# "My wife underwent exposure therapy to cure her arachnophobia, but it worked too well and now she’s freaking me out" Creepypasta

An episode of [CreepsMcPasta Creepypasta Radio](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1492008134), 15 May 2025, 47 min.

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## Transcript

[0:02] Speaker 1: I don't like spiders. I don't like it when they
[0:05] Speaker 1: bunched themselves up so their legs look like tangled wires.
[0:08] Speaker 1: I don't like it when they spread themselves out like
[0:11] Speaker 1: the radial spokes on a wheel. It was bad luck
[0:15] Speaker 1: that when I met my wife, we discovered we were
[0:18] Speaker 1: both scared of them. As the man, I just kind
[0:22] Speaker 1: of wound up taking over spider killing dooty. At first,
[0:26] Speaker 1: this meant squealing or trying to lab asshure at one
[0:29] Speaker 1: of them from a distance. But as the ears went on,
[0:34] Speaker 1: I kind of just got tired of the stress and anxiety.
[0:39] Speaker 1: Fear is exhausting, so is the pageantry of it, jumping
[0:44] Speaker 1: up and shouting in lots of running around. Over time,
[0:48] Speaker 1: I found myself having less and less of a fear
[0:51] Speaker 1: reaction to them. Don't get me wrong, I don't want
[0:55] Speaker 1: one crawling on my face, but it wasn't like they
[0:58] Speaker 1: had me running away in fear every time. Lily was
[1:04] Speaker 1: never great with them, either, but it wasn't what I
[1:07] Speaker 1: call worthy of therapy. For the first ten years I
[1:11] Speaker 1: knew her, she was a fairly run of the mill,
[1:13] Speaker 1: a rachnophobe. Things only got bad after this one night
[1:18] Speaker 1: when we'd just come back in from an evening with friends.
[1:22] Speaker 1: There'd been a storm outside, windy as hell. I remember
[1:27] Speaker 1: putting the keys down on the table by the door,
[1:30] Speaker 1: and when I looked back, she was pulling down the
[1:32] Speaker 1: hood of her coat. She let out a sigh, ran
[1:36] Speaker 1: her hands through her hair, and she looked a little
[1:39] Speaker 1: puzzled by what she felt. When she lifted her hand away,
[1:44] Speaker 1: there were thin black legs poking out from between her fingers.
[1:50] Speaker 1: It took a second for her to react to what
[1:52] Speaker 1: was all bunched up inside a cupped hand. Then she
[1:56] Speaker 1: screamed and threw it on to the ground. I saw
[2:00] Speaker 1: it for only a second, it was so fast. Then
[2:05] Speaker 1: it was off under the nearest door, and my number
[2:08] Speaker 1: one concern became comforting my wife, who was having a
[2:12] Speaker 1: full blown panic attack. Get it off, Get it off,
[2:16] Speaker 1: Get it off, she screamed, while slapping at her neck
[2:19] Speaker 1: and hair. I hugged her, tight checked her hair, and
[2:24] Speaker 1: then checked it again when she asked me to. Then
[2:27] Speaker 1: she stripped the top off to make sure nothing else
[2:30] Speaker 1: was clinging to her clothes before I took her into
[2:32] Speaker 1: the kitchen and we had a cup of tea while
[2:35] Speaker 1: she kept scratching at the back of her head. Little asshole.
[2:40] Speaker 1: She half cried, half laughed. I can't believe it. Did
[2:44] Speaker 1: you see it? It was huge, one of the biggest yet,
[2:49] Speaker 1: I said, truthfully, I only had half glimpse memories of
[2:54] Speaker 1: it scuttling away, But it had been big, large enough
[2:59] Speaker 1: that a pine glass wouldn't have fit over its darting legs.
[3:03] Speaker 1: Just seeing it had left me feeling anxious, but at
[3:07] Speaker 1: the time I ignored my own discomfort. After all, I'd
[3:12] Speaker 1: hardly been the real victim and it got away. She cringed.
[3:18] Speaker 1: Oh God, it's still in this house somewhere, isn't it.
[3:23] Speaker 1: I wanted to lie, but thought better of it. Somewhere, yeah,
[3:29] Speaker 1: I said, But we'll spider prove the bedroom tonight and
[3:33] Speaker 1: i'll go looking in the morning. Thank you, She smiled mournfully. Geez,
[3:40] Speaker 1: I just know I'm going to have a hard time
[3:41] Speaker 1: sleeping tonight. She made me strip the bed before she
[3:47] Speaker 1: got in, and all night she kept flicking at a
[3:51] Speaker 1: fringe and the hair on the back of her neck.
[3:55] Speaker 1: I felt so bad for her. If that had been me,
[3:58] Speaker 1: I can't say I would have reacted much better. Neither
[4:02] Speaker 1: of us slept that well, but I was mostly just
[4:05] Speaker 1: worried about her. When you love someone, it's tough to
[4:10] Speaker 1: see them suffer. But it wasn't just that one night.
[4:15] Speaker 1: The second one was much the same, the third, fourth,
[4:21] Speaker 1: and so on. It petered out a little in the
[4:25] Speaker 1: second week. Then she saw a spider on some TV
[4:28] Speaker 1: show and the anxiety came back full force. Every night
[4:34] Speaker 1: was the same. I had to strip the bed of everything,
[4:38] Speaker 1: lift the mattress, and check for spiders. She even got
[4:41] Speaker 1: rid of a bedside table so they'd be less hiding
[4:44] Speaker 1: places for one. In the meantime, I was on hunting duty.
[4:50] Speaker 1: In her own words, I had to find the monster
[4:54] Speaker 1: or she'd never feel safe in that house again. It's funny,
[4:58] Speaker 1: but in hindsight, I can't really say what I saw
[5:02] Speaker 1: ghost scuttling under that doorway that first night, but I
[5:06] Speaker 1: do know I didn't try all that hard to find it.
[5:10] Speaker 1: I remember finding some webs under the living room sofa
[5:13] Speaker 1: that were real odd, like the fakes that they bring
[5:16] Speaker 1: out on Halloween, and I had to peel them off
[5:18] Speaker 1: the carpet like velcrow. I found a couple of these
[5:22] Speaker 1: nests throughout the house, but I never mentioned them. One
[5:27] Speaker 1: of them hid in a hole in the floor. That
[5:29] Speaker 1: really should have alarmed me, but I just ignored it.
[5:34] Speaker 1: I ignored a lot. Actually, I found dead mice spun
[5:38] Speaker 1: up in cocoons, and something bore a hole through one
[5:41] Speaker 1: of the kitchen cupboards and filled it with silk. Nothing
[5:45] Speaker 1: normal about that, but I covered it up with some
[5:48] Speaker 1: cans and moved on, a behavior I find hard to
[5:52] Speaker 1: explain in hindsight. Maybe my attention was elsewhere. Lily wasn't
[5:59] Speaker 1: in a great pace, and she was slowly getting worse.
[6:04] Speaker 1: She cried a lot, and any little thing that touched
[6:06] Speaker 1: the skin would result in lots of panicked yelling. She
[6:11] Speaker 1: could ne eat a meal without slapping her arms and
[6:13] Speaker 1: neck every few seconds. Things got real bad when I
[6:18] Speaker 1: came back one night to find a shaving a head.
[6:22] Speaker 1: She told me she got tired of mistaking the feeling
[6:24] Speaker 1: of her own hair for a spider. So this was
[6:27] Speaker 1: the simplest way to feel clean and safe. If you've
[6:32] Speaker 1: ever lived with anyone who's had a break down, there's
[6:35] Speaker 1: usually this moment where your heart sinks as you realize
[6:38] Speaker 1: that what you're dealing with has trescended the norm. It's
[6:43] Speaker 1: quite frightening, actually, reminded me of when my mom found
[6:47] Speaker 1: a lump. It's a very isolating sort of fear. I
[6:52] Speaker 1: remember lying awake in bed that night and just thinking
[6:55] Speaker 1: about how I'd found Lily bent over the bath shaver
[6:58] Speaker 1: in hand with a head like that dull from toy story.
[7:04] Speaker 1: When she looked over her shoulder at me and smiled,
[7:07] Speaker 1: and her eyes were so wide, I felt like I
[7:10] Speaker 1: wasn't looking at my wife anymore. Have you ever missed
[7:16] Speaker 1: someone while you still live with them, made them coffee
[7:19] Speaker 1: and breakfast and chatted about your day, but it's like
[7:22] Speaker 1: nobody's there. Every day was the same. I'd tell her
[7:28] Speaker 1: about work, and she'd tell me about how she scrubbed
[7:31] Speaker 1: the bedroom topp to bottom looking for spiders, or started
[7:35] Speaker 1: pulling up the bathroom tiles to check the nest. At
[7:39] Speaker 1: one point, I realized she'd taken a lot of time
[7:42] Speaker 1: off work, but she wouldn't give me a straight answer,
[7:46] Speaker 1: so I had to call her office. They wouldn't even
[7:49] Speaker 1: answer my calls. We're I had to take as a
[7:53] Speaker 1: pretty bad sign. It came as a relief when she
[7:59] Speaker 1: got sectioned. Everything came out all at once. She tried
[8:05] Speaker 1: putting a hammer to one of the walls to find
[8:08] Speaker 1: what was behind it, not realizing that it was just
[8:11] Speaker 1: a neighbor's living room on the other side. I was
[8:14] Speaker 1: at work during all this, but things clearly escalated pretty quickly,
[8:19] Speaker 1: and the police arrived to find a partially bold woman
[8:22] Speaker 1: screaming about spiders in the walls. By the time I
[8:26] Speaker 1: got home, they'd already taken her to be assessed at
[8:29] Speaker 1: the local hospital. I rushed the visitor, but in the
[8:34] Speaker 1: meantime I had to call her parents. And it was
[8:38] Speaker 1: well because I wasn't alone anymore. Other people knew what
[8:44] Speaker 1: was going on, and that made it a little easier
[8:47] Speaker 1: for me to navigate. Until then, I'd been afraid to
[8:51] Speaker 1: mention it to anyone. I guess I was a little embarrassed,
[8:55] Speaker 1: or maybe just not sure what the etiquette was for
[8:58] Speaker 1: discussing someone else's mental health. She was only gone about
[9:04] Speaker 1: a night, not even twelve hours. Really. The neighbors agreed
[9:09] Speaker 1: not to breast charges if I paid for all the
[9:11] Speaker 1: repairs and Lily got therapy. Lily's parents are quite well off,
[9:16] Speaker 1: so they helped us out with that. They found this
[9:20] Speaker 1: clinic that she stayed at for a couple of weeks.
[9:23] Speaker 1: It specialized in exposure therapy, which really just means getting
[9:27] Speaker 1: a person used to their phobia. Don't like water, spend
[9:32] Speaker 1: hours every day in a pool, don't like maths, step
[9:36] Speaker 1: into a room with thousands of them. This is over simplification,
[9:42] Speaker 1: of course. It's a special program that involves gradual increases
[9:47] Speaker 1: in the nature of the exposure. First night, she called
[9:50] Speaker 1: me and told me they'd had a looking at pictures
[9:53] Speaker 1: of a spider while talking about her experience. They were
[9:57] Speaker 1: literally just cartoony drawings, but she told me she found
[10:01] Speaker 1: it hard anyway. She cried, and I cried too. She
[10:08] Speaker 1: was only a few hours drive away, but I didn't
[10:11] Speaker 1: want to be away from her, and everything had happened
[10:13] Speaker 1: so suddenly. It was only six weeks between that night
[10:18] Speaker 1: with the storm and her ending up in that clinic.
[10:21] Speaker 1: But in that short period of time, I felt like
[10:25] Speaker 1: the ground had fallen from beneath my feet. Two weeks
[10:33] Speaker 1: she was in there, I don't remember them well. There
[10:38] Speaker 1: were phone calls every night. She was getting better, she
[10:41] Speaker 1: told me, and the doctor confirmed as much. Hard going
[10:46] Speaker 1: for sure. There to Sedata the day she graduated from
[10:49] Speaker 1: cartoons to actual photos of spiders. Apparently she scratched an
[10:55] Speaker 1: orderly up, real bad. My time in the house was lonely,
[11:01] Speaker 1: little weird too, if I'm honest. I woke up at
[11:04] Speaker 1: one point with cobwebs in my hair, and at some
[11:07] Speaker 1: point I realized that I hadn't seen a spider in
[11:10] Speaker 1: my home for a long time, not even a little
[11:13] Speaker 1: money spider. I briefly wondered about what the hell had
[11:18] Speaker 1: been leaving cobwebs around the place, but never followed up
[11:22] Speaker 1: on it. It's hard to get my thoughts straight. I
[11:26] Speaker 1: do remember finding more dead mice, all webbed up in
[11:29] Speaker 1: the back of that kitchen cupboard. One morning, I came
[11:32] Speaker 1: down to find a starling cocooned on the outside of
[11:35] Speaker 1: the kitchen window. No sign of what did it though.
[11:40] Speaker 1: I just stared at it and sipped my coffee. Then
[11:44] Speaker 1: I left for work, and when I came back, it
[11:48] Speaker 1: was gone. Probably not a good time to tell you.
[11:54] Speaker 1: I was diagnosed with a kind of dementia some time ago.
[11:58] Speaker 1: I guess that's supposed to help me make sense of things, right,
[12:02] Speaker 1: I don't know. Doesn't feel like it makes sense to me.
[12:06] Speaker 1: It's not like Alzheimer's runs in the family. They say
[12:10] Speaker 1: the neurons of a human brain with Alzheimer's look like
[12:12] Speaker 1: a cobweb that has hole spoked in it. That's a
[12:16] Speaker 1: good way to describe how my mind feels to live
[12:18] Speaker 1: in thoughts travel along a given route and then just
[12:24] Speaker 1: drop off. Lily's therapy progressed nicely, though I remember that
[12:31] Speaker 1: quite clearly. The phone calls and the sound of a
[12:35] Speaker 1: voice real, vivid. Jeez. I missed this so bad during
[12:40] Speaker 1: this time. I hate being overly sentimental, but it had
[12:45] Speaker 1: been a tough and lonely six weeks, and hearing us
[12:49] Speaker 1: sound increasingly happy and confident with each new phone call
[12:53] Speaker 1: was like a shot of pure happiness right into my veins.
[12:58] Speaker 1: I missed her and I want her back. And when
[13:02] Speaker 1: she told me, giggling with joy, that she held a
[13:05] Speaker 1: spider on day ten, I burst out crying right with her.
[13:11] Speaker 1: I felt pride at her accomplishment, and I felt relief
[13:14] Speaker 1: that things might be getting back on track for us,
[13:18] Speaker 1: like the nightmare was finally going to be over. It
[13:23] Speaker 1: wasn't so simple. When I saw her in person, she
[13:27] Speaker 1: came back looking like the war wounded. I should say
[13:31] Speaker 1: she looked beautiful, but I want to be honest. I
[13:36] Speaker 1: smiled when I saw her, but it didn't reach my
[13:39] Speaker 1: eyes because the woman who got into the car looked
[13:42] Speaker 1: like a lifetime apart from the woman who'd been living
[13:45] Speaker 1: with me just a few months ago. She was thin
[13:49] Speaker 1: as a rake, with ashy, pallid skin and a shaved
[13:53] Speaker 1: head that made her look like a matchstick, and her eyes,
[13:58] Speaker 1: the look in them wasn't right, but she was smiling,
[14:03] Speaker 1: So I swallowed the funny feeling I had in my
[14:06] Speaker 1: stomach and pretended everything was okay. There was no work
[14:13] Speaker 1: for her to go back to, and I managed to
[14:15] Speaker 1: get some time off after speaking to my boss. It
[14:19] Speaker 1: was just us, and that can be a weird feeling
[14:21] Speaker 1: for a couple used to working nine to five. I
[14:26] Speaker 1: was on edge, didn't know what to expect. She smiled
[14:30] Speaker 1: a lot, tried her best to reassure me, and I
[14:34] Speaker 1: asked a lot about what therapy was like, and she
[14:37] Speaker 1: told me it was fantastic. Showed me photos of her
[14:41] Speaker 1: sitting next to big house spiders, some as wide as
[14:44] Speaker 1: a palm. Had to fight back my own fear while
[14:48] Speaker 1: looking at them. She told me that was day thirteen,
[14:52] Speaker 1: but when I asked what happened on day fourteen, she
[14:56] Speaker 1: said it was mostly packing up and saying good bye.
[15:01] Speaker 1: There was a dark and uncomfortable truth to relationships, and
[15:05] Speaker 1: it's that time only flows in one direction. My wife
[15:10] Speaker 1: hadn't done anything wrong, and I didn't really feel any
[15:13] Speaker 1: ill will towards her, but a distance had been placed
[15:18] Speaker 1: between us. All the best will in the world couldn't
[15:22] Speaker 1: undo it. She changed, being changed, I guess at the time,
[15:29] Speaker 1: I didn't know how to understand any of it, but
[15:32] Speaker 1: I wasn't sure how to treat her. When I kissed her,
[15:37] Speaker 1: it was on the cheek. When I held her, it
[15:40] Speaker 1: was like hugging a female coworker. I didn't know what
[15:44] Speaker 1: my own feelings were, and I wouldn't until I found
[15:47] Speaker 1: her one morning in the kitchen, tapping away at a
[15:50] Speaker 1: pint glass and giggling like a toddler. It wasn't the
[15:55] Speaker 1: light and airy laughter of a woman I was used to.
[15:59] Speaker 1: It was more like the last after a bunch of kids,
[16:01] Speaker 1: egging on a fight or cheering on her nasty bully.
[16:06] Speaker 1: She didn't speak when she looked at me. She just
[16:09] Speaker 1: turned back to the glass and kept laughing, flicking it
[16:14] Speaker 1: gently with her fingers. When I walked around the table
[16:19] Speaker 1: and saw it under there, a very large house spider.
[16:26] Speaker 1: I don't know what is normal for people around the world,
[16:30] Speaker 1: but a UK house spider is big if its legs
[16:33] Speaker 1: are wider than the palm of your hand. This thing
[16:36] Speaker 1: was even bigger, with legs bundled up against the side
[16:40] Speaker 1: of the glass like spools of segmented wool, and seeing
[16:44] Speaker 1: it made me jump way back. I realized I hadn't
[16:48] Speaker 1: seen another spider since the night of the storm, and
[16:52] Speaker 1: that thing all called up with legs as thick as hairpins,
[16:56] Speaker 1: was a real shock to my system. I cried out,
[17:01] Speaker 1: and my wife she started howling with laughter. I mean,
[17:07] Speaker 1: it was like a toddler discovering cartoons for the first time,
[17:11] Speaker 1: manic and weird and just so damn happy. But in
[17:16] Speaker 1: a way, there was a little alien because I didn't
[17:19] Speaker 1: understand the thoughts and feelings that went into the ear
[17:22] Speaker 1: splitting cackle, and it was all wrong coming from her.
[17:29] Speaker 1: I waited for her to say something, but she didn't.
[17:34] Speaker 1: She just laughed until something in her got tired and
[17:37] Speaker 1: she slowly stopped giggling, but she still didn't say anything
[17:42] Speaker 1: even after she'd gone quiet. In the end, it was
[17:47] Speaker 1: me who broke the silence. I didn't have a clue
[17:51] Speaker 1: what to say. The whole time she was staring at
[17:54] Speaker 1: me with a patchy hair and gleeful, teary eyes, and
[17:58] Speaker 1: I got so desperate to break the stand off that
[18:01] Speaker 1: I stammered out the words He's a big one, ain't he.
[18:09] Speaker 1: Her face relaxed, her shoulders slumped. She slipped out of
[18:13] Speaker 1: the crazy like it was only ever an outfit. They'll
[18:18] Speaker 1: get bigger, she said, and then she lifted the glass,
[18:23] Speaker 1: snatched the spider up, and stuffed it into her mouth.
[18:31] Speaker 1: I didn't see it, not fully, but I stood frozen
[18:35] Speaker 1: in terror and watched the muscles in a boldly shaved
[18:39] Speaker 1: head tense and relaxed as a jaw worked away crushing
[18:43] Speaker 1: those hardened legs. Jeez, the sounds were bad enough. But
[18:49] Speaker 1: when she was done, she looked over a shoulder at
[18:52] Speaker 1: me and smiled, and her teeth was smeared green and black,
[18:56] Speaker 1: with little bits of legs and kiting that still stuck
[19:00] Speaker 1: between the gums. I'm not entirely sure what happened next,
[19:08] Speaker 1: but now I knew why I had felt so different
[19:10] Speaker 1: around her since she'd come back. I was afraid of her,
[19:14] Speaker 1: like a kid around an abusive parent. I just didn't
[19:18] Speaker 1: know what I was going to get. There was always
[19:21] Speaker 1: this energy in the room that had me on edge.
[19:25] Speaker 1: I'd sit there watching TV, but I wasn't really watching.
[19:29] Speaker 1: Couldn't have told you what was on half the time. Instead,
[19:33] Speaker 1: every ounce of my being was focused on her, every breath,
[19:39] Speaker 1: every motion. When she got up to use that toilet,
[19:42] Speaker 1: I watched her intensely to see what she was going
[19:45] Speaker 1: to do, the fact that she rarely did anything except
[19:49] Speaker 1: carry on as normal was all the more unsettling, because
[19:53] Speaker 1: I knew something was wrong, and I couldn't stop remembering
[19:56] Speaker 1: the way she laughed with that thing under the glass.
[20:03] Speaker 1: Nights were bad. A lot of the time. I'd wake
[20:06] Speaker 1: up and get the feelings she'd just been watching me,
[20:10] Speaker 1: but she was usually fast asleep, or at least that's
[20:13] Speaker 1: how it looked. Sometimes there were furtive movements, like she
[20:18] Speaker 1: just rolled over. I got used to it, thought it
[20:22] Speaker 1: was probably just in my head. But then one night
[20:26] Speaker 1: I woke up and she was right there, face inches
[20:30] Speaker 1: away from mine. I cried out. I couldn't help it,
[20:36] Speaker 1: shuffled backwards while trying to avoid touching her, and wound
[20:39] Speaker 1: up falling off the bed. When I looked up from
[20:42] Speaker 1: the floor, She had a completely blank expression. She was
[20:48] Speaker 1: just looking at me, like a cat watching her fly.
[20:52] Speaker 1: What are you doing, I cried out, unable to stop
[20:56] Speaker 1: the irritation from bleeding into my voice. She shrugged, just watching.
[21:05] Speaker 1: Then she rolled over like nothing had happened. That night,
[21:12] Speaker 1: I slept on the sofa. She didn't ask why, didn't
[21:17] Speaker 1: say a word as I grabbed my things and left
[21:20] Speaker 1: the room. I wasn't sure I would manage to fall
[21:23] Speaker 1: asleep after that, but I did, and when I woke
[21:28] Speaker 1: up I had cobwebs in my hair. I was lucky
[21:36] Speaker 1: if I slept more than a few hours a night.
[21:38] Speaker 1: After that, it came fitfully, if at all. Oh, I
[21:43] Speaker 1: got too many times to the feeling of something tickling
[21:46] Speaker 1: my face and chest, a sensation like someone running a
[21:49] Speaker 1: feather over me. Every time I'd come to in a panic,
[21:54] Speaker 1: But I never found anything except nearly invisible silk clinging
[21:59] Speaker 1: to my skin. In life without sleep was difficult. Then
[22:04] Speaker 1: I struggled to hide my dislike for Lily. Over time,
[22:09] Speaker 1: our hybits and routines diverged even further apart. I stopped
[22:14] Speaker 1: going upstairs almost entirely, just didn't need to. I had work,
[22:20] Speaker 1: and the sofa and the kitchen, and the days when
[22:23] Speaker 1: I came back and barely saw Lily at all were
[22:26] Speaker 1: fine by me. I preferred being away from her, something
[22:31] Speaker 1: that kind of broke my heart, if I'm honest. There
[22:36] Speaker 1: were times I wanted to reach out, but looking at
[22:39] Speaker 1: her gave me the funniest feeling in my stomach. I
[22:43] Speaker 1: didn't want to change things, didn't want to get closer.
[22:48] Speaker 1: If anything, I wanted to run away. And I don't
[22:52] Speaker 1: mean that I wanted to flee my life and adult
[22:55] Speaker 1: responsibilities in some abstract way. I mean I felt a
[22:59] Speaker 1: powerful urged to quite literally run away from her. It
[23:03] Speaker 1: was horrible feeling that way about my wife, and just
[23:07] Speaker 1: trying to understand those emotions was enough to give me
[23:10] Speaker 1: a headache most days. I became real forgetful during this time,
[23:17] Speaker 1: and it was a long time before I realized I'd
[23:20] Speaker 1: forgotten to pay for the repairs to the wall. I
[23:24] Speaker 1: think it slipped my mind. Emphasis on think, because I
[23:28] Speaker 1: don't remember what I have and haven't forgotten. I just
[23:32] Speaker 1: nailed to plywood over and left it. And three months later,
[23:37] Speaker 1: one day, out of the blue, it occurred to me
[23:41] Speaker 1: I should probably have done something more about it. I
[23:45] Speaker 1: did find a tool kit in the kitchen that wasn't mine.
[23:48] Speaker 1: I might have called someone out for a quote, I
[23:51] Speaker 1: don't know, But when I remembered that I'd never actually
[23:55] Speaker 1: fixed the hole, I was filled with this shame and embarrassment,
[23:59] Speaker 1: and I decided I did the best thing to do
[24:01] Speaker 1: was to face it head on and go apologize to
[24:04] Speaker 1: my neighbor. I never knew a lot about the guy.
[24:10] Speaker 1: He was an older man who liked his football and
[24:12] Speaker 1: had a nose like a tomato, and spent most nights
[24:16] Speaker 1: in the pub. I knew he lived alone, though, and
[24:20] Speaker 1: when I knocked his door and there was no answer,
[24:23] Speaker 1: it wasn't too strange. At least, they didn't seem out
[24:27] Speaker 1: of the ordinary until I went back inside my house
[24:31] Speaker 1: and heard footsteps on the other side of the wall.
[24:35] Speaker 1: So I went back and knocked a couple more times,
[24:38] Speaker 1: figuring maybe he hadn't heard me, but there was still
[24:42] Speaker 1: no answer. I found this weird. He didn't seem like
[24:49] Speaker 1: the kind of guy who would avoid the neighbor. He
[24:51] Speaker 1: didn't like he'd just opened the door and tell you
[24:54] Speaker 1: to get lost. I went back and looked, but couldn't
[24:59] Speaker 1: see anything through his windows, and all I could see
[25:03] Speaker 1: looking through his letter box was a gray sheet across
[25:06] Speaker 1: the opening. When my fingers came away, covered in sticky thread,
[25:11] Speaker 1: I had this terrible feeling in my stomach. I couldn't
[25:15] Speaker 1: have possibly explained how, but I was convinced that Lily
[25:19] Speaker 1: had done something. After all, it was him calling the
[25:23] Speaker 1: police who'd gotten her into trouble. But it wasn't like
[25:27] Speaker 1: I could kick his door down to check, and I
[25:30] Speaker 1: wasn't going to go scrambling through any half open windows. Fortunately,
[25:36] Speaker 1: we shared a fence in the back garden. It was
[25:40] Speaker 1: easy enough to jump, and from there I checked the
[25:43] Speaker 1: windows on that side of the house. He left the
[25:47] Speaker 1: kitchen blinds open, and at first what I saw baffled me.
[25:53] Speaker 1: For a moment, I wondered if he was decorating, because
[25:57] Speaker 1: everything inside was covered by a thin, translucent sheet. But
[26:01] Speaker 1: I only had to pay close attention to realize that
[26:05] Speaker 1: didn't make sense. When painting a ceiling, you don't throw
[26:10] Speaker 1: tarp over half drunk cups of coffee and plates of
[26:13] Speaker 1: moldy food. And the material that covered everything was cloudy
[26:18] Speaker 1: and made of thread and obviously some kind of silk.
[26:23] Speaker 1: It took a lot of effort to control the earths
[26:25] Speaker 1: to just hop the fence back and pretend like I
[26:28] Speaker 1: never saw a damn thing. But if he needed some
[26:31] Speaker 1: kind of help, then I knew I had to at
[26:34] Speaker 1: least try. I looked briefly at the stoop by the
[26:39] Speaker 1: back door. There was the lighter on the ground where
[26:42] Speaker 1: someone had dropped it. It was strangely conspicuous. It made
[26:47] Speaker 1: me think that whoever had left it there had done
[26:49] Speaker 1: so in a hurry. Didn't make sense that someone would
[26:53] Speaker 1: drop it there and not notice, not unless they'd been
[26:57] Speaker 1: otherwise occupied. I picked it up and winced when it
[27:03] Speaker 1: came from the floor with a sticky tearing sound. It
[27:08] Speaker 1: was covered in barely visible silk threads. God, I wanted
[27:14] Speaker 1: that back door to be locked. Couldn't think of anything
[27:18] Speaker 1: worse than having to push ahead. But I tried the
[27:22] Speaker 1: handle and he went down. The door popped open with
[27:27] Speaker 1: barely any effort, and I got a good look at
[27:29] Speaker 1: how every last inch of that place was covered in
[27:32] Speaker 1: pale cobwebs. They got thicker and thicker as my eyes
[27:36] Speaker 1: drifted deeper inside the house. I couldn't help but wonder
[27:41] Speaker 1: if they were strong enough to trap a person. Was
[27:44] Speaker 1: my neighbor in there somewhere, somebody was I knew that
[27:49] Speaker 1: much from the sounds I'd heard, but I couldn't see
[27:52] Speaker 1: him in the kitchen. I wanted to cry out for him,
[27:56] Speaker 1: maybe even go marching into the house and look for myself,
[28:00] Speaker 1: but the hallway out of the kitchen had been turned
[28:03] Speaker 1: into a weblind tunnel, no straight lines, just the dark,
[28:08] Speaker 1: silky womb, whose rounded funnel walls fluttered gently in the breeze.
[28:15] Speaker 1: I stared intently into that darkness, try my best to
[28:18] Speaker 1: see if there was the shape of a man's corpse
[28:21] Speaker 1: cocooned somewhere in that pale white silk. I leaned forward,
[28:27] Speaker 1: my head and shoulders, just moving past the door frame,
[28:31] Speaker 1: when the blackness in the tunnel grew. Legs, dark carapace
[28:37] Speaker 1: and segmented limbs exploded towards me so fast it was
[28:41] Speaker 1: almost in the kitchen before my heart had time to
[28:44] Speaker 1: skip a beat. And then it stopped half way into
[28:48] Speaker 1: the room, standing perfectly still and brazen in the fading daylight.
[28:54] Speaker 1: A bundle of legs the size of a horse, A
[28:58] Speaker 1: real life monster. I didn't move, geez. It took me
[29:07] Speaker 1: another minute for my brain just to process what I
[29:10] Speaker 1: was looking at on a conscious level. My nervous system
[29:14] Speaker 1: was quicker. Sure, it was like a blanket of disgust
[29:17] Speaker 1: and terror was thrown over me. My stomach plunged to
[29:22] Speaker 1: the floor, my skin crawled, my heart felt like it
[29:25] Speaker 1: was going to explode, But my actual mind was blank, white, noise, ecstatic.
[29:33] Speaker 1: The creature was huge, so big its legs could just
[29:38] Speaker 1: about fit in the hallway behind it, but in the
[29:41] Speaker 1: kitchen with a little more room, those front limbs and
[29:45] Speaker 1: mouthy feelers spread out like tendrils and gripped the doorway.
[29:50] Speaker 1: It was ready to pounce on whatever had sent disturbances
[29:53] Speaker 1: throughout its web. I've read that spiders can be a
[29:58] Speaker 1: little like venus fly trap. They don't always pounce on
[30:02] Speaker 1: a single trigger. They need multiple hits. When I looked
[30:07] Speaker 1: down at my feet, I saw that I'd taken just
[30:10] Speaker 1: one step inside, but that was all it needed to
[30:14] Speaker 1: be alerted. Now it approached the initial alarm, and half blind,
[30:20] Speaker 1: it waited for another hint of something trapped inside its web.
[30:25] Speaker 1: I had to wonder would lifting my shoe count. Did
[30:31] Speaker 1: I have a choice? I couldn't stay there looking how
[30:36] Speaker 1: the damn thing was bringing me closer and closer to
[30:39] Speaker 1: a full blown panic. With every passing second. I had
[30:43] Speaker 1: to do something, and I had to do it with
[30:45] Speaker 1: some semblance of control. I slid my foot backwards. The
[30:53] Speaker 1: spider didn't move. As soon as both feet were outside,
[30:57] Speaker 1: I let go of the door handle and felt something
[31:00] Speaker 1: sticky detached from my palm. It feels like an exaggeration
[31:06] Speaker 1: to say that lightning moves slower. I'm not sure I
[31:10] Speaker 1: have the worst to describe how fast it was. I'm
[31:14] Speaker 1: sure most of you have seen a nature documentary with
[31:16] Speaker 1: one of those fish, or maybe even a trapdoor spider.
[31:20] Speaker 1: Oh damn, that was quick. But this thing, maybe it
[31:26] Speaker 1: was just because it was coming right at me. I've
[31:29] Speaker 1: never seen anything like it, except for when videos get edited.
[31:34] Speaker 1: All of a sudden, it was just there, and before
[31:38] Speaker 1: I knew it, thick wooly paps were pinning me to
[31:41] Speaker 1: the ground, and I was looking into a pink slit
[31:44] Speaker 1: of a mouth framed by fangs as long as my forearm.
[31:49] Speaker 1: They moved independent of each other, and something about the
[31:53] Speaker 1: sight of all those wheel spoke legs and segmented joints
[31:57] Speaker 1: clumped together in its thorax, said my mind. I said,
[32:02] Speaker 1: at the beginning of this that a lifetime of exposure
[32:05] Speaker 1: had helped curb my ragnophobia, but there are limits. I
[32:12] Speaker 1: blacked out. When I woke up, it was dark all
[32:19] Speaker 1: around me. I didn't know it at the time, but
[32:23] Speaker 1: the belly of the beast was my neighbour's former living room.
[32:27] Speaker 1: It wasn't actually pitch black, but it did take a
[32:30] Speaker 1: few terrifying minutes for my eyes that were just well
[32:33] Speaker 1: enough just to be able to see my own body
[32:36] Speaker 1: stuck and wriggling beneath me. I was wrapped up tight.
[32:41] Speaker 1: And if you've ever heard the refrain that spider silk
[32:44] Speaker 1: is stronger than steel and doubted it, well, trust me
[32:49] Speaker 1: it's true. A few thin threads doesn't give you a
[32:53] Speaker 1: proper sense of it. But I was wrapped in what
[32:57] Speaker 1: must have been half an inch of the stuff, and
[33:00] Speaker 1: I felt like I was wearing ten layers of lycra
[33:02] Speaker 1: that was too small. There was a tiny bit of
[33:06] Speaker 1: give enough to let me move fingers or toes or
[33:09] Speaker 1: even bend aneach, just a fraction, but that was it.
[33:16] Speaker 1: It was horrifying. I'm not exactly clostrophobic either, for what
[33:21] Speaker 1: it's worth, but given the circumstances I found myself panicking
[33:26] Speaker 1: as I tried to get some purchase. I kept thinking,
[33:29] Speaker 1: if I could get a finger hugged into it, then
[33:32] Speaker 1: maybe I could start tearing away. I was desperate, but
[33:37] Speaker 1: the more I fought, the more I realized it was hopeless.
[33:42] Speaker 1: The silk was elastic and strong, and covered in a thick,
[33:46] Speaker 1: stodgy glue that only further limited my movement, as everything
[33:50] Speaker 1: I did spread it around until it was gumbing my
[33:53] Speaker 1: legs and hands together was an until exhaustion caught up
[33:58] Speaker 1: to me and I was forced to take a short break,
[34:01] Speaker 1: and I realized I wasn't alone. There was another cocoon
[34:07] Speaker 1: beside me. My neighbor had been a big man in life,
[34:13] Speaker 1: podgy with a large pot belly and a head like
[34:16] Speaker 1: a thumb, but in the dim light of that room,
[34:20] Speaker 1: he looked like a skeleton wrapped in skin that had
[34:23] Speaker 1: been found half decayed in an ancient, forgotten tomb, so
[34:27] Speaker 1: thin and desiccated you could hug a finger under the
[34:30] Speaker 1: tendons in his neck and jaws. I nearly cried when
[34:35] Speaker 1: I realized I'd risked everything to save a dead man,
[34:39] Speaker 1: but that wasn't actually true. The error in my thinking
[34:44] Speaker 1: became apparent when He opened his eyes and glanced at
[34:49] Speaker 1: me with pure, unbridled terror. He opened his mouth, and
[34:55] Speaker 1: I was convinced he was about to scream, when instead
[35:00] Speaker 1: he coughed and gagged, and something wet and brown dribbled
[35:04] Speaker 1: out of his mouth. It flopped down his chin and
[35:08] Speaker 1: came to rest on the floor between us. It resembled
[35:13] Speaker 1: a hair band encased in bile and vomit, and I
[35:16] Speaker 1: was momentarily stumped until I saw a thin brown leg
[35:21] Speaker 1: unfurl from the tangled mess. Hit okay, my neighbor's entire
[35:28] Speaker 1: body relaxed, his face vacant and confused as Lily knelt
[35:33] Speaker 1: down beside me and stroked my head. Lily, you've got
[35:38] Speaker 1: to get me, sh she said, pressing a single finger
[35:43] Speaker 1: to my lips. HiT's okay, It's going to be okay.
[35:50] Speaker 1: Behind her, a shadow appeared. It had legs as thick
[35:55] Speaker 1: as my wrist, and they reached from the floor to
[35:58] Speaker 1: the ceiling. It won't be much longer now, she added,
[36:03] Speaker 1: as the darkness behind her grew. Probably best just to
[36:07] Speaker 1: keep you here, Lily, What the help? I told you?
[36:12] Speaker 1: They get bigger, she said, nodding towards the spider. My
[36:16] Speaker 1: neighbor had just spat on to the floor. He won't
[36:20] Speaker 1: be any real help. She touched my neighbor's head, but
[36:24] Speaker 1: he barely responded. He just gazed vacantly as she rolled
[36:29] Speaker 1: him over so that he was facing away from me.
[36:33] Speaker 1: For such a clever animal, she added, as she parted
[36:37] Speaker 1: his hair, I'm always curious about just how much you miss.
[36:44] Speaker 1: Something was clamped around the back of his head, a
[36:47] Speaker 1: throbbing bulb of mottled brown skin and hair. It looked
[36:51] Speaker 1: like a spider without legs. That's what I thought it was,
[36:55] Speaker 1: and to my wife ran a finger playfully along its back,
[36:58] Speaker 1: and my neighbor let out a gut wrench squill of pain. Slowly,
[37:03] Speaker 1: the shape seemed to wriggle and writhe, and a long,
[37:06] Speaker 1: thin leg emerged from beneath its body, and I realized
[37:10] Speaker 1: I was looking at a spider rapped tight around his skull,
[37:14] Speaker 1: its legs buried beneath the skin and muscle of his scalp.
[37:19] Speaker 1: For a moment, it playfully curled the leg in the
[37:22] Speaker 1: air before returning it to the incision and sliding it
[37:26] Speaker 1: back into place, every inch, disappearing with a gruesome wet sound.
[37:32] Speaker 1: It displays muscle and hair, and when it came to rest,
[37:36] Speaker 1: I realized just how misshapen his skull had become from
[37:40] Speaker 1: all those legs wrapped tight around his head. What the hell,
[37:45] Speaker 1: I gasped, Do you ever find it weird that you
[37:49] Speaker 1: can't remember what it looked like? The thing that came
[37:52] Speaker 1: running out of her hand, she asked, before reaching over
[37:56] Speaker 1: to stroke my head. Her hand came away covered in cobwebs.
[38:03] Speaker 1: Something about a touch revolted me. It sent strange shivers
[38:08] Speaker 1: coursing through my body. A deep, primordial need to get
[38:12] Speaker 1: away came over me, that strange revulsion all over again,
[38:17] Speaker 1: the same one that had taunted me over and over
[38:21] Speaker 1: again over the last few weeks. Without even meaning to,
[38:26] Speaker 1: I found myself convulsing and panicking, my body trying to
[38:29] Speaker 1: thrash violently, but with every limb constricted by that silk,
[38:34] Speaker 1: I could do nothing except wrther a round on the floor.
[38:38] Speaker 1: I tried with everything I had to move my hands
[38:41] Speaker 1: to get some purchase on the silk and tear away
[38:43] Speaker 1: at it to free myself, but there was no use.
[38:48] Speaker 1: I could do nothing except glare at my wife and
[38:51] Speaker 1: the enormous shadow behind her, the one that towered above us,
[38:55] Speaker 1: both its great legs clustering around the floor and ceiling.
[39:03] Speaker 1: At some point I crabbed onto my trousers and clenched
[39:06] Speaker 1: my fist and felt something small than hard, the lighter.
[39:14] Speaker 1: I knew there was a great risk in using it,
[39:16] Speaker 1: but I had no choice. I managed to worm my
[39:19] Speaker 1: hand into my pocket and find it with my fumbling fingers.
[39:24] Speaker 1: My wife seemed oddly aware of what I was doing,
[39:27] Speaker 1: and she seemed a tilt her head like a curious
[39:29] Speaker 1: dog as I clenched my fist around the small object
[39:33] Speaker 1: and used every ounce of will power I had left
[39:36] Speaker 1: to fight the violent seizures that racked my body. And
[39:39] Speaker 1: thumbed the trigger. The web went up in flames immediately.
[39:46] Speaker 1: It must have been the glue, but the flames exploded
[39:49] Speaker 1: across the silk like they had been soaked in kerosene.
[39:53] Speaker 1: Before I even realized that it had weakened enough for
[39:55] Speaker 1: me to free one arm, the tongues of fire were
[39:58] Speaker 1: already spreading across the floor where they found my poor neighbor.
[40:03] Speaker 1: The burning sensation that crawled across my legs and chest
[40:06] Speaker 1: hurt like nothing I could imagine, but I was finally free.
[40:12] Speaker 1: I rolled over and began to push myself up, already
[40:15] Speaker 1: desperately patting at my body to try put out the flames,
[40:19] Speaker 1: and when I looked around me, my wife and the
[40:22] Speaker 1: shape that followed her were gone. For a moment, I
[40:28] Speaker 1: considered helping my neighbor, but his body thrush too violently,
[40:32] Speaker 1: and although his eyes were wide open, spiders were pouring
[40:36] Speaker 1: from his mouth, and I could not summon the courage
[40:39] Speaker 1: to take another step towards him. All I could think
[40:43] Speaker 1: of was escape. The house was going up like a
[40:49] Speaker 1: tinder box. It wasn't far to the kitchen, but the
[40:52] Speaker 1: fire had already beat me there. Smoke billowed upwards, and
[40:57] Speaker 1: trapped by the ceiling, started to fill the air with
[41:00] Speaker 1: a choking soot. The only escape was the back door,
[41:04] Speaker 1: and I stumbled towards it, but was stopped at the
[41:07] Speaker 1: last moment by the side of my wife standing there.
[41:11] Speaker 1: You really are just a fascinating spit. I barrowed past her,
[41:16] Speaker 1: but to my surprise, she offered no resistance. I merely
[41:22] Speaker 1: emerged into the open air, my lungs gasping desperately for
[41:26] Speaker 1: clean air. As I collapsed onto the long, unkempt grass,
[41:31] Speaker 1: I looked over my shoulder and saw orange tongues of
[41:34] Speaker 1: fire were already leaping out the windows on the upper floor.
[41:39] Speaker 1: Left uncontrolled, the fire would rage and consume the entire
[41:42] Speaker 1: row of terrace houses. I felt a moment of remorse,
[41:47] Speaker 1: but there were already sirens in the distance, so I
[41:50] Speaker 1: knew someone had noticed and done the right thing. But
[41:57] Speaker 1: it was an over Lily was sitting on the fence.
[42:02] Speaker 1: I don't know how she got there, but she looked
[42:05] Speaker 1: completely undisturbed. I never once imagined that when the wind
[42:11] Speaker 1: blew me into your home, i'd find such an interesting
[42:14] Speaker 1: pair of people, she said, What a fun mind to
[42:18] Speaker 1: sink my legs into. I really had no idea what
[42:21] Speaker 1: I was going to find. Let her go, I gasped,
[42:26] Speaker 1: I have, she said, with a shrug. I did months ago.
[42:31] Speaker 1: As a matter of fact, there were some incompatibilities, and
[42:35] Speaker 1: it just made sense to move homes. She pointed at
[42:39] Speaker 1: me and smiled, I've enjoyed living inside your head quite
[42:44] Speaker 1: a bit. Struggling to make sense of her words, but
[42:50] Speaker 1: still somehow aware of their terrifying implications, I placed one
[42:54] Speaker 1: hand on the back of my neck and felt it her.
[43:01] Speaker 1: The mere touch was enough to fill my mouth with
[43:04] Speaker 1: a coppery taste, while my vision blurred at the edges.
[43:08] Speaker 1: Something beneath my skin shifted and I felt a terrible
[43:12] Speaker 1: pressure behind my eyes. I had to get rid of her,
[43:17] Speaker 1: and I only knew of one weakness. Oh well, she said,
[43:23] Speaker 1: as she watched me fumble desperately for the lighter. Not
[43:27] Speaker 1: every relationship has to last forever to be meaningful. I
[43:33] Speaker 1: lit my hair on fire. My last memories were of
[43:38] Speaker 1: the heat and the sudden release of pressure. I couldn't
[43:43] Speaker 1: possibly describe it, not really. Something slid out of my skull,
[43:49] Speaker 1: and Lily waved at me from the fence before she
[43:52] Speaker 1: seemed to blink out of existence, and then nothing, not
[44:00] Speaker 1: even darkness, just total absence. I wouldn't regain a sense
[44:08] Speaker 1: of self until the hospital several weeks later. There was
[44:13] Speaker 1: nothing left of either house, but they did manage to
[44:16] Speaker 1: control the fire before it spread to the others. I'm
[44:20] Speaker 1: sure there was still some damage, and to this day
[44:24] Speaker 1: I feel guilty about it. I think I was charged
[44:28] Speaker 1: with arson, maybe more. I vague memories of being wheeled
[44:32] Speaker 1: into a courtroom. The doctors have agonized over me for
[44:36] Speaker 1: a long time, and one mentioned amateur trepanation. He said,
[44:41] Speaker 1: I must have practiced it on my wife, at least
[44:44] Speaker 1: based on the body they found in my neighbour's house.
[44:47] Speaker 1: But I can't really be sure of anything. I am
[44:52] Speaker 1: forever dipping in and out of reality. Writing this down
[44:56] Speaker 1: has been difficult. I'm entirely aware of where I am
[45:01] Speaker 1: right now. One doctor told me I might make some
[45:05] Speaker 1: kind of recovery if it was just normal brain damage,
[45:09] Speaker 1: but he never seen anything like it, so he couldn't
[45:12] Speaker 1: be sure. Feels like it's a different doctor every time
[45:16] Speaker 1: I see them. Then again, I don't always recognize myself
[45:21] Speaker 1: when I look in the mirror. Of course, that could
[45:25] Speaker 1: just be the burns, but I reckon even then, I
[45:29] Speaker 1: still look a fair bit older than I should. There
[45:34] Speaker 1: is one orderly who stuck around long enough to get
[45:36] Speaker 1: to know me. He knows me by name, smiles a
[45:40] Speaker 1: lot when he sees me, talks to me about all
[45:43] Speaker 1: sorts of things. It seems genuinely interested in me, and
[45:47] Speaker 1: what I remember. I called him in once to get
[45:51] Speaker 1: rid of a spider that had spun a web on
[45:53] Speaker 1: the window outside, and he did so with a warm smile.
[45:58] Speaker 1: I told him I was deathly afraid of them, and
[46:01] Speaker 1: he said he already knew that, but I shouldn't be
[46:04] Speaker 1: worried because he was going to keep an eye on
[46:07] Speaker 1: me and make sure nothing bad happened. I'm glad he's around.
[46:14] Speaker 1: Ever since he started working here, I haven't seen many
[46:17] Speaker 1: of the nasty little things hanging around my room. I
[46:22] Speaker 1: guess he's not that bothered by them, at least not
[46:26] Speaker 1: if the cobwebs in his hair is anything to go by.

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