# Julie Lavender | Quest For Wonder, Navigating Satan's Little Season, Children's Books of Truth

An episode of [Forbidden Knowledge News](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1470192028), 19 Oct 2026, 1 h 15 min.

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## Transcript

[0:01] Speaker 1: I think it's just going to get weirder and weirder
[0:03] Speaker 1: and weirder, and finally it's going to be so weird
[0:07] Speaker 1: that people are going to have to talk about how
[0:09] Speaker 1: weird it is. Welcome back to Forbidden Knowledge News. I'm
[0:13] Speaker 1: your host, Chris Matthew. Today my guest is Julie Lavender.
[0:17] Speaker 1: Check out my films, The Cult of Louisiana is on Tubi,
[0:19] Speaker 1: Doors of Perception on Amazon Prime. I am booking guests
[0:24] Speaker 1: for December. If you have suggestions or you'd like to
[0:27] Speaker 1: be a guest, email me, ForbiddenKnowledgeNews at gmail.com. Today I
[0:31] Speaker 1: want to welcome Julie Lavender. She is an author, storyteller, artist,
[0:36] Speaker 1: and jazz musician. Julie, welcome. How you doing?
[0:40] Speaker 2: I am doing great.
[0:42] Speaker 1: It's so great to have you, and I really love
[0:44] Speaker 1: the work that you're doing, bringing awareness to the true
[0:47] Speaker 1: nature of our systems and the corrupt nature of the
[0:51] Speaker 1: quote-unquote matrix to children through your amazing series of books.
[0:57] Speaker 1: They are really fun adventure series that use story and
[1:01] Speaker 1: metaphor to expose people like Anthony Fauci, the shadowy figures
[1:06] Speaker 1: behind him, the recent plandemic operation, the jibbity jab agendas,
[1:12] Speaker 1: even the World Economic Forum, Great Reset, weather warfare. This
[1:17] Speaker 1: is so amazing that we can bring this information to
[1:20] Speaker 1: children in a way that they can understand. Again, I
[1:24] Speaker 1: love what you're doing. Before we get into your work, though,
[1:27] Speaker 1: this is your first time on. Tell us a little
[1:29] Speaker 1: bit about yourself and let the audience know how they
[1:32] Speaker 1: can find more.
[1:34] Speaker 2: Well, you know, I've always been somebody who looked very
[1:38] Speaker 2: carefully at systems and results, and I think strategically. So
[1:43] Speaker 2: for many, many years, long before I had kids or,
[1:47] Speaker 2: you know, just in any environment I've been in since
[1:49] Speaker 2: probably high school, I've looked around and thought about outcomes
[1:54] Speaker 2: and stood back to make decisions and to align myself
[1:59] Speaker 2: and to, with, with ideas and faith and people who
[2:06] Speaker 2: were willing to be different, who were willing to pay
[2:09] Speaker 2: a price for something that was going to last over time,
[2:13] Speaker 2: that was going to be rock solid versus just being
[2:16] Speaker 2: pressured to be with a certain people group or, you know,
[2:20] Speaker 2: my church group or this group or that group. But
[2:22] Speaker 2: what would, what would it really take to, to come
[2:25] Speaker 2: into the fullness we were created for in every way.
[2:28] Speaker 2: And so that was kind of a, you know, I
[2:30] Speaker 2: had a lot, a lot of trauma to overcome along
[2:33] Speaker 2: the way to that. But the minute I started having kids,
[2:36] Speaker 2: it really became, it became super real because I, I
[2:39] Speaker 2: didn't find too many people whose kids weren't turning out
[2:43] Speaker 2: angry and confused and, and alienated. And it seemed like
[2:48] Speaker 2: everybody was saying, well, that's just teen. That's just how
[2:51] Speaker 2: it is. That's just how it is. That's just how
[2:53] Speaker 2: it is. And, you know, I picked up on some
[2:55] Speaker 2: level that that was programming. Before, long before I was
[3:00] Speaker 2: asking any of the questions I'm asking now about the
[3:03] Speaker 2: architecture of population control, population diminishment, and the way we're
[3:09] Speaker 2: all being sort of trained as pets, you know, I
[3:12] Speaker 2: think we're meant to be a race of pets for
[3:16] Speaker 2: a ruling class. I mean, if you really think about it,
[3:20] Speaker 2: they want us docile little animals they can observe and
[3:22] Speaker 2: be entertained by and do some work for them. And
[3:25] Speaker 2: if there's too many of us, then, then we have
[3:28] Speaker 2: to be 86. Yeah, that's yeah.
[3:32] Speaker 3: Right.
[3:32] Speaker 2: But I mean, I think we're cuter than most cows.
[3:35] Speaker 2: So I like to think of myself, you know, I'm
[3:39] Speaker 2: pretty cute. And so, you know, I began to really
[3:43] Speaker 2: think about these things and notice programming. And I noticed
[3:47] Speaker 2: it first within systems of schooling and family and even
[3:51] Speaker 2: church because I'm a Christian and, And so I'm very
[3:54] Speaker 2: serious about that. That's central to everything I do. But
[3:57] Speaker 2: I could see within systems of church who was programmed
[4:02] Speaker 2: to sort of do the expected things to be accepted
[4:08] Speaker 2: within a system without really shake anything, changing anything, really
[4:13] Speaker 2: dealing with root causes or raising kids that didn't wind
[4:17] Speaker 2: up with the same kinds of, and everybody just wrote
[4:20] Speaker 2: it off to, well, they're in high school. Well, the impurity. And,
[4:25] Speaker 2: you know, that just was not a good enough answer
[4:27] Speaker 2: for me because I knew there had to be something different.
[4:30] Speaker 2: So from the time we started schooling and stuff, I
[4:35] Speaker 2: was really pushing the boundaries until one day our kid
[4:38] Speaker 2: actually asked us if he could be homeschooled. And along
[4:41] Speaker 2: the way, you know, I'm working this. At first I
[4:44] Speaker 2: was like, no way, because homeschool moms, I don't relate
[4:47] Speaker 2: to any of them. See, I'm a jazz musician and
[4:50] Speaker 2: an artist and I have had a nationally syndicated jazz
[4:54] Speaker 2: radio show on NPR stations and well-traveled, been around the
[5:01] Speaker 2: world and interested in very creative people. And so I
[5:07] Speaker 2: didn't want to fit into another box of like maybe
[5:10] Speaker 2: homeschool moms and a real narrow thing. But you know what?
[5:14] Speaker 2: When your kid comes home and says, mom, can I
[5:16] Speaker 2: learn at home? Wow. So that began another whole journey of,
[5:20] Speaker 2: what's possible. And along the way, I realized how programmed
[5:24] Speaker 2: people are for the institution of school and why parents
[5:29] Speaker 2: are undermined at every level thinking they can't do it.
[5:32] Speaker 2: And they're undermined because they're programmed to think that they're
[5:37] Speaker 2: going to have behavior problems with their kids, that their
[5:39] Speaker 2: kids won't listen to them, that they can't do the
[5:41] Speaker 2: same thing, that they'll never be able to afford it,
[5:45] Speaker 2: that all the things. And if you really take everything
[5:48] Speaker 2: down to the studs, That's a funnel that we've been
[5:53] Speaker 2: funneled into to accept and to be afraid of being
[5:59] Speaker 2: the single most influential people in our kids' lives. And
[6:04] Speaker 2: I was noticing that people lost their kids by about
[6:06] Speaker 2: third grade if they were in consistent settings. And that's
[6:11] Speaker 2: a wake-up call because most people think they're just fine
[6:15] Speaker 2: because I went to the parent-teacher meeting and my kid's
[6:19] Speaker 2: not But your kid learns very early that they have
[6:25] Speaker 2: to survive six to eight hours without you in a
[6:27] Speaker 2: system where you are not present. And they are learning
[6:32] Speaker 2: micro slices taking place in their souls where they're making
[6:37] Speaker 2: choices about how to survive and what cues to take
[6:40] Speaker 2: and not take. Well, that set me up for a
[6:43] Speaker 2: lot of things. We wound up homeschooling, which was awesome.
[6:46] Speaker 2: And crazy and wacky. And one of our kids was
[6:51] Speaker 2: actually then abused by another homeschooler along the way. So
[6:55] Speaker 2: we went through trauma. It wasn't like some little, you know, utopia.
[6:59] Speaker 2: It was real life. And out of that, I started
[7:04] Speaker 2: writing a book series because I'm really interested in nonconformity
[7:09] Speaker 2: and how you raise kids that are resilient, happy to
[7:14] Speaker 2: be on the planet. Or the plane. I'm good with that.
[7:19] Speaker 2: I'm like, I haven't seen it myself, so I'm willing to.
[7:23] Speaker 2: I've left space. I've left it open. And so, you know,
[7:29] Speaker 2: it depends on when you want to talk about this
[7:30] Speaker 2: issue of nonconformity, because I can talk about it from
[7:33] Speaker 2: so many different areas of human experience as an artist,
[7:36] Speaker 2: you know, as a mom, as a person, as someone
[7:38] Speaker 2: getting healed, you know. But today, I'm really, really concerned
[7:42] Speaker 2: about the kids because we've got all these. Look at
[7:44] Speaker 2: what we've got now, Chris. You've got shows like yours.
[7:48] Speaker 2: You can go on YouTube and generally find all the
[7:51] Speaker 2: stuff that was banned in 2020.
[7:55] Speaker 1: Well, they're even allowing some of that stuff back. My
[7:57] Speaker 1: channel was banned for almost three years, and I'm back now.
[8:01] Speaker 2: I know. I was canceled because all the people who
[8:03] Speaker 2: shared my stuff got canceled. But the bottom line is
[8:05] Speaker 2: that So now we go, well, we're doing better. We're
[8:11] Speaker 2: doing good. We're reaching adults. People are asking questions. The
[8:15] Speaker 2: theories are turning out to be facts, you know, in
[8:18] Speaker 2: many cases. But when I go to conferences and hang
[8:22] Speaker 2: out with people like us, nobody has anything for the kids.
[8:25] Speaker 2: That's not dystopian. You know, there is a lot of
[8:29] Speaker 2: dystopian stuff out there. And there's a lot of witchcraft.
[8:33] Speaker 2: That is so uncreative. The whole idea that we're witches.
[8:38] Speaker 2: Or these entities that are going to beam into our
[8:41] Speaker 2: rooms and, you know, tell us how it really rolls.
[8:44] Speaker 2: And we're going to get into, you know, our personal
[8:46] Speaker 2: power and our yoga and our meditation. Dude, it's been done.
[8:50] Speaker 2: People have written about that stuff for centuries. There's no
[8:53] Speaker 2: new ideas there. It's the same story. It's the same story.
[8:58] Speaker 2: And it tends to be a way to insulate a soul,
[9:02] Speaker 2: to get it to numb out versus a young soul
[9:05] Speaker 2: versus to hide from trauma. Versus to come out and
[9:09] Speaker 2: be prepared to be part of the greatest awakening in
[9:12] Speaker 2: human history, which is what I do with my books.
[9:15] Speaker 1: That's great. I don't have children myself. My wife has
[9:20] Speaker 1: two boys and she did an amazing job raising them.
[9:24] Speaker 1: But I personally wouldn't know where to begin if I
[9:28] Speaker 1: was going to explain to a young child the true
[9:32] Speaker 1: nature of the reality that we're in. I don't want
[9:36] Speaker 1: to freak them out. I don't want them to start
[9:39] Speaker 1: wearing a tinfoil hat everywhere they go. And what would
[9:42] Speaker 1: be the best way to portray this reality in a
[9:47] Speaker 1: way that doesn't traumatize them? And your books are right there.
[9:51] Speaker 1: So again, I love what you're doing there. Were there
[9:55] Speaker 1: any other particular catalysts that brought you to start writing
[9:58] Speaker 1: the books? You mentioned that some of the themes cover
[10:01] Speaker 1: the COVID operation and Anthony Fauci. Was the COVID operation
[10:07] Speaker 1: something that changed a lot of perspectives or were you
[10:09] Speaker 1: aware before that?
[10:11] Speaker 2: Well, I had written, I'll just, I'm sure you have
[10:14] Speaker 2: some graphics maybe you can put up of my books,
[10:16] Speaker 2: but This one, is it backwards or is it forwards?
[10:19] Speaker 1: It's good. I can read it.
[10:20] Speaker 2: Okay. I was writing this book, Constance and the Battle
[10:23] Speaker 2: for Wonder in 2018-19. And this sets the tone for,
[10:28] Speaker 2: and then I'll kind of give you a little peek
[10:30] Speaker 2: into how the series really works. But this is about
[10:35] Speaker 2: one family. This is Constance and the Battle for Wonder.
[10:38] Speaker 2: It's book one in the Amazings series about a family
[10:42] Speaker 2: that's amazing because they interact with a supernatural realm called wonder. Which,
[10:46] Speaker 2: by the way, the realm of wonder is not just
[10:49] Speaker 2: an idea. It's real. This is real. Brains are healed
[10:53] Speaker 2: by wonder, by the way. Souls are returned to sanity
[10:58] Speaker 2: and hope through the experience of wonder. Now, where that
[11:02] Speaker 2: comes from, we can talk about, but it's totally real.
[11:05] Speaker 2: And in this book, it's about one family in an
[11:07] Speaker 2: entirely colorblind town. They can see color because they interact
[11:12] Speaker 2: with the realm of wonder. But everyone else conforms to
[11:16] Speaker 2: something called the prescribed order. And over time, if you
[11:20] Speaker 2: conform to the prescribed order, you lose your ability to
[11:24] Speaker 2: see color. So everyone in town is cool with being gray.
[11:27] Speaker 2: They don't really care. They're like all cool. It's fine.
[11:31] Speaker 2: But they don't realize that behind the order are the
[11:33] Speaker 2: elders of the order who want control of everyone at
[11:36] Speaker 2: all times everywhere. And they hate color because people who
[11:40] Speaker 2: can see color are not far from wonder. And if
[11:44] Speaker 2: you connect with wonder, you won't conform to the order.
[11:47] Speaker 2: So you see what happens with one dot. Now this
[11:50] Speaker 2: family in my book, the faults of family, they're, they're
[11:53] Speaker 2: pretty faulted, but they interact with the realm of wonder
[11:57] Speaker 2: and they don't really understand it. They just know it's
[11:59] Speaker 2: real and they like color. They're kind of normies, you know,
[12:03] Speaker 2: but they don't really, you know, they're like to each
[12:05] Speaker 2: his own type of deal. Right. And so, what happens
[12:10] Speaker 2: when their daughter says, hey, I want to go to
[12:11] Speaker 2: the grownup factory and check out the gray side. It
[12:14] Speaker 2: seems so sophisticated. I got the wonder thing. You've told
[12:17] Speaker 2: me about wonder. I understand. I just want to make
[12:19] Speaker 2: some new friends, mom and dad. Well, they have no idea.
[12:22] Speaker 2: And she has no idea that when they go to,
[12:24] Speaker 2: when they send her to the grownup factory on the hill,
[12:28] Speaker 2: that the elders think now if we finally got our
[12:30] Speaker 2: chance to get our mitts on the one nonconforming family
[12:33] Speaker 2: left in town and we'll use their daughter to do it.
[12:36] Speaker 2: And she has no idea that the decision she makes
[12:39] Speaker 2: will affect the destiny of her whole town. That's just
[12:42] Speaker 2: where we start. And I was writing about this because
[12:46] Speaker 2: I was interested in nonconformity. And I thought I'll, I'll
[12:49] Speaker 2: write a book about resilience and being different and being
[12:52] Speaker 2: the person who sees maybe things, you know, and so
[12:54] Speaker 2: that's a deep, this is pretty deep, but you know
[12:57] Speaker 2: what I mean? I was, This was about relationships. This
[13:00] Speaker 2: was about string pulling in education. This was about a
[13:04] Speaker 2: family not understanding what was at stake in the decisions
[13:07] Speaker 2: they made. And it also unpacks the difference between subjective
[13:12] Speaker 2: reality and truth. Because I was writing this around the
[13:16] Speaker 2: time everybody was deciding they could be in the wrong
[13:18] Speaker 2: body or be a furry. So in this book, when
[13:22] Speaker 2: she leaves home, she has experience. Now, remember, she's aware
[13:26] Speaker 2: of wonder. She knows wonder's real. She can see things
[13:29] Speaker 2: that other people can't see because of wonder. When she
[13:34] Speaker 2: gets to this other environment, she starts having visceral experiences
[13:39] Speaker 2: that are so intense that it completely shakes her whole
[13:45] Speaker 2: sense of connection and grounding to how she experiences the world.
[13:54] Speaker 2: And so in this book, I ask the question, just
[13:58] Speaker 2: because it's real, is it true? Because you can have very,
[14:03] Speaker 2: very real, real experiences. I have friends who before they
[14:06] Speaker 2: met Christ had the most real, crazy, wacky spiritual experiences
[14:10] Speaker 2: with beings and entities and aliens and all kinds of
[14:13] Speaker 2: things that showed up and also feelings about themselves, their bodies,
[14:17] Speaker 2: their attractions that were so real, they misinterpreted that as truth.
[14:22] Speaker 2: And so I was passionate in 2019 about, Because I
[14:27] Speaker 2: saw that kids were confusing the reality of an experience
[14:32] Speaker 2: with the truth of an experience. So I'm using metaphor.
[14:36] Speaker 2: And I'm writing about this. I'm writing through color and
[14:39] Speaker 2: experience and relationships. And we're starting to unpack what's going
[14:43] Speaker 2: on behind the scenes. And who might be influencing kids
[14:48] Speaker 2: with these types of experiences? So this was pretty deep.
[14:51] Speaker 1: That's great. You have Constance is in every title. Constance Chief,
[14:57] Speaker 1: Constance Chance, Constance Cornelius. What is behind Constance?
[15:02] Speaker 2: Well, Constance is the oldest perfect child that wants to
[15:05] Speaker 2: do everything right.
[15:07] Speaker 1: Okay.
[15:08] Speaker 2: And also I was told that if you're going to
[15:09] Speaker 2: write a book series, if you write for the girls first,
[15:12] Speaker 2: they tend to be the greater readers. But in every book,
[15:15] Speaker 2: her brothers show after the first book, guys are all
[15:19] Speaker 2: over these books because in book two- Now we have
[15:22] Speaker 2: Constance and Chance, her crazy brother, who blows things up
[15:27] Speaker 2: just to see how they work. And so now it's Constance, Chance,
[15:31] Speaker 2: and the Big Bang Backlash. Because, spoiler alert, when the
[15:35] Speaker 2: elders of the Order can't get Constance in their grip,
[15:37] Speaker 2: they decide to use the school science fair to prove
[15:41] Speaker 2: that really there was nothing but materialism.
[15:44] Speaker 4: Wow.
[15:45] Speaker 2: It's essentially what they're saying. It's all materialism. And so
[15:48] Speaker 2: we're going to use the science fair to prove that.
[15:50] Speaker 2: that you should let go your wonder belief thing because,
[15:54] Speaker 2: you know, come on, let's get real. You need the order.
[15:57] Speaker 2: And so they're trying to add an agenda and they
[15:58] Speaker 2: decide that they say the elders of the order say,
[16:01] Speaker 2: but science is very, very unpredictable because if you don't
[16:06] Speaker 2: control the questions, you don't control the answers. So they
[16:11] Speaker 2: can questions, right? Well, Constance's brother says, I know that
[16:15] Speaker 2: wonder's real because I've seen it. And he brings back
[16:19] Speaker 2: a supernatural science fair from the realm of wonder and
[16:22] Speaker 2: invades the science fair and things go terribly wrong. And,
[16:26] Speaker 2: and it's crazy and, and out, you know, I mean,
[16:29] Speaker 2: supernatural in every way. And, and this is because when
[16:33] Speaker 2: you ask the question about truth, you have to ask
[16:36] Speaker 2: the question about origins, right? And what actually evidence around
[16:42] Speaker 2: us on the plane at what it's actually saying. And
[16:48] Speaker 2: you have to be allowed to look at those questions honestly.
[16:50] Speaker 2: So I was just following along with book two. And
[16:53] Speaker 2: all of a sudden we wake up in 2020. And
[16:57] Speaker 2: now I realize that we're in the middle of book
[17:01] Speaker 2: three and we're living book three. And book three is
[17:06] Speaker 2: Constance and her nerdy brother Charleston who reads the dictionary
[17:11] Speaker 2: just for fun. This is a dictionary. He loves words
[17:15] Speaker 2: and the power of words. And this is Constance and
[17:18] Speaker 2: Charleston and the Bombastic Baffle Gab, which is really fun
[17:23] Speaker 2: words for propaganda.
[17:26] Speaker 3: Yeah.
[17:27] Speaker 2: All right. This is a book about propaganda. That's great.
[17:32] Speaker 2: And I won't go on and on and on. But
[17:34] Speaker 2: the bottom line is when the elders can't get science
[17:38] Speaker 2: the way they want it, you know, to control all
[17:41] Speaker 2: the questions. And people actually start seeing color. What if
[17:45] Speaker 2: other people in town, because of this one family, start
[17:48] Speaker 2: seeing color and asking questions, which is what we saw
[17:52] Speaker 2: in 2020 with the yellow vest movement and all that stuff, right?
[17:57] Speaker 2: People were busting out and asking questions. Well, the elders
[18:00] Speaker 2: decide they can't tell people they haven't seen color. They'll
[18:05] Speaker 2: just tell them what it means, which is propaganda. And
[18:10] Speaker 2: so they tell everybody color. It's actually part of the
[18:17] Speaker 2: cycle of a disease, a plague that's leaked into our town.
[18:22] Speaker 2: And now everyone should wear gray glasses on their face
[18:26] Speaker 2: at all times to protect them from being exposed to
[18:31] Speaker 2: even a speck of color because they might get sick.
[18:34] Speaker 2: That's great. No, we're dealing with Karen. I have a
[18:39] Speaker 2: character here named Karen who wears two pairs of gray
[18:42] Speaker 2: glasses just to be extra safe. And Constance is confused
[18:49] Speaker 2: because she's still going to school. Now she knows better.
[18:53] Speaker 2: Her brother's like a nerd. They research everything. She knows better,
[18:56] Speaker 2: but now she doesn't trust her family because they're not
[18:59] Speaker 2: going along with the narrative. That's what we live through.
[19:02] Speaker 2: Broken families over this issue. And her brother says, this
[19:07] Speaker 2: is so dumb. That's not how immunology works. That's not
[19:11] Speaker 2: how disease works. So he starts a newspaper to tell
[19:14] Speaker 2: the truth because all the other newspapers and radio stations
[19:18] Speaker 2: and televisions in town are telling everyone color could kill them.
[19:24] Speaker 2: So guys, what could possibly happen to the one non-conforming
[19:27] Speaker 2: family with the one non-conforming newspaper in the middle of
[19:30] Speaker 2: a pandemic? This is 2020 right here. And when I
[19:35] Speaker 2: was writing this book, I honestly didn't know if the
[19:38] Speaker 2: family in my book would be okay because I didn't
[19:41] Speaker 2: know if we would be okay. And I had to
[19:44] Speaker 2: go up to wonder and get a solution to their problem. And, and,
[19:50] Speaker 2: we had to get one for us too, right? We're
[19:52] Speaker 2: living it out. And in this book is where I
[19:56] Speaker 2: introduced the character, ready?
[19:58] Speaker 4: Ms.
[19:59] Speaker 2: Anthropomorphia Slouchy. The commissioner for the Center for Color Control.
[20:07] Speaker 2: The CCC. And Miss Slouchy mandates that everyone must stay
[20:13] Speaker 2: away from each other and wear their gray glasses and
[20:16] Speaker 2: be terrified of color. So Mr. Fauci shows up in
[20:21] Speaker 2: book three here. And we begin to unpack this family
[20:24] Speaker 2: begins to talk about the power of words together. You see,
[20:28] Speaker 2: in this family, they talk. And there's a mom and
[20:31] Speaker 2: a dad working together. You have to teach that now
[20:34] Speaker 2: because a lot of kids don't know that. we're reteaching family,
[20:38] Speaker 2: we're reteaching strengths, we're reteaching personalities and different ways people
[20:42] Speaker 2: handle stress. We're reteaching how you overcome conflict when one
[20:46] Speaker 2: member of the family is triggered by all the other
[20:48] Speaker 2: members of the family, not believing what the media told them.
[20:52] Speaker 4: Right.
[20:53] Speaker 2: And, and, and we're, we're, we're processing Karen's and we're
[20:57] Speaker 2: processing being canceled and we're processing the power of controlling
[21:01] Speaker 2: people through fear, all through the conversations these kids, people
[21:06] Speaker 2: in this family are having with each other as they
[21:09] Speaker 2: have these supernatural experiences from wonder and they see the
[21:12] Speaker 2: gray around them you see because seeing color is a
[21:17] Speaker 2: metaphor for revelation and the elders don't want anybody seeing
[21:20] Speaker 2: color so right right that's just the first three books.
[21:25] Speaker 1: That's so you know and What has been the reaction
[21:28] Speaker 1: so far from children, parents, and maybe even those that
[21:34] Speaker 1: aren't fond of the topics that you've put in there?
[21:37] Speaker 1: How has people been reacting to this?
[21:39] Speaker 2: Well, so far, I hear from parents whose kids just
[21:44] Speaker 2: love the books. And when I've been at conferences, the
[21:47] Speaker 2: parents are thrilled because they don't want to talk about
[21:50] Speaker 2: this stuff with their kids. And they don't want their
[21:52] Speaker 2: kids to be doomed. And I'm not a doomer. I
[21:55] Speaker 2: think we live in the best time ever to be
[21:56] Speaker 2: able to be alive and awake. And our kids feel
[21:59] Speaker 2: that way too. We're in an awakening. It's the rude
[22:02] Speaker 2: awakening right now, you know, before the great awakening or
[22:05] Speaker 2: part of that. But I was at a conference one
[22:08] Speaker 2: time and I was explaining this book and this girl
[22:12] Speaker 2: is yanking on her mom and going, mom, mom, that
[22:15] Speaker 2: sounds like what we just went through.
[22:17] Speaker 4: Yeah.
[22:19] Speaker 2: And I said, yes, because you see people, including us adults,
[22:22] Speaker 2: we have to process trauma. And we were all traumatized
[22:26] Speaker 2: to live through that. And kids believe a lot of
[22:30] Speaker 2: dumb stuff about 2020 and they really need to get
[22:33] Speaker 2: sorted out with true, the truth story of how propaganda
[22:37] Speaker 2: and control works to scare people, but how there are
[22:40] Speaker 2: people who don't, who don't buy in and they do
[22:44] Speaker 2: okay and they survive and they make a difference. Right.
[22:48] Speaker 2: And so, um, So these books are enormously healing for
[22:53] Speaker 2: adults and kids. Adults love my books. Now, you know,
[22:56] Speaker 2: someday somebody is going to get ticked off that I
[22:58] Speaker 2: dared to say it. Right now I'm just hearing that
[23:00] Speaker 2: they're great books and kids love them. So we have
[23:04] Speaker 2: the first three out are shipping right now. But I
[23:07] Speaker 2: just have to tell you about the ones that are
[23:08] Speaker 2: coming in November and then we can go wherever you
[23:10] Speaker 2: want because I'm super excited. In this book, Ms. Anthropomorphia
[23:16] Speaker 2: Slouchy shows up again because when the kids– can't be
[23:20] Speaker 2: kept under control with their gray glasses. She rolls out
[23:24] Speaker 2: something called the safety drops. It'll make you permanently colorblind
[23:28] Speaker 2: and permanently immune to ever catching the color disease. So
[23:32] Speaker 2: then they say, we're going to lock all the children
[23:34] Speaker 2: in their houses until they take the safety drops for
[23:37] Speaker 2: their eyes to make them permanently colorblind, which of course
[23:41] Speaker 2: is what the vaccine is doing. Right. Making people permanently
[23:45] Speaker 2: triggered permanently in many cases, Determined that they were right
[23:51] Speaker 2: because they took it.
[23:53] Speaker 4: Right?
[23:55] Speaker 2: Entrenched in a view to protect the decisions they made.
[24:00] Speaker 1: Disconnected from wonder.
[24:03] Speaker 2: And also, but there are some people who wake up
[24:07] Speaker 2: and go, oh my gosh, I've hurt myself and my family.
[24:09] Speaker 2: And that's what's in this book. What if the children
[24:14] Speaker 2: are told to take things for their eyes to keep
[24:16] Speaker 2: them safe that actually blind some of them? So I'm
[24:19] Speaker 2: dealing with the realities of the injuries and the pain
[24:23] Speaker 2: and the grief that people are dealing with. And Ms.
[24:25] Speaker 2: Anthropomorphia Slouchy, the commissioner for the CCC, shows up in
[24:29] Speaker 2: all of her glory, a.k.a. Anthony Fauci. And kids have
[24:34] Speaker 2: to know the story of this ghoul because he's a
[24:37] Speaker 2: war criminal guy. You know, you can't. And that's just
[24:42] Speaker 2: book four. And then I end book. Then by book five,
[24:45] Speaker 2: I take on the World Economic Forum, the Great Reset.
[24:49] Speaker 2: And weather weaponry. And in this book, this is Chief,
[24:53] Speaker 2: the little boy in the family, the youngest boy has
[24:56] Speaker 2: a role. And in this book, the dog of the
[24:57] Speaker 2: family sees what no one else can see. And it's
[25:00] Speaker 2: trying to communicate about the world, orderers, ordering forum, the wolf.
[25:06] Speaker 2: So there's a lot of fun. And then I move
[25:12] Speaker 2: on to a YA book about the emotional side of
[25:14] Speaker 2: what happens when people are wounded this much in a
[25:17] Speaker 2: beautiful story called Mrs. Amazing and the Seed. The bottom
[25:20] Speaker 2: line is that I'm the red-pilled Mary Poppins.
[25:23] Speaker 1: Yeah, that's great.
[25:26] Speaker 2: Because if Mary Poppins took the red pill from the
[25:28] Speaker 2: Matrix movie, she wouldn't waste her spoonful of sugar getting
[25:31] Speaker 2: kids to clean their room like in the movie. She
[25:34] Speaker 2: would spend it on these books because how dare we
[25:38] Speaker 2: think we're going to raise kids that can even survive,
[25:42] Speaker 2: much less thrive and overcome if they have no idea
[25:47] Speaker 2: how this stuff works. And there are a lot of
[25:51] Speaker 2: people who can write. You know, there's some really good
[25:53] Speaker 2: good and evil books out there in the homeschool world.
[25:56] Speaker 2: I'm more aware of those. But you go to the
[25:57] Speaker 2: library and most of them are postmodern. Nothing's right. Nothing's wrong.
[26:03] Speaker 2: Evil's relative. Get involved in the occult. Explore all sexualities possible.
[26:09] Speaker 2: That's what's in the libraries for kids now. My book's
[26:13] Speaker 2: ages 10 to 14. I am determined I will never
[26:16] Speaker 2: harm any kid's innocence. But they'll get it, believe me,
[26:19] Speaker 2: because metaphor and narrative go way deeper than if we
[26:25] Speaker 2: just had a conversation about this ism and that ism.
[26:28] Speaker 2: You know, communism versus capitalism or this system of government
[26:33] Speaker 2: versus that one. Once you see and understand manipulation and
[26:39] Speaker 2: how words and images and power is used, I'm convinced
[26:44] Speaker 2: kids are smart enough that they'll They won't be able
[26:46] Speaker 2: to unsee it once they understand the images. And because
[26:50] Speaker 2: of the realm of wonder.
[26:51] Speaker 4: Which is.
[26:52] Speaker 2: I'm sorry. This is supposed to be on mute. Because
[26:59] Speaker 2: of the realm of wonder, which I've already told you
[27:01] Speaker 2: is real, I'm absolutely convinced we have all the resources
[27:04] Speaker 2: we need. First as a Christian, but also the reality
[27:08] Speaker 2: of how that becomes real to us as humans as
[27:11] Speaker 2: God heals our wonder-filled hearts, right? And empowers us. and
[27:16] Speaker 2: gives us a plumb line for truth in Christ and Jesus.
[27:19] Speaker 2: He said he was the truth. You know, he wasn't
[27:22] Speaker 2: an option. And I know your people are all over
[27:25] Speaker 2: the place, but let's face it, we're all on a journey.
[27:27] Speaker 2: And if we don't want the capital T truth, why
[27:30] Speaker 2: are we wasting our time even caring about what's really
[27:34] Speaker 2: going on, right? And so these are not Christian books,
[27:38] Speaker 2: but I'll tell you, anybody anywhere could pick this up
[27:41] Speaker 2: and start to ask questions, right? And when you come
[27:45] Speaker 2: as a child to receive a good, funny story that
[27:50] Speaker 2: makes you want to know more, no matter what you
[27:52] Speaker 2: think about stuff, without harming you, there's a lot of
[27:56] Speaker 2: books I want to see what happens next, but when
[27:58] Speaker 2: I'm done and I put it down, I feel kind
[27:59] Speaker 2: of crappy. Do you know what I mean? Right, right.
[28:04] Speaker 2: There's a lot of books and movies where you really
[28:07] Speaker 2: want to watch and read, and afterwards you go, God,
[28:10] Speaker 2: why did I put that in my soul? Right. And
[28:14] Speaker 2: so I'm not doing that to kids. I refuse to
[28:17] Speaker 2: do that to kids. Mary Poppins delivers a wall up.
[28:22] Speaker 2: I mean, in the movie, the old movie, she destroys
[28:24] Speaker 2: the British banking system and she calls out a completely
[28:29] Speaker 2: disconnected mom who's off in her politics.
[28:32] Speaker 4: Yeah.
[28:33] Speaker 2: She blows everything up, shakes the family to the core
[28:38] Speaker 2: and then delivers a tea party on the ceiling on
[28:40] Speaker 2: the way out the door.
[28:42] Speaker 1: Do you plan to continue with the book series?
[28:45] Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, ultimately it'll be 10 books. So the
[28:48] Speaker 2: first five are ages 10 to 14, where we're unpacking
[28:53] Speaker 2: the truth story of the 21st century, essentially, and how
[28:55] Speaker 2: we got here and how this repeats and how ideas
[29:00] Speaker 2: recycle and how tyranny works and isolation and groupthink, the
[29:06] Speaker 2: whole deal, right? I mean, like I said, by the end,
[29:09] Speaker 2: I'm writing about weather weaponry before anybody admitted last year
[29:13] Speaker 2: that it's real. It's so cool in a kid's book
[29:17] Speaker 2: to write about a weather weapon, you know, and then they,
[29:20] Speaker 2: they're spoiler alert. Now people are actually paying attention and
[29:23] Speaker 2: they know they can do it. Right. But your kids
[29:25] Speaker 2: don't understand that and they don't understand why it would
[29:29] Speaker 2: be used. So like what I tell people all the
[29:32] Speaker 2: time is this, Chris, you know, And before we go,
[29:36] Speaker 2: I want to tell your kids the single most thing
[29:39] Speaker 2: that's going to determine the success or failure of your children.
[29:42] Speaker 1: And we got plenty of time.
[29:44] Speaker 2: But so stay tuned for that. But the thing of
[29:46] Speaker 2: it is, is that, you know, if your dog dies
[29:51] Speaker 2: or grandma's gets sick or God forbid your father and
[29:54] Speaker 2: I are getting a divorce, do you just not talk
[29:57] Speaker 2: about that? Do you just pretend it never happened? I mean,
[29:59] Speaker 2: some people are weird and they avoid meaningful conversations about things.
[30:04] Speaker 2: But you just wouldn't come home one day without the
[30:08] Speaker 2: dog and just pretend something's not right.
[30:12] Speaker 4: Right?
[30:13] Speaker 2: Right. You'd have to say, gosh, I'm so sorry. Fido
[30:17] Speaker 2: got run over or whatever. And you would gather as
[30:20] Speaker 2: a family and you would one way or another talk
[30:23] Speaker 2: about it. And, you know, that would be what happened.
[30:29] Speaker 2: So there's people trying to reduce the population, turn us
[30:34] Speaker 2: into pets, and God knows what else. And do you
[30:38] Speaker 2: honestly think that you get to avoid having that conversation
[30:42] Speaker 2: with your children? Do you honestly think you get to
[30:45] Speaker 2: not talk to them about the layers of control and
[30:49] Speaker 2: mind control and how these things work? Now, some parents
[30:53] Speaker 2: are good at that, but they tend to be the
[30:54] Speaker 2: left brain ones. They're pulling out all the books. The homeschoolers, well,
[30:59] Speaker 2: we know all about that. But wait a minute. You've
[31:03] Speaker 2: got to capture the heart and soul of your child
[31:05] Speaker 2: through the narrative, through the story, the deeper story of
[31:09] Speaker 2: why we're here. Why does it matter? What we were
[31:13] Speaker 2: created to do. Why is that so dangerous to the
[31:17] Speaker 2: dark side, right? Got to capture the heart and soul.
[31:20] Speaker 2: So if you're going to give your kids the news,
[31:25] Speaker 2: they have to understand how these things work. It's not fair.
[31:28] Speaker 2: Don't think you're helping them out if you avoid it.
[31:31] Speaker 2: But you've got to give them a bigger story to
[31:33] Speaker 2: live out of. So the first five books get us
[31:36] Speaker 2: to where we are, and then six through ten are
[31:40] Speaker 2: unpacking deeply the emotional fallout of what this has done
[31:45] Speaker 2: to our souls. So this family grows up, and they
[31:50] Speaker 2: start to process the meaning in their hearts and their
[31:54] Speaker 2: relationships differently. to, you know, after in the falling out
[31:58] Speaker 2: of this, this kind of stuff we've been through and,
[32:01] Speaker 2: and that gets really gorgeous and deep and meaningful because
[32:05] Speaker 2: I mentioned, you know, we've experienced trauma in our family
[32:08] Speaker 2: and I certainly did. And one of the most exciting
[32:11] Speaker 2: things about, about what we've been through is how completely
[32:14] Speaker 2: whole and healed it's possible to become. And so my
[32:18] Speaker 2: vision extends beyond red pilling your children with a, you know,
[32:23] Speaker 2: even with a, a a great party along the way,
[32:26] Speaker 2: but deeper to the healing of the souls of our
[32:29] Speaker 2: kids and to giving them something to stand on, right?
[32:32] Speaker 2: As they process their lives.
[32:35] Speaker 1: You mentioned how many people are waking up right now
[32:39] Speaker 1: and it's a journey of awareness. Many people will choose
[32:44] Speaker 1: to put their heads back in the sand, unfortunately, but
[32:48] Speaker 1: I think the information is at a point where it's
[32:51] Speaker 1: unstoppable and it will continue to To make its way
[32:55] Speaker 1: through the collective consciousness and people will continue to become
[32:59] Speaker 1: aware of things. Since you wrote your first book to
[33:04] Speaker 1: right now, what are your thoughts on where we're at collectively,
[33:07] Speaker 1: the awareness of people and what we're up against with technology,
[33:12] Speaker 1: social media, propaganda and mind control?
[33:16] Speaker 2: Well, did Paul Staub talk to you about the little season?
[33:19] Speaker 2: A little bit.
[33:20] Speaker 4: Yes. Yes.
[33:21] Speaker 1: Yeah.
[33:22] Speaker 2: I actually am 110% in that we're in the little
[33:25] Speaker 2: season of Revelation 20 and that the millennial reign of, yeah,
[33:30] Speaker 2: you may not want to buy my books after you
[33:31] Speaker 2: hear this. They're not. No, this is not in my books,
[33:36] Speaker 2: by the way, because I'm helping us deal with what
[33:38] Speaker 2: we're living and experiencing right now. But if you're asking
[33:41] Speaker 2: me about a timeline, and I absolutely do believe we're
[33:45] Speaker 2: in the small season, the diminutive season where Satan's been loosed.
[33:51] Speaker 2: after the thousand years. And we Christians have misunderstood the
[33:56] Speaker 2: millennial reign and the fact that people still had choice
[33:59] Speaker 2: during that time. And you see the result of those choices,
[34:03] Speaker 2: the glorious beauty of choosing him in the architecture and
[34:09] Speaker 2: in the creativity and the classical music and the incredible,
[34:15] Speaker 2: what do they call it? Antiquatech? Antiquatech. And you see
[34:20] Speaker 2: also that there were still wars and there were still
[34:22] Speaker 2: problems because Jesus had to reign with a rod of iron.
[34:27] Speaker 2: But people have a choice. And I think there were
[34:29] Speaker 2: people who sat back and waited until they knew that
[34:32] Speaker 2: millennial reign was over and decided as soon as he
[34:34] Speaker 2: gets out, we're doing Satan 2.0. And I think that's
[34:37] Speaker 2: where we are. Now, having said that, I have a
[34:41] Speaker 2: hat that I'm having made. Beautiful white hat. It says M.S.M.A.
[34:49] Speaker 2: Make Satan miserable again. Because I believe that it doesn't
[34:56] Speaker 2: matter where we are in terms of what, as a Christian,
[35:01] Speaker 2: I have authority and power in Christ's name. And I
[35:04] Speaker 2: can walk on serpents and scorpions and all the power
[35:06] Speaker 2: of the enemy. So nothing, I'm not intimidated. But it
[35:11] Speaker 2: gives me pause because I can see it rolling out.
[35:14] Speaker 2: And I see the things that I'm writing about in
[35:16] Speaker 2: my books just rolling out and revealing themselves. So I
[35:20] Speaker 2: give kids like this handle. Do you see it? Do
[35:23] Speaker 2: you understand it? Do you see it? Are you aware?
[35:26] Speaker 2: Think about your resources. Think about God. Think about those things. Again,
[35:30] Speaker 2: not Christian books, but conception, conceptual ideas to begin to think,
[35:37] Speaker 2: to begin to heal, to begin to awaken, right? Nobody
[35:42] Speaker 2: wants to be hit over the head with a bat
[35:44] Speaker 2: when you're being awakened. Most of us would like to
[35:47] Speaker 2: wake up to the idea it could be a good day.
[35:50] Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying to kids. But I see it
[35:53] Speaker 2: playing out pretty plainly. But, you know, you finish the
[35:58] Speaker 2: book of Revelation and I'm on the winning team. And
[36:02] Speaker 2: I'm inviting people to join me because Jesus is on
[36:06] Speaker 2: the winning team. Jesus is the winning team guy. But
[36:10] Speaker 2: Along the way, I really respect the process by which
[36:14] Speaker 2: people engage with him and ask questions. Because we're just
[36:22] Speaker 2: done being funneled in to a behavior system versus deeply
[36:28] Speaker 2: understanding the world around us and waking up to some
[36:33] Speaker 2: difficult things and having that process, right? So I'm walking
[36:42] Speaker 2: with a lot of people side by side that are
[36:45] Speaker 2: just in a process. And he's so faithful to meet
[36:51] Speaker 2: us in process. And I think that's healthier than finding
[36:56] Speaker 2: a system to fit into, even if it's a church system, right?
[37:00] Speaker 2: You know, pick the system. I just don't, I think
[37:02] Speaker 2: we're done with that.
[37:04] Speaker 1: Where we're at right now, most people are on the
[37:08] Speaker 1: right side of understanding as far as they don't want
[37:12] Speaker 1: to be a part of anti-human systems. They don't want
[37:16] Speaker 1: to be a part of this technocracy surveillance state that's emerging.
[37:22] Speaker 1: And that's why we're seeing so much pushback against flock
[37:25] Speaker 1: cameras and things of that nature. But they are targeting
[37:29] Speaker 1: children right now through, like you said, new age content
[37:34] Speaker 1: and social media and even pharmaceuticals. they're trying to get
[37:40] Speaker 1: the tentacles in there from a very early age so
[37:43] Speaker 1: that they won't be a part of this awakening. Do
[37:47] Speaker 1: you see that same thing?
[37:48] Speaker 4: I do.
[37:49] Speaker 2: And I, and this is what, you know, I look
[37:51] Speaker 2: at all that and I get up every day and
[37:53] Speaker 2: I go, stay in your lane, Julie, tell the stories
[37:58] Speaker 2: because story's powerful. And because this is the thing I
[38:03] Speaker 2: was going to say before that single most powerful determinant
[38:07] Speaker 2: factor of how anybody's going to turn out is the
[38:09] Speaker 2: story they believe about themselves, the world and God kind
[38:13] Speaker 2: of wrapped together. Okay. And so I know for myself
[38:18] Speaker 2: and I know many other people who talk about it,
[38:21] Speaker 2: when you get out of the continuous now of video
[38:23] Speaker 2: games and stimulation, because they want you in a continuous
[38:28] Speaker 2: present without a beginning, middle and an end in a storyline, right?
[38:32] Speaker 2: That's part of programming. is to keep people constantly stemmed
[38:36] Speaker 2: and anxious. But when you step into story, it heals you,
[38:41] Speaker 2: it heals your brain, and depending on the story you believe. Now,
[38:45] Speaker 2: there's a dark story. There's a dystopian story. There's a
[38:49] Speaker 2: black-pilled story that is being fed to us as well.
[38:53] Speaker 2: I'm just not doing it. And I am determined to
[38:56] Speaker 2: give kids the wonder pill, the spoonful of wonder, because
[39:02] Speaker 2: it's more powerful. I, you know, we have in him
[39:07] Speaker 2: the most powerful, you know, position and resources in the,
[39:12] Speaker 2: in the cosmos. And so, but, but I believe that
[39:17] Speaker 2: people need to be wooed into an openness because we've
[39:23] Speaker 2: been shocked and hurt and terrorized and forced in so
[39:28] Speaker 2: many ways. So I, bring a gentle, supercalifragilisticexpialidocious process. And
[39:37] Speaker 2: everything you're saying is true. I just refuse to give
[39:41] Speaker 2: it any more space than it's already demanding. I was
[39:44] Speaker 2: on one podcast recently and the guy thought he was
[39:49] Speaker 2: being pretty cool by telling us all how terrible it was.
[39:52] Speaker 2: And I was like, you know, parents are really doing
[39:55] Speaker 2: the wrong thing and nobody reads anymore. And I was like, okay,
[40:00] Speaker 2: stop right there. You want to heal your brain? Pick
[40:03] Speaker 2: up a book.
[40:04] Speaker 3: Stop.
[40:04] Speaker 2: Stop telling us what we don't do. I can tell
[40:07] Speaker 2: this to you guys. You know how we're all kind
[40:08] Speaker 2: of book averse right now. Let's be honest. I'd rather
[40:11] Speaker 2: listen to a podcast and pick up a book.
[40:13] Speaker 4: Right.
[40:13] Speaker 2: I'd rather hear it than actually read it. I'd actually,
[40:17] Speaker 2: you know, but this is something really, really hopeful. Your
[40:22] Speaker 2: brain and your child's brain can be healed by holding
[40:26] Speaker 2: a book. It just needs to be a really good book, right?
[40:29] Speaker 2: And when you gather together and my husband and I
[40:34] Speaker 2: read to each other as adults and I'll read kids
[40:37] Speaker 2: books to say 15 minutes, honey, I want to read
[40:41] Speaker 2: to you from a really good book. 15 minutes, 16-year-old,
[40:45] Speaker 2: I know the world. No, we're going to sit down
[40:47] Speaker 2: and read together or you're going to read to your
[40:49] Speaker 2: younger brother and sister. 15 minutes a day. And I'll
[40:53] Speaker 2: tell you what, you won't be able to stop because
[40:55] Speaker 2: you get a good book, you won't be able to stop.
[40:57] Speaker 2: You'll sit together and your brain will come to life.
[41:01] Speaker 2: Over just a couple of sessions, you'll come back. Your
[41:04] Speaker 2: imagination will heal. Your peace will restore because you'll feel
[41:10] Speaker 2: so different in your body when you're reading or being
[41:13] Speaker 2: read to. So that's scary, I think, to the enemy. Yeah.
[41:19] Speaker 2: So I can worry about what's happening out there, but
[41:22] Speaker 2: I think I'm scarier in a lot of ways than
[41:24] Speaker 2: some of those things out there because of the power
[41:28] Speaker 2: of books.
[41:29] Speaker 1: What do you think is the best way for... younger children,
[41:33] Speaker 1: young adults to avoid the weaponized wonder, satanic, hidden information
[41:41] Speaker 1: that's included in a lot of media. A lot of
[41:45] Speaker 1: it is dressed up to the point where it's very
[41:47] Speaker 1: difficult to tell what they're interacting with is something that's
[41:52] Speaker 1: not beneficial for their mind or their consciousness. But that's
[41:58] Speaker 1: baked into our reality so much that it's everywhere. So
[42:02] Speaker 1: how would you recommend becoming aware of those things so
[42:07] Speaker 1: it can be avoided?
[42:09] Speaker 2: Well, that's really kind of the job of the parent,
[42:11] Speaker 2: to be honest. And, um, I, you know, my, my
[42:16] Speaker 2: kids and I stopped doing anything, um, that was Disney
[42:21] Speaker 2: related almost 25 years ago.
[42:24] Speaker 1: Yeah.
[42:24] Speaker 2: Can see it because the words magic, anything related to magic, um,
[42:31] Speaker 2: to fairies, to aliens. Sorry, alien people. I mean, they're,
[42:36] Speaker 2: this has been, they're real, but they're not who they
[42:43] Speaker 2: say they are. And that's the thing. Angels of light
[42:47] Speaker 2: are real. Magic is real. Occult is real. Meditation has,
[42:53] Speaker 2: you can do that. You can have, I'm telling you,
[42:56] Speaker 2: it's a buffet. You can get it. You can go
[42:57] Speaker 2: get all you want. You can have all kind of power,
[43:01] Speaker 2: and it's very real. And for a season, you'll get
[43:04] Speaker 2: what you think you want. But I know too many people,
[43:08] Speaker 2: and I also know what the scripture teaches about outcomes,
[43:12] Speaker 2: and I've watched it. And the flame outs, man, when
[43:15] Speaker 2: you find out who you trusted wasn't who you thought
[43:19] Speaker 2: they were. So I'm careful. This is why I never
[43:23] Speaker 2: use the word magic in my books once, ever. And
[43:27] Speaker 2: I never use the word wonder As a verb, I
[43:32] Speaker 2: wonder how you're doing today. Never. It's always capitalized. It's
[43:37] Speaker 2: always honored. It's because wonder and the reality of wonder,
[43:41] Speaker 2: think of childlike. You have moments you can remember when
[43:44] Speaker 2: as a child you were filled with wonder. It is
[43:48] Speaker 2: one of the most high-level spiritual and holy experiences that
[43:53] Speaker 2: you can have is to be filled with actual wonder.
[43:57] Speaker 2: and to really wonder the, the kind of verb, that
[44:01] Speaker 2: kind of verb, wonder, right? And that's, that comes from
[44:05] Speaker 2: only one place. That's heaven. That's heaven language. So personally,
[44:09] Speaker 2: if I don't, anything that, that substitutes the cheap, the
[44:15] Speaker 2: cheap thrill, just like sex, the cheap thrill of power
[44:21] Speaker 2: of titillation there, there in, in, One thing you can tell,
[44:26] Speaker 2: you can tell just like when you see an ad
[44:31] Speaker 2: that gets your hormones going. Spiritually, it's the exact same thing.
[44:36] Speaker 2: You'll feel yourself being sucked into the, ooh, you know,
[44:39] Speaker 2: the dark or the power or the whatever. And it's
[44:42] Speaker 2: a tell. It's a tell. And you go, can I
[44:46] Speaker 2: have peace and quiet joy without being sucked into lust,
[44:49] Speaker 2: without being sucked into lust? that vibe of the dark
[44:53] Speaker 2: side or the hidden power or the I'm going to
[44:56] Speaker 2: know something someone else doesn't know. And I'll tell you,
[44:59] Speaker 2: the biggest tell is the wounding of your soul. Because
[45:04] Speaker 2: people stray and go there to heal wounded souls. Because
[45:10] Speaker 2: sex gives you the hit to your brain. So does
[45:14] Speaker 2: the occult. And it's a numbing, comforting thing. A darkening comfort.
[45:23] Speaker 2: So it takes some awareness of yourself, of your soul.
[45:27] Speaker 2: Parents are not good at protecting their children if when
[45:29] Speaker 2: the lights go down at night, they're watching stuff they
[45:32] Speaker 2: wouldn't want their kids to watch. Or they're inviting their
[45:35] Speaker 2: children in to watch supernaturally interesting, intriguing, titillating things because
[45:42] Speaker 2: they never made peace themselves, so they're sucking their kids in. Hmm.
[45:47] Speaker 2: And I know some people are not going to like
[45:48] Speaker 2: that I'm saying this, but it's the truth. So it's
[45:52] Speaker 2: really a parent's job to know everything that's going into
[45:55] Speaker 2: your kid, even as teenagers. Everything that's on their phone,
[46:00] Speaker 2: every book they read, it's, I'm sorry, it's just the
[46:02] Speaker 2: way it is. And somehow we were programmed that we shouldn't,
[46:10] Speaker 2: and it would be too hard. And we couldn't really
[46:13] Speaker 2: handle it if we got the backlash. They programmed us
[46:16] Speaker 2: to be docile little adults who gave up the authority
[46:21] Speaker 2: we need to walk by the sides of our kids
[46:26] Speaker 2: and hand adulthood off to them in a healthy way.
[46:30] Speaker 1: We're all trying to break this programming right now. Because
[46:34] Speaker 1: you mentioned UFOs and aliens, I want to get a
[46:37] Speaker 1: little deeper into your perspective on this. You think that
[46:40] Speaker 1: when people have the abduction or contact experience with the
[46:44] Speaker 1: Grays or the Nordics or whatever extraterrestrial, that it's a
[46:48] Speaker 1: deception and it's really a demonic being?
[46:52] Speaker 2: I do. I think it's very, very real. I would
[46:56] Speaker 2: never tell you it wasn't real. I've interacted, you know,
[47:00] Speaker 2: on some level with people who've had physicalities, tortures, rapes,
[47:05] Speaker 2: all kinds of things. And it's 100% real. The question is,
[47:14] Speaker 2: you know, the story that you believe and the story
[47:19] Speaker 2: that that entity needs you to believe. And so what
[47:22] Speaker 2: I would say is, if what I'm saying is difficult
[47:26] Speaker 2: to hear or you're offended or you think I'm closed-minded,
[47:30] Speaker 2: I would simply say to ask Jesus about it. Not
[47:36] Speaker 2: Starchild Jesus. There's one. I have. Space Jesus. I had
[47:45] Speaker 2: a friend who said, but this guy, this being shows
[47:49] Speaker 2: up in my bedroom with a Bible. Tells me all
[47:54] Speaker 2: these things. And then I said, well, do you think
[47:58] Speaker 2: he's actually ever read it? Because what he's saying is
[48:03] Speaker 2: like not. So Satan comes as an angel of light. Why? Why?
[48:09] Speaker 2: because he knows we have needs and desires and we
[48:11] Speaker 2: hunger for truth. And many people have open spiritual doors
[48:15] Speaker 2: and family lines that make them susceptible to certain experiences.
[48:19] Speaker 2: All I'm saying is it's possible that what you and
[48:24] Speaker 2: I have experienced from time to time is not what
[48:27] Speaker 2: we thought. And until we're ready to have our deepest
[48:33] Speaker 2: pet experiences challenged, we're not as honest as we might
[48:42] Speaker 2: think we are. And so I would say that probably
[48:48] Speaker 2: the people listening to this are very spiritually hungry. They're
[48:50] Speaker 2: very attuned. They're interested. They want to know the deeper truth.
[48:55] Speaker 2: And I would just encourage people to ask Jesus to
[49:02] Speaker 2: show them the truth with a capital T, and if
[49:04] Speaker 2: there's any deception, to reveal it and let the process
[49:08] Speaker 2: play out. I think that's invitational. And I've had to
[49:13] Speaker 2: do that in my life with him a bunch of
[49:15] Speaker 2: times where I was really, really set on what made
[49:18] Speaker 2: me feel safe and comfortable. and on the reality that
[49:21] Speaker 2: I had invested in. And I had to, to some very,
[49:26] Speaker 2: very difficult times to say, you know, this really scares
[49:30] Speaker 2: me and terrifies me to talk to you about, because
[49:34] Speaker 2: you might tell me, I believe things that aren't true,
[49:38] Speaker 2: but I can't afford to. not to know the truth
[49:41] Speaker 2: in Jesus. You said you were the way, the truth,
[49:45] Speaker 2: and the life, and not a way, a truth, and
[49:49] Speaker 2: a life. So for lots of reasons that we'll talk
[49:52] Speaker 2: about in another show maybe, that's where I land. And
[49:57] Speaker 2: so I've had those white knuckle experiences with him. So
[50:04] Speaker 2: I'm not preaching without having been through it.
[50:09] Speaker 1: Now, earlier you mentioned that you believe we're in Satan's
[50:12] Speaker 1: little season.
[50:13] Speaker 2: He's in at all times, but it's a season where
[50:17] Speaker 2: he's let out for a short.
[50:18] Speaker 4: Period of time.
[50:19] Speaker 1: For people that aren't familiar, according to the Bible, how
[50:22] Speaker 1: does this season play out and what happens next?
[50:27] Speaker 2: Well, it's so interesting. There's very, very little information in
[50:34] Speaker 2: the Bible about it other than it is a thing
[50:38] Speaker 2: and it's And that somebody is going to live through it.
[50:43] Speaker 2: Most Christians have never thought that maybe it could be
[50:45] Speaker 2: us because we've been taught so much. Another set of
[50:49] Speaker 2: ideas about revelation. I'm not the most expert expert. He
[50:54] Speaker 2: like Paul stops as a genius on this. And there's
[50:56] Speaker 2: a bunch of others who they, you know, that's all
[50:58] Speaker 2: they podcast about. But, but in the timeline that puts
[51:02] Speaker 2: us that Jesus is coming back, but, we're way farther
[51:07] Speaker 2: in the timeline and the, and the next, the next
[51:10] Speaker 2: thing on the timeline is the great white throne judgment.
[51:13] Speaker 2: That's where no more playing around. People, people will stand
[51:17] Speaker 2: or fail based on what God they picked and how
[51:20] Speaker 2: they lived. And versus most people think we're way farther
[51:26] Speaker 2: back waiting for the antichrist and, you know, the, the,
[51:29] Speaker 2: the tribulation and stuff. And I believe it's already passed. And,
[51:35] Speaker 2: and we're in a very unique, period of time. And
[51:37] Speaker 2: it makes complete sense if you understand that it talks
[51:41] Speaker 2: about a global deception, that he's loosed to deceive all
[51:45] Speaker 2: the nations. And interestingly enough, it culminates with him gathering
[51:50] Speaker 2: the nations to fight against Jesus who's revealed and the
[51:55] Speaker 2: saints and where they are, the saints that were reigning.
[51:58] Speaker 2: And that sounds to me a lot like a misunderstood
[52:01] Speaker 2: alien invasion that everyone would want to fight against because
[52:05] Speaker 2: we're being programmed now to expect one. And that's an
[52:08] Speaker 2: interesting thing. Paul Stobbs talks about that a lot.
[52:11] Speaker 4: He's a genius.
[52:13] Speaker 2: So if anybody really wants to understand this little season idea,
[52:17] Speaker 2: he has spent less time talking about it publicly because
[52:21] Speaker 2: he's interested in his Nephilim series. But if you go
[52:25] Speaker 2: back into his videos and look up anything that Paul Stobbs,
[52:30] Speaker 2: Understanding Conspiracy is his channel. Anything that he has put
[52:35] Speaker 2: out about the Little Season, he is the most comprehensive
[52:40] Speaker 2: commentator on it that I've ever heard. There's also this
[52:43] Speaker 2: really cool podcast called the Little Season Podcast. And they
[52:47] Speaker 2: go through it philosophically like they have engineering brains. And
[52:51] Speaker 2: they go through it. why, why would God let Satan out?
[52:55] Speaker 2: And what would the purpose of that be? And it's fascinating, but, um,
[52:59] Speaker 2: it would put us way farther down the timeline and
[53:02] Speaker 2: Jesus's return would be, would be the final comeuppance.
[53:07] Speaker 1: We are in interesting times indeed. Last couple of minutes,
[53:12] Speaker 1: anything that we didn't cover or final thoughts that you'd
[53:15] Speaker 1: like to leave the audience with?
[53:18] Speaker 2: Well, I mean, in the end, you and I can
[53:20] Speaker 2: ballet back and forth and, I could be wrong about
[53:23] Speaker 2: a lot of stuff, but I'm not wrong about what
[53:25] Speaker 2: happened in the last eight years. And I want your
[53:29] Speaker 2: kids understand it. Like I said, my books are not
[53:33] Speaker 2: Christian books. They're truth telling books to help them understand
[53:36] Speaker 2: through metaphor, the concepts of how populations are controlled, how
[53:44] Speaker 2: subjective experiences can be used to manipulate us very far
[53:47] Speaker 2: away from truth. how the corruption of education, medicine, media, science,
[53:56] Speaker 2: and world economics are used against us and weaponized against individuals.
[54:05] Speaker 2: And I think that's a conversation worth having. And by
[54:08] Speaker 2: the way, if you go to my website, which is
[54:12] Speaker 2: really the only place you can get my books for
[54:14] Speaker 2: a decent price, they're on Amazon. But you're going to
[54:17] Speaker 2: pay more. But if you go to The Quest for Wonder, thequestforwonder.com,
[54:23] Speaker 2: you can get an individual book there. But if you
[54:25] Speaker 2: buy the three book bundle, you get the first three books,
[54:29] Speaker 2: the first bundle, you get the audio books for free.
[54:33] Speaker 1: Nice.
[54:34] Speaker 2: So you can listen in the car to what your
[54:36] Speaker 2: kids will be reading and you can have conversations because
[54:40] Speaker 2: you want to discuss this. Maybe you'll find points that
[54:43] Speaker 2: are in the books you want to you want to
[54:45] Speaker 2: disagree with, I don't know, but you, you will hear it.
[54:48] Speaker 2: You'll know what your kids are reading. And if your
[54:51] Speaker 2: kids are reticent to start a book, you can start
[54:54] Speaker 2: listening with them. And after the first chapter on the
[54:57] Speaker 2: audio book, you can go, well, now let's pick that
[54:59] Speaker 2: book up in our hands because they're fully illustrated 20
[55:03] Speaker 2: full color illustrations on magazine quality paper, because you don't
[55:08] Speaker 2: tell kids that the color is a metaphor for revelation
[55:11] Speaker 2: and give them black and white books.
[55:13] Speaker 4: Yeah.
[55:14] Speaker 2: Nobody illustrates books, chapter books, for kids 10 to 14.
[55:19] Speaker 2: But these are fully illustrated. It's a VIP book experience.
[55:24] Speaker 2: So if you go to the Quest for Wonder and
[55:26] Speaker 2: you get the three-book bundle, the first three are available
[55:30] Speaker 2: right now. You'll get the audiobooks for free. You'll get
[55:33] Speaker 2: the adventure map. And then you can pre-order... four, five,
[55:37] Speaker 2: and six. And this is the one where, you know,
[55:39] Speaker 2: that talks about the, the, the jab injuries helps the
[55:42] Speaker 2: kids understand that. And this is the one book five
[55:45] Speaker 2: that talks about the world economic forum and the great
[55:47] Speaker 2: reset and weather weaponry.
[55:49] Speaker 4: Awesome.
[55:50] Speaker 2: And, and they're super fun. And by the way, my character,
[55:54] Speaker 2: my evil characters are hilarious because, you know, evil people really,
[55:58] Speaker 2: they have sort of a dumb side, you know, of
[56:01] Speaker 2: a crazy side, but, and so you can pre-order the, four, five,
[56:06] Speaker 2: and six. And also I was going to say, I
[56:08] Speaker 2: have study guides for, for one through three. So if
[56:11] Speaker 2: you are a home educating family, or you just want
[56:14] Speaker 2: to have some deeper understanding and you want to have
[56:17] Speaker 2: some smart, smarty pants questions to throw out to your
[56:21] Speaker 2: kids while they read, you know, because regardless of, of
[56:27] Speaker 2: whether you guys diverge with my opinions on something else,
[56:31] Speaker 2: we got to tell our kids what's really happened. And
[56:36] Speaker 2: you can take that to the bank in these books
[56:39] Speaker 2: because I'm telling 20 years from now, people will pick
[56:43] Speaker 2: up these books because they're not consumables. They're really super
[56:45] Speaker 2: high quality. They'll be on your shelf for a long time.
[56:48] Speaker 2: They'll pick up these books and go, oh, my gosh,
[56:51] Speaker 2: that's exactly what happened to us.
[56:53] Speaker 4: Right.
[56:54] Speaker 2: So you want to be able to help your kids
[56:57] Speaker 2: understand that and also have fun. You know, we got
[57:02] Speaker 2: to laugh. We got to have a great time. We
[57:03] Speaker 2: got to read good things and wake up on the
[57:07] Speaker 2: sunny side of the street, no matter what season it is.
[57:10] Speaker 4: Yes.
[57:11] Speaker 1: Julie, thank you so much.
[57:12] Speaker 4: Great work.
[57:13] Speaker 1: One more time. Let the audience know how they can
[57:15] Speaker 1: pick up your books.
[57:17] Speaker 2: Go to thequestforwonder.com. And that's the best way to get
[57:25] Speaker 2: the books. I do have a website, julielavender.com. My full
[57:30] Speaker 2: name is Julie Lavender Ledoux. There is another Julie Lavender
[57:34] Speaker 2: out there who writes books. Julie Lavender Ledoux, which is
[57:39] Speaker 2: my husband's last name. Remember that. But really focus on
[57:43] Speaker 2: the books for your kids, thequestforwonder.com. And I think you'll
[57:49] Speaker 2: be glad that you did.
[57:51] Speaker 1: Excellent. We'll definitely do this again. So much more we
[57:54] Speaker 1: could get into. Until next time, everyone, have an excellent evening.
[57:58] Speaker 1: We will talk again tomorrow. See y'all then. This is
[58:01] Speaker 1: a clip from Aliens and Angels, available on the Forbidden
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[58:14] Speaker 4: Early on, I had an apparition, and I don't know
[58:19] Speaker 4: if it was physically there or I was seeing it
[58:21] Speaker 4: through my mind's eye. I don't know. I was very young.
[58:25] Speaker 4: And it was a fiery griffin. So it had the
[58:28] Speaker 4: head and the wings of an eagle, but it had
[58:30] Speaker 4: the body of a lion. And it just let me
[58:33] Speaker 4: know at the time I had no concept for telepathy
[58:37] Speaker 4: or anything really, but it let me know that all
[58:40] Speaker 4: I had to do was summon it and it would
[58:42] Speaker 4: come and protect me. And there was nothing for me
[58:44] Speaker 4: to be afraid of. So after that, every time I
[58:47] Speaker 4: had this happen, I would summon my fiery griffin. I
[58:52] Speaker 4: didn't even know it was a griffin until I was
[58:55] Speaker 4: in my 20s. And I was looking through a book
[58:57] Speaker 4: that had legends and myths and stuff. And then I
[59:00] Speaker 4: saw a griffin and I went, oh, my God, that's
[59:03] Speaker 4: a griffin. So, yeah, I didn't have language for it.
[59:06] Speaker 4: So there was that, too. But I don't. remember being
[59:12] Speaker 4: empathetic or compassionate to spirit beings the way you described.
[59:17] Speaker 4: I think it's quite wonderful that you could do that.
[59:20] Speaker 4: But it must have been a bit of a burden
[59:22] Speaker 4: also for you to carry, wasn't it? It was.
[59:26] Speaker 3: You know, for many, many years, you know, I was–
[59:29] Speaker 3: terrified of spirit. It took me many years. And even
[59:32] Speaker 3: when I was, I went into my teens, went into
[59:34] Speaker 3: early adulthood, you know, I had girlfriends, partners, things like that. And,
[59:39] Speaker 3: you know, it wasn't just me experiencing it. It was
[59:43] Speaker 3: everybody else that was there with me would experience not
[59:48] Speaker 3: spirit specifically, but they would experience my fear. You know,
[59:51] Speaker 3: it's something that was paramount to everybody, everybody's own experiences.
[59:57] Speaker 3: But for me, you know, I look back now and
[1:00:00] Speaker 3: I understand that I experienced what I was meant to experience,
[1:00:05] Speaker 3: you know, for this journey. And, you know, I probably
[1:00:08] Speaker 3: wouldn't be the medium I am today if it weren't
[1:00:10] Speaker 3: for those experiences, those encounters, the fact I started to
[1:00:14] Speaker 3: see them at such a young age. Would I be
[1:00:17] Speaker 3: able to cope seeing them how they were now? Because
[1:00:20] Speaker 3: I still do. I still experience their passing, the most
[1:00:24] Speaker 3: graphic detail. And, you know, when I do more readings,
[1:00:27] Speaker 3: it's the first thing that they give me. They give
[1:00:28] Speaker 3: me their passing.
[1:00:31] Speaker 4: Interesting. So it must be important. It must be important.
[1:00:34] Speaker 4: But I agree with you. I think the experiences that
[1:00:37] Speaker 4: we've had are for a purpose and they do. They
[1:00:41] Speaker 4: shape our reality. They shape our lives. And sometimes we
[1:00:44] Speaker 4: don't notice that until later on. We look back and
[1:00:47] Speaker 4: then we have hindsight. I want to ask you a
[1:00:50] Speaker 4: question from Denise. She says, Nick, at night in the dark,
[1:00:54] Speaker 4: I see all these people. They look older from the past.
[1:00:58] Speaker 4: What am I seeing?
[1:00:59] Speaker 3: And, you know, there's one piece of detail that you
[1:01:06] Speaker 3: have to remember is that you're seeing them in the dark.
[1:01:10] Speaker 3: And this is how I've always experienced spirit. You know,
[1:01:13] Speaker 3: they come through, but it's like they're not within the dark.
[1:01:18] Speaker 3: It's like they're over encased in their own light. It's
[1:01:21] Speaker 3: like they're in their own world and we're seeing into it,
[1:01:24] Speaker 3: but they're here with us. And that's one thing to
[1:01:27] Speaker 3: note is that are we physically seeing them here with
[1:01:31] Speaker 3: us or are we seeing them where they are? Because
[1:01:34] Speaker 3: how can they come through within their own light and
[1:01:37] Speaker 3: not emit that light into the room? It's self-contained. But
[1:01:42] Speaker 3: this is exactly how I have experienced spirit. And you know,
[1:01:46] Speaker 3: the more I try to push it back, go against,
[1:01:50] Speaker 3: you know, the grain, I suppose, of wanting to communicate
[1:01:53] Speaker 3: to these beings, it would become more heavy, more burdenful.
[1:01:58] Speaker 3: So it was like, if I ignored one, they would
[1:02:00] Speaker 3: come with another. If I ignored them, they would come
[1:02:03] Speaker 3: with others. And it was like the same thing about
[1:02:05] Speaker 3: so many spirit around me. But I believe, you know,
[1:02:11] Speaker 3: you get to the point where you experience all these
[1:02:14] Speaker 3: spirit because there is a purpose, there is a meaning
[1:02:17] Speaker 3: for you to experience them? Are you accepting their invitation?
[1:02:22] Speaker 3: You know, is it the right time for you to
[1:02:25] Speaker 3: maybe start progressing into communicating with spirit, to working with spirits?
[1:02:29] Speaker 3: Because as we start that journey of development, it is
[1:02:33] Speaker 3: the one thing that we have to learn to accept
[1:02:35] Speaker 3: is that it's a union of the two worlds. And
[1:02:38] Speaker 3: it's not just, you know, I have to work with them.
[1:02:42] Speaker 3: It's a combination of we work together. So I think this,
[1:02:46] Speaker 3: you know, having a very similar experience is probably what
[1:02:49] Speaker 3: it is for you. Yeah.
[1:02:51] Speaker 4: That's very interesting. Yeah. So I'm, I'm correct me if
[1:02:57] Speaker 4: I'm wrong, but it sounds like your advice to Denise
[1:03:00] Speaker 4: is work on getting the essence of the, of the message,
[1:03:05] Speaker 4: because obviously spirits are bringing other spirits with them to
[1:03:08] Speaker 4: try to get her attention. Am I hearing you correctly
[1:03:13] Speaker 4: or do you have further?
[1:03:14] Speaker 3: No, no, that's it. You know, Maybe it's the calling.
[1:03:17] Speaker 3: Maybe it's the calling. Depending on how long you've been
[1:03:21] Speaker 3: experiencing these visitations, maybe you're at the point now that
[1:03:25] Speaker 3: the fact you're asking questions, it concerns you. It's not
[1:03:29] Speaker 3: something you want to keep experiencing. But the one piece
[1:03:32] Speaker 3: of advice I'll do, and I'll probably say, is learn
[1:03:35] Speaker 3: to work with them. Because not only can we set
[1:03:38] Speaker 3: the intention for them not to come through and they
[1:03:41] Speaker 3: will listen. but you can also develop that connection as well.
[1:03:45] Speaker 3: So I'd advise maybe going to a spiritualist church, speaking
[1:03:49] Speaker 3: to a more experienced medium, somebody that has really gone
[1:03:53] Speaker 3: through something similar, but not only that, someone that has experience.
[1:03:58] Speaker 4: Yeah, I think that's really, really good advice. You know,
[1:04:04] Speaker 4: I was raised where when I tried to talk to
[1:04:08] Speaker 4: my mum about experiences I was having, she would really
[1:04:15] Speaker 4: get upset with me. She didn't punish me, but she
[1:04:18] Speaker 4: would tell me, don't talk like that. You have an
[1:04:21] Speaker 4: overactive imagination. The neighbors are going to think you're crazy.
[1:04:26] Speaker 4: Everyone's going to think the family's crazy. You're going to
[1:04:29] Speaker 4: ruin everything. Don't talk about it. Well, I always had
[1:04:33] Speaker 4: a spiritual kind of leaning. And so I used to
[1:04:37] Speaker 4: walk to whatever churches were in the neighborhood. I wasn't
[1:04:40] Speaker 4: too attached to the religion, but they were all Christian religions.
[1:04:45] Speaker 4: It didn't matter which one I went to. I would
[1:04:47] Speaker 4: then ask a questions about my paranormal experiences. Then I
[1:04:51] Speaker 4: was told, oh, you do not want to be doing that.
[1:04:55] Speaker 4: That's the devil. Those are demons. Like we're really persuaded
[1:05:00] Speaker 4: by the psychiatric industry, by the different religions, by our
[1:05:05] Speaker 4: social culture. to be afraid of these things. And so
[1:05:10] Speaker 4: our knee-jerk reaction is, oh, my God, am I in trouble?
[1:05:14] Speaker 4: And people not understanding what's going on. I'm wondering if
[1:05:18] Speaker 4: you could speak to that, Nick. And like you suggested,
[1:05:22] Speaker 4: the spiritualist church, that's a great idea. Go ahead.
[1:05:27] Speaker 3: A lot of what we experience as we go through life,
[1:05:30] Speaker 3: it is guided by the people that we surround ourselves with.
[1:05:34] Speaker 3: So obviously I was brought up with the church. you know,
[1:05:37] Speaker 3: initially used to go to Sunday school, used to go
[1:05:39] Speaker 3: to church quite often. My mum were friends with people
[1:05:42] Speaker 3: from the church. So I was brought up with the church,
[1:05:45] Speaker 3: you know, from a very early age. But the one
[1:05:49] Speaker 3: thing that I've come to realise is that you will
[1:05:53] Speaker 3: understand as you go through this journey that there is
[1:05:56] Speaker 3: something more than what is, you know, perceived through religion.
[1:06:01] Speaker 3: Religion is, you know, obviously you're reading teachings, what you
[1:06:05] Speaker 3: read in the Bible and whatever it is, but you
[1:06:09] Speaker 3: will realize as you go through this journey that there
[1:06:12] Speaker 3: is something more. And, you know, spirituality encompasses everything, all religions,
[1:06:18] Speaker 3: all experiences, everything is, you know, within that umbrella. But
[1:06:24] Speaker 3: the meaning of spirituality is that it's your own journey.
[1:06:27] Speaker 3: It is your own experiences. It is everything that you
[1:06:30] Speaker 3: go through that you realize that the religion can't explain.
[1:06:36] Speaker 3: And But, you know, for me, religion is also based
[1:06:39] Speaker 3: on fear. The fact that you have to follow, you know, rules, commandments,
[1:06:43] Speaker 3: whatever it is, to abide by that religion. And, you know,
[1:06:47] Speaker 3: there were many things that I would speak to people
[1:06:51] Speaker 3: about within the church. And they would class it off as,
[1:06:55] Speaker 3: you know, demonic or things that you shouldn't do. But,
[1:07:00] Speaker 3: you know, with my experience and understanding these beings, for me,
[1:07:04] Speaker 3: it wasn't a choosing. It was something that was given
[1:07:08] Speaker 3: to me and I knew I had to do something
[1:07:10] Speaker 3: with it. So you will find your calling along this journey,
[1:07:15] Speaker 3: even if you are a Catholic, because I know a
[1:07:19] Speaker 3: lot of Catholics that have turned from that religion to spirituality,
[1:07:25] Speaker 3: especially when I do my evening of spirit, my physical
[1:07:27] Speaker 3: mediumship demonstrations. The first thing I have to ask, is
[1:07:31] Speaker 3: anybody a Catholic? Because I know I have to break
[1:07:34] Speaker 3: down it into into smaller terms and have to experience
[1:07:38] Speaker 3: and explain everything that's about to happen. But, you know,
[1:07:42] Speaker 3: religion is just another doorway into what we really are.
[1:07:47] Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I think so too. I'm wondering if you
[1:07:52] Speaker 4: would like to talk a little bit about the differences
[1:07:56] Speaker 4: between spirit creatures or spirits that have passed that were
[1:08:01] Speaker 4: human but no longer corporeal and ETs and the spiritual
[1:08:07] Speaker 4: realms like the angels. It seems to me there's a
[1:08:09] Speaker 4: lot of overlap. You know, there's a common saying, someone
[1:08:15] Speaker 4: just mentioned it in the chat, saying if it's angels
[1:08:18] Speaker 4: and demons, they don't need flying saucers. They don't need spaceships.
[1:08:23] Speaker 4: They have their own trans-dimensional ways of being and doing.
[1:08:29] Speaker 4: But I also see ETs as being trans-dimensional, meaning trans,
[1:08:35] Speaker 4: meaning interdimensional. They can go to and from. And, of course,
[1:08:40] Speaker 4: then there's the spiritual realms, like I mentioned, the angels.
[1:08:43] Speaker 4: Is there a way to slice and dice it that
[1:08:46] Speaker 4: it makes sense? Or what's your understanding of these phenomena
[1:08:50] Speaker 4: and how they're similar or different?
[1:08:52] Speaker 3: Well, you see, there's two ways I can go about this.
[1:08:55] Speaker 3: I can either go with my own experience. Or I
[1:08:58] Speaker 3: can go with what I believe. And, you know, with
[1:09:00] Speaker 3: what I believe, you know, is my opinion from what
[1:09:04] Speaker 3: I know from somebody else. So I would rather keep
[1:09:07] Speaker 3: it with my own experiences because, you know, I've experienced
[1:09:10] Speaker 3: all these things together through my journey. And, you know,
[1:09:15] Speaker 3: spirit for me, they are... They are beings, beings of light.
[1:09:21] Speaker 3: And we are. We're beings of light as well. So
[1:09:24] Speaker 3: my experience growing up with spirit has always been they're
[1:09:30] Speaker 3: beings that come through looking human-like. They come through looking
[1:09:33] Speaker 3: like us. They come through looking like how they did
[1:09:36] Speaker 3: when they were alive. But, you know, when you get
[1:09:39] Speaker 3: to that point of experience and level of understanding spirit,
[1:09:44] Speaker 3: that is when they show you their true form. And
[1:09:46] Speaker 3: their true form isn't looking like us. Their true form
[1:09:50] Speaker 3: is energy, pure energy. And they will come through as
[1:09:53] Speaker 3: such when the time is right. And this is one
[1:09:56] Speaker 3: thing that I, someone has said to me, and this
[1:09:58] Speaker 3: is what I say to others, is that they will
[1:10:01] Speaker 3: always come through in a way that is right for you.
[1:10:04] Speaker 3: And for me, this evolution that I have been through
[1:10:08] Speaker 3: with these various beings is that they are all of
[1:10:12] Speaker 3: the same thing. You know, Angels, demons, these types of
[1:10:17] Speaker 3: things is what we've called them through religion. Until you've
[1:10:22] Speaker 3: experienced these creatures, I mean, I say creatures, I don't
[1:10:26] Speaker 3: know what they are. I just know of what I
[1:10:28] Speaker 3: have experienced. But my experience with spirit, you know, has
[1:10:34] Speaker 3: been sort of the foundational aspect. And I believe that
[1:10:37] Speaker 3: there's an evolution of these beings and entities that you
[1:10:42] Speaker 3: will go through if you're meant to. And so as
[1:10:47] Speaker 3: I went through and it's all, it's all in my
[1:10:48] Speaker 3: books or detailed in there. Um, it started off with
[1:10:51] Speaker 3: spirit that then moved on to, to light beings. It
[1:10:55] Speaker 3: then moved on to UFOs, interdimensional beings, and then ETS. Um,
[1:11:01] Speaker 3: and to me, do I believe that all these things
[1:11:04] Speaker 3: are separate or do I think they're all encompassed under
[1:11:07] Speaker 3: the same or similar thing? Because we have always separated them,
[1:11:12] Speaker 3: you know, through, through our history. You have the spirit realm,
[1:11:16] Speaker 3: and then you have the ETs and the aliens. What
[1:11:19] Speaker 3: if they actually merge together? And what we perceive as
[1:11:24] Speaker 3: these things are, in fact, very much entwined and similar.
[1:11:28] Speaker 3: They're all part of the spiritual awareness that we all perceive.
[1:11:34] Speaker 3: Because what is going on at the moment, especially in
[1:11:36] Speaker 3: America and around the world, is that we are seeing
[1:11:40] Speaker 3: a lot more UFOs. We are having more experiences with ETs.
[1:11:45] Speaker 3: with spirits and other beings beyond this realm. So why
[1:11:50] Speaker 3: do we have to separate them? Why can't they all
[1:11:51] Speaker 3: be encompassed within a similar construct?
[1:11:57] Speaker 4: I actually very easily see things that way as well.
[1:12:02] Speaker 4: I tend to see things from different perspectives. And then
[1:12:06] Speaker 4: I try to synthesize the data. And rather than have
[1:12:12] Speaker 4: beliefs I try to have working theories so that when
[1:12:16] Speaker 4: I get new data, I can alter my perception of
[1:12:21] Speaker 4: reality as I see fit. And I like to keep
[1:12:24] Speaker 4: things more fluid. Other people don't like that. They want
[1:12:27] Speaker 4: things just to feel concrete. Me, not so much. But,
[1:12:31] Speaker 4: you know, in line to what you just said, I
[1:12:35] Speaker 4: also think that there's really one phenomenon. And you know
[1:12:41] Speaker 4: how people... experience mediumship, people experience lucid dreaming, astral projection,
[1:12:48] Speaker 4: near-death experiences, remote viewing, and I could go on and on.
[1:12:54] Speaker 4: I think that's all part of what is part of
[1:12:58] Speaker 4: our gift in being human. I believe we have these technologies.
[1:13:02] Speaker 4: We have these abilities. Of course, it has been, you know,
[1:13:07] Speaker 4: I believe we live in a construct that has been
[1:13:11] Speaker 4: created not for our best interests at heart. Let me
[1:13:15] Speaker 4: just put it.
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