[53:42] Speaker 1: succeeded in extinguishing the candle. I had failed, once again,
[53:47] Speaker 1: repeating the cycle with one hundred and fifty eighth time.
[53:52] Speaker 1: The weight of my failure bore down on me, crushing
[53:55] Speaker 1: my soul into a cloud of fine dust, to be
[53:58] Speaker 1: carried away with a health that consumed my surroundings. I
[54:04] Speaker 1: didn't deserve the reprieve of holding my mother. I needed
[54:07] Speaker 1: to escape from the desolation I had wrought. Crawling on
[54:12] Speaker 1: hands stained with the blood, I retreated to the corner
[54:15] Speaker 1: of the room, my arms hung limply at my side,
[54:19] Speaker 1: my body trembling with a mixture of guilt and revulsion.
[54:25] Speaker 1: I didn't want to touch anything, especially not myself. I
[54:30] Speaker 1: recoiled from my own skin, my hands the instrument of
[54:34] Speaker 1: a demise. I wanted to shed my skin as it
[54:39] Speaker 1: pressed this decrepit form even closer to my heart. I
[54:45] Speaker 1: killed my mom, I whispered the words, heavy with self condemnation.
[54:52] Speaker 1: I trembled, uncontrollably, consumed by my otherworldly screams of anguish
[54:57] Speaker 1: and sorrow that shattered the air. Suddenly, a voice pierced
[55:03] Speaker 1: the chaos from behind me. Hey, he yelled urgently, we
[55:08] Speaker 1: have to get out. There's a gas leak, and reached
[55:13] Speaker 1: out and grabbed mine. As I turned to face the source,
[55:18] Speaker 1: the jolt of recognition coursed through me. I was staring
[55:24] Speaker 1: at myself, another version of me, but younger. At that moment,
[55:32] Speaker 1: I realized with terror that I had become the embodiment
[55:36] Speaker 1: of the nightmares. I screamed a primal cry of disgust
[55:41] Speaker 1: and horror, forcing the other me to retreat in a
[55:44] Speaker 1: frightened flurry. Days have passed since then. After the younger
[55:51] Speaker 1: me fled, I was pulled back into our timeline, this
[55:55] Speaker 1: timeline for the final time. I hope my journey was enlightening, entertaining.
[56:04] Speaker 1: I hope you want stagnant as I did. And if
[56:09] Speaker 1: you ever find yourself stagnant, lacated, absent, and it's the
[56:14] Speaker 1: why that keeps you down, you should also ask yourself
[56:20] Speaker 1: why not? Your reasons just might be enough to move
[56:28] Speaker 1: forward again.

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