# Episode 389: Pretending God Is Real — Until He Wasn't | feat. Brian Guan

An episode of [Becoming Something with Jonathan Pokluda](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1454045768), 14 Sep 2026, 41 min.

Audio: https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/https://t.subsplash.com/r/aHR0cHM6Ly9jZG4uc3Vic3BsYXNoLmNvbS9hdWRpb3MvVEdERDY4L2I1ZWQwNDcwLWJhMWYtNDU5Zi1iODA4LWNmMGVmMjhlZjdjYy9hdWRpby5tcDM.mp3?k=TGDD68&s=3&sapid=ycsm7ns

This week we sit down with Brian Guan, a content creator from New York City who went viral for going around pretending to be a Christian — and ended up actually becoming one. Just 12 days into his faith, Brian joins us live to talk about what happened when an experiment became real, the convictions he's already wrestling with, and what it looks like to follow Jesus when you're starting from scratch. This one is refreshing, honest, and a whole lot of fun!

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