# Ep. 451 "All I Needed Was a Margarita and Some Discipline"

An episode of [Cocktales with Kiki](https://invisiblenetwork.ai/podcast/1149484402), 5 Jul 2025, 1 h 25 min.

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This week on CockTales: Dirty Discussions, the girls are catching up post-Fourth of July with everything from real estate mommas and mansion parties to gun safety and self-care orgasms. Medinah’s planning a Lover Girls Only trip for the girls who are heartbroken but healing, while Kiki recaps her Houston weekend full of crawfish, concerts, and chaos. From vibrator confessions to gun safety courses, the girls reflect on growth, outside energy, and why healing is horny work. Links Mentioned: • 💻 Join the Drinks & Reads Book Club on Patreon • 📺 Kiki's new show: xoMAN Podcast is out now! Check it out here: https://lnk.to/6JdRUZ • 🌵 Sedona Retreat Day Passes via Paradise & Vibe • Lovergirl Trip Survey • Cancer Walk • Visit soakingwet.com and use code COCKTALES for 10% off • 💉 LifeRx.md - Use code COCKTALES for $50 off 🛒 Support the Show and Check Out Offers From Our Sponsors: Visit soakingwet.com and use code COCKTALES for 10% off LifeRX.MD - Start your health journey today with LifeRX and use code COCKTALES at checkout for $50 off. LIFERX Use code COCKTALES- CLICK HERE 🎥 Watch the full episode on YouTube – trust, the facial expressions alone are worth it. CockTales Channel on YouTube 📲 Follow Us: Instagram: @cocktalespodcast Instagram: @kikisaidso Instagram: @coffeebeandean 🛒 Support the Show For all promo codes and links for promotions in the episode as well as other current offers, follow this link: https://linktr.ee/cocktalesads Contact Us! Advice: advice@cocktalespod.com Cocktales: cocktales@cocktalespod.com Weird Sex: weirdsex@cocktalespod.com Sponsorship: sales@cocktalespod.com Guest Request/ General Inquiries info@cocktalespod.com Get your Vesper2 https://www.lovecrave.com/products/vesper2/?aop=cocktales Get Your Merch & Order Your Card Game at www.imcurioustoknow.com Get Klassy Baste! Learn to Cook with Kiki www.klassybaste.com Join Kiki's Book Club: June Book of the Month "The Nothing Man" by Catherine Ryan Howard www.patreon.com/kikisaidso Travel With Medinah! www.paradiseandvibe.com Interested in sponsoring? Contact sales@cocktalespod.com today Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/cocktales-with-kiki--2818687/support. CONNECT WITH US Follow the host and join the conversation after the episode: Kiki Said So (Kiara Walker) Instagram: @kikisaidso TikTok: @kikisaidso Cocktales With Kiki Instagram:@cocktalespodcast TikTok: @cocktalespodcast Want to be a guest on Cocktales? We are always looking for interesting guests, experts, and storytellers to join the show. If you would like to be considered, please fill out our guest submission form here: Guest Interest Form

## Transcript

[0:02] Speaker 1: Yeah, you're a check one two, check one two? Is
[0:04] Speaker 1: this Mike on? Is this Mike going?
[0:06] Speaker 2: Hey listen man, it's the one and only Trunks that
[0:08] Speaker 2: a DJ SYSM and you're listening to cocktails Dirty Discussions
[0:12] Speaker 2: with Kikia Medina Monroe.
[0:14] Speaker 1: Here.
[0:19] Speaker 2: Today's cocktail is called the Black Girl Margarto. So the
[0:26] Speaker 2: ingredients you need. You're going to get a bottle of
[0:29] Speaker 2: RAS prossecco, some margarita, makes the filthy black cherry syrup,
[0:33] Speaker 2: some ice, some tequila, and some simple syrup and you're
[0:36] Speaker 2: basically going to make this like a normal margarita. But
[0:39] Speaker 2: do not shake it with the proscco in there, because
[0:41] Speaker 2: we all know what happens when you do that. So
[0:43] Speaker 2: put all the ingredients except for the prosco and you
[0:44] Speaker 2: shake or shake it up, poured into your favorite red
[0:47] Speaker 2: plastic cup and top it off with Isa Ray's prosecco
[0:52] Speaker 2: and enjoy. You guys, that is a black Girl margarita.
[0:57] Speaker 2: And it tastes like a beautiful summer day. You're sitting
[1:02] Speaker 2: at the pool. There's tall sexy men around, and you're
[1:08] Speaker 2: glistening from the sweat. You don't look tired. You know,
[1:11] Speaker 2: you start sweating too much and you're not cute no more.
[1:12] Speaker 1: You look worn out.
[1:15] Speaker 2: It's dark and you're just like, man, this isn't the
[1:17] Speaker 2: pool party is not fun no more? Does anybody have
[1:19] Speaker 2: some shade? I started cute? You guys?
[1:25] Speaker 1: Try that out and I almost drink all of wine already.
[1:28] Speaker 1: Is hot as hell, you guys. But anyway, welcome back
[1:32] Speaker 1: to cocktails, dirty discussions. I am Kiki said, So, hey.
[1:38] Speaker 2: Y'all, I'm a Dina mine around.
[1:40] Speaker 1: You know, this drink is just it's really good. It's
[1:43] Speaker 1: perfect for the summer. It's a good pool side drink,
[1:47] Speaker 1: polside drink. Sorry we're late this week, but that's okay.
[1:51] Speaker 1: We're still here. You could be listening to this. Maybe
[1:54] Speaker 1: turn it on with other people if you're in an
[1:57] Speaker 1: adult environment, and share and keep sharing and keep sharing
[2:03] Speaker 1: and keep sharing and keep sharing.
[2:04] Speaker 2: Please keep sharing. Tell a friend to tell a friend.
[2:06] Speaker 2: And we didn't have July.
[2:08] Speaker 1: Happy for the July, I didn't really well anyway.
[2:11] Speaker 2: Yeah, the girls are busy. The girls are busy, that's
[2:14] Speaker 2: the and the girls are busy. He has her show.
[2:16] Speaker 2: I watched it. I watched I always say his name wrong.
[2:20] Speaker 1: Devow DeVoe.
[2:22] Speaker 2: I watched the first one, and you at a guinea
[2:28] Speaker 2: over there interviewing me and being nice to him. I know, now,
[2:33] Speaker 2: y'all see what I was like, I don't know why
[2:35] Speaker 2: to call me, but I really put some work into
[2:38] Speaker 2: that and I was patient.
[2:41] Speaker 1: I listened. I judged, but I didn't judge them there, Devo,
[2:46] Speaker 1: I didn't judge him. I mean, well I did, but
[2:48] Speaker 1: the judgment was good. Yeah. I was like, this is
[2:51] Speaker 1: a prime example what i'd be talking about right here,
[2:54] Speaker 1: the man Savannah. Where did that come from?
[2:58] Speaker 2: Waiting to excel?
[2:59] Speaker 1: Okay, but really it's funny because he wasn't mean. He
[3:02] Speaker 1: was somebody's husband and not hers, and her mama was
[3:06] Speaker 1: giving her that bad advice. You shouldn't always listen to
[3:09] Speaker 1: your mama. You got to check what kind of person
[3:11] Speaker 1: the person is that's giving you advice, and that's something
[3:14] Speaker 1: you need to keep in your nogging.
[3:15] Speaker 2: Okay, you cannot always listen to your mama and your parents,
[3:19] Speaker 2: and you just can't do it. And you know, it's
[3:21] Speaker 2: really interesting because y'all know, I got my real estate
[3:23] Speaker 2: license and I am a realtor and a lot of
[3:28] Speaker 2: real estate buying homes, especially if it's your first I'm
[3:31] Speaker 2: buying is very emotional, and I have to always tell people, friend,
[3:35] Speaker 2: you can't listen to your mom, Like I mean, you can,
[3:38] Speaker 2: but you can't say that because sometimes people want to
[3:41] Speaker 2: be like, well, my mom said, yeah, but your mom
[3:42] Speaker 2: doesn't know Georgia law when it comes to real estate.
[3:44] Speaker 2: So it's like certain things, it's like I get that
[3:46] Speaker 2: your mom is like this, but it's like, Okay, now
[3:48] Speaker 2: we're gonna look at the inspection together and I'm gonna
[3:51] Speaker 2: tell you the facts. You're asking for stuff that doesn't
[3:54] Speaker 2: make sense. A handyman can fix this for twenty dollars.
[3:56] Speaker 1: Don't leave your mom.
[3:57] Speaker 2: Doesn't you know what I mean. So it's like it's
[3:59] Speaker 2: just like, yeah, don't always listening to your mama. But
[4:01] Speaker 2: I get this. Sometimes we all do it sometimes and
[4:04] Speaker 2: then you be looking like you told me to do this,
[4:09] Speaker 2: and now I'm not happy, and there we are.
[4:15] Speaker 1: Now. I hope that's not how you guys. Is Friday
[4:19] Speaker 1: is going on your weekend? I hope everybody's having blash?
[4:22] Speaker 1: Do you have plans for the fourth of July? Like
[4:25] Speaker 1: we are literally recording this Thursday up to the minutes.
[4:30] Speaker 2: You know, I I have some work to get done.
[4:34] Speaker 2: This weekend. I am gonna take a moment to have
[4:36] Speaker 2: some family time with my brother and my niece and
[4:38] Speaker 2: my nephew, Zane is down here from California for the summer. Yeah,
[4:42] Speaker 2: and that is my little buddy, and so we're gonna
[4:44] Speaker 2: do like some daytime family activity stuff. And then there
[4:49] Speaker 2: is a party that I got invited to and some
[4:51] Speaker 2: of my girlfriends are like, just come, just come, just come,
[4:54] Speaker 2: And I'm not sure if I'm gonna go yet, cause
[4:56] Speaker 2: I'm just like, y'all, is it gonna be Is it
[4:58] Speaker 2: gonna be wild? And it is given wild in his vibes, but.
[5:02] Speaker 1: I don't know a party like a public place or
[5:05] Speaker 1: like somebody's house type mansion party.
[5:07] Speaker 2: You know how mansion parties go. So it's like it
[5:11] Speaker 2: can be really fun and and then it can go overboard.
[5:15] Speaker 2: So I'm just trying to decide, like am I gonna
[5:17] Speaker 2: do it? A part of me kind of wants to
[5:18] Speaker 2: because I told you I'm taking my high love, and
[5:20] Speaker 2: it got me wanting to go outside and and and
[5:23] Speaker 2: do things, so I might go, but I might or
[5:26] Speaker 2: maybe it's just like a good test to see, like
[5:30] Speaker 2: how strong are you gonna hold on to whatever you
[5:32] Speaker 2: decide you want going into it?
[5:34] Speaker 1: Are you gonna stick to that? Or when you see
[5:36] Speaker 1: somebody's fine ass son, does it all falter? I don't know.
[5:40] Speaker 2: I mean it's like a midterm because we're halfway through
[5:42] Speaker 2: the year. Are you passing you fail it?
[5:47] Speaker 1: Yeah? So I will see. I might do some poo.
[5:50] Speaker 2: I'll definitely do some pool activity. You got plans before.
[5:54] Speaker 1: I might be going to a pool party. But it's
[5:56] Speaker 1: not until Saturday. I don't know why I was thinking
[5:59] Speaker 1: it was tomorrow.
[6:00] Speaker 2: Tomorrow's the fourth, yeah, but and I don't.
[6:03] Speaker 1: Know why it's not tomorrow. Yeah. But I'm not throwing it.
[6:07] Speaker 1: It's not my business and I don't have to bring shit,
[6:09] Speaker 1: I don't have to cook nothing, So I'm going probably
[6:12] Speaker 1: as long as I wake up. I really wanted to
[6:15] Speaker 1: veg out. Y'all know, when I find a show, when
[6:18] Speaker 1: I find anything that I like, I stick to it
[6:20] Speaker 1: and I become obsessed. So because I can't find any
[6:23] Speaker 1: more really good time loop stuff. Thank you to all
[6:27] Speaker 1: of the suggestions that y'all send. Pretty much everything that
[6:30] Speaker 1: anybody sent me I watched, listen to, or whatever. If
[6:35] Speaker 1: you have more, please send them. I welcome them. I
[6:37] Speaker 1: would appreciate it. I had no more. But I've been
[6:40] Speaker 1: watching Resident Alien. Have you ever heard of that show
[6:43] Speaker 1: or seen it? No? Are you guys?
[6:45] Speaker 2: No?
[6:45] Speaker 1: Okay, well I started another nerd show. I started The
[6:48] Speaker 1: Better Sister? Did you tell me to watch The Better Sister?
[6:50] Speaker 2: Somebody tell me to watch I watched it.
[6:52] Speaker 1: It's good.
[6:53] Speaker 2: I haven't finished it, and I'm.
[6:54] Speaker 1: Trying to get you don't like it.
[6:56] Speaker 2: I don't not like it because I love Jessica Bill,
[6:58] Speaker 2: but I don't think I like it as much as
[7:00] Speaker 2: everybody else likes it. But I'm gonna finish it because
[7:03] Speaker 2: it's not bad. But it's also just kind of it
[7:04] Speaker 2: was dragging.
[7:05] Speaker 1: Yeah, I agree. Now I be saying, like a movie
[7:12] Speaker 1: starring Nicole Kidman, where she gets to be the best
[7:15] Speaker 1: character that I think she ever plays, which is a
[7:18] Speaker 1: rich white bitch. Hmm.
[7:20] Speaker 2: And I say that.
[7:21] Speaker 1: Like she comes off really bitchy, like she's better than people.
[7:24] Speaker 1: She's me what was that thing? The couple, This the
[7:28] Speaker 1: perfect couple, the perfect couple. That is the character that
[7:31] Speaker 1: I think she does the best, the rich white bitch.
[7:35] Speaker 1: She plays that part so well. It works really great
[7:39] Speaker 1: when she's rich. I don't know that I've ever seen
[7:41] Speaker 1: her in a role where she wasn't rich. I think
[7:43] Speaker 1: I've seen her like middle class. I don't know she
[7:45] Speaker 1: can do poor.
[7:46] Speaker 2: I don't know, because she just doesn't have the bone structure.
[7:48] Speaker 1: She does it, especially now because well I'm not gonna
[7:53] Speaker 1: do that, but I yeah, she's she's that's what she
[7:57] Speaker 1: should do. I love to see her and at Riller
[8:01] Speaker 1: with Jessica, Bill hates to see me coming. Well, I'm
[8:04] Speaker 1: sure they love it because I'm gonna binge it. Did
[8:06] Speaker 1: you ever watch Limehouse? No? Okay, if you did, you
[8:11] Speaker 1: watch Paradise?
[8:12] Speaker 2: Yes?
[8:12] Speaker 1: Did you like Paradise?
[8:13] Speaker 2: Loved it?
[8:13] Speaker 1: Okay? You will like Limehouse?
[8:15] Speaker 2: And what's his name is?
[8:16] Speaker 1: Started lime Town? I'm sorry, not Limehouse.
[8:18] Speaker 2: He's starting to be fine to me.
[8:20] Speaker 1: What's his name? Starling?
[8:22] Speaker 2: I never really was attracted him, but he's starting to
[8:24] Speaker 2: look like I was like, he.
[8:27] Speaker 1: Got a body on him. I didn't know that until
[8:29] Speaker 1: I've seen that shower scene, and I was just like ill.
[8:31] Speaker 1: It's like watching her fine stepdaddy who you didn't know
[8:33] Speaker 1: was fine because you only ever see him in clothes,
[8:35] Speaker 1: and then you busting your mama's room one day. Watman
[8:38] Speaker 1: is his room too, and they're fucking and then you see, oh,
[8:42] Speaker 1: I mean we've been climbing him behind. Fine man. And
[8:46] Speaker 1: then you know what made him even more attractive.
[8:49] Speaker 2: Well, he was talking about his wife and how much
[8:50] Speaker 2: he loves her.
[8:51] Speaker 1: It is something about the man when you see them
[8:55] Speaker 1: dote on their wife love their wife. And it's not
[8:57] Speaker 1: like a sexy attraction attractiveness where I want them. It's
[9:03] Speaker 1: just like I love this. I love this for y'all.
[9:06] Speaker 1: I hope I have this one day, but in a
[9:09] Speaker 1: positive way, not jealous or anything, but it's just I
[9:11] Speaker 1: love it. It makes the person more attractive really, and
[9:13] Speaker 1: it's like, let me add this to my list.
[9:15] Speaker 2: To see a man want to shower and love on
[9:19] Speaker 2: his wife like and it's not in a performative way.
[9:22] Speaker 1: It's like, wow, that's just it's beautiful.
[9:25] Speaker 2: The trend of not wanting to do that, that's lame,
[9:28] Speaker 2: y'allame loser. And I can't wait to do that for
[9:33] Speaker 2: my man, Like yeah, but I want him to do
[9:37] Speaker 2: it more because it just I feel like it works
[9:38] Speaker 2: out better. It does. It's like a healthier relationship if he's.
[9:42] Speaker 1: Got to do it more. It's just like some things
[9:43] Speaker 1: aren't equal. We don't make the rules. You guys, we're
[9:46] Speaker 1: just and I'm trying to get an I don't know
[9:50] Speaker 1: about you, but I speaking.
[9:51] Speaker 2: Of trying to get a night. Can you know how
[9:54] Speaker 2: I have not been having sex right? And that's another
[9:58] Speaker 2: time where it's like, I don't really know how this
[10:00] Speaker 2: is gonna go. I'm I gonna wait until I get married.
[10:02] Speaker 2: Am I getting married? I don't know, but I am
[10:05] Speaker 2: so consider right and I really I'm trying to do
[10:08] Speaker 2: it at least for a year, and so far, so good.
[10:10] Speaker 2: But it gets really hard. It gets hard. I'm talking
[10:14] Speaker 2: about it. I know it. The more I heal, the
[10:16] Speaker 2: harder it gets because now, like I said, I'm looking
[10:17] Speaker 2: him in the other night, I was laying in my
[10:19] Speaker 2: bed and I was like, I got to do something.
[10:21] Speaker 2: I was like, my back hurts, my neck, twitle that diddle.
[10:24] Speaker 2: I can't sleep, And so I grabbed my Lilo and
[10:27] Speaker 2: I twiddled my diddle and I was so happy that
[10:32] Speaker 2: I did that.
[10:33] Speaker 1: And self care its finest.
[10:35] Speaker 2: And that's what I was about to say, self cared,
[10:36] Speaker 2: It's finest, and it really it my Lilo toy specifically,
[10:42] Speaker 2: it's helping me get through the healing journey in a
[10:45] Speaker 2: healthy way. Isn't that crazy.
[10:47] Speaker 1: Because you don't need nobody else when you got Leelo,
[10:50] Speaker 1: come on here, Lee, Like my name is le Okay.
[10:58] Speaker 1: I am telling you that we have some really good
[11:01] Speaker 1: quality stuff. I've been talking about Lelo for years. That
[11:05] Speaker 1: was the first toy that like I splurged on because
[11:11] Speaker 1: it was not, I think, the first toy that I
[11:14] Speaker 1: really liked. The I told you all about this. I
[11:17] Speaker 1: thought I was gonna burn my Kuchie off because like
[11:20] Speaker 1: the it had batteries and it like started melting on
[11:22] Speaker 1: the inside. Everything got too hot, like it was just
[11:24] Speaker 1: it could have been really dangerous. I survived and so
[11:27] Speaker 1: did my bussy, all of the pieces of it. But
[11:31] Speaker 1: I decided I need to get something that is quality.
[11:34] Speaker 1: I have no pain in my wrist thinking I was
[11:37] Speaker 1: getting Carble Tunnel. I liked that it was chargeable, so
[11:43] Speaker 1: I just plug it in versus having a fine batteries.
[11:46] Speaker 1: It's nothing like we are ancient. So for our younger listeners,
[11:51] Speaker 1: there was a dark time in Earth's history. The entire world.
[11:58] Speaker 1: We did not have door Dad. We didn't even have apps.
[12:04] Speaker 1: Apps came out like I was probably in college, so
[12:06] Speaker 1: I was an adult. There were no apps. It was
[12:09] Speaker 1: just like you maybe had a phone. Hopefully you better
[12:13] Speaker 1: not talk too much before nine. We thought we was
[12:15] Speaker 1: lit when we could talk three minutes after seven, like
[12:19] Speaker 1: phones were a nighttime thing. Batteries came off, they might
[12:24] Speaker 1: you might lose it. Anyway, I'm getting sidetracked. I had toys.
[12:30] Speaker 1: The toys were just great, and then I realized like
[12:33] Speaker 1: they had all kinds of other stuff, and I've explored.
[12:36] Speaker 1: I have my favorite, so I'd be wearing mine out.
[12:39] Speaker 1: And I don't always follow the instructions, but if I did,
[12:43] Speaker 1: it probably last longer. But they'd be lasting years.
[12:45] Speaker 2: They really do. And the battery another one.
[12:48] Speaker 1: Yeah, I just, y'all, I just.
[12:51] Speaker 2: You know, I'm not really a masturbator, and y'all know
[12:54] Speaker 2: that you are. You always have said that.
[12:56] Speaker 1: But I went to a rough patch last year. But
[13:00] Speaker 1: Lelo is what brought me back, and.
[13:03] Speaker 2: It's strengthening. Lelo is helping me strengthen my relationship with
[13:08] Speaker 2: the vibrations, and you know, I'm just I'm not mad
[13:11] Speaker 2: at it. So thank you le Lo.
[13:13] Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you. I mean, if y'all want to feel
[13:16] Speaker 1: like we'd be feeling during your self care moments or whatever,
[13:19] Speaker 1: I guess you should check them out too, because like,
[13:22] Speaker 1: why not? Why not? What's it gonna hurt? I might
[13:27] Speaker 1: need to order a new product. Actually, I'm going to
[13:29] Speaker 1: browse their sight when I get home tonight and see
[13:32] Speaker 1: what they might have dowing. I literally bought the same
[13:37] Speaker 1: thing that died on me. I know I wore that bit, y'all,
[13:40] Speaker 1: I was doing too much. Like sometimes you need to
[13:42] Speaker 1: let things like it's just like a phone or you cannot.
[13:46] Speaker 2: You gotta let it breathe. And that's why you just
[13:48] Speaker 2: need to have several different options. So y'all, y'all go
[13:52] Speaker 2: over to pick your selections and tell us what you pick.
[13:56] Speaker 1: What else has been going on?
[13:58] Speaker 2: There has been a lot going on. Oh, I'm doing
[14:01] Speaker 2: another trip.
[14:03] Speaker 1: I'm doing Kiki post. Did you see? I want to
[14:07] Speaker 1: go do the survey, but it wasn't ready yet. I
[14:10] Speaker 1: think I clicked too early.
[14:11] Speaker 2: So if you clicked it in my bio. For some reason,
[14:13] Speaker 2: when I put it in the bio, it starts to
[14:15] Speaker 2: act up. So we'll put the link in the description. Also,
[14:18] Speaker 2: you guys, this is separate from Paradise and Vibe. Paradise
[14:20] Speaker 2: and Vibe is still happen to Easter Ray is still
[14:21] Speaker 2: coming to Sedona in August. Go to that too if
[14:23] Speaker 2: you can. But oh, and next year.
[14:25] Speaker 1: We're going to Turkey. Don't tell nobody I told you that.
[14:27] Speaker 1: But the Balloon Festival.
[14:29] Speaker 2: Not the Balloon Festival. It's a whole different theme and
[14:31] Speaker 2: I can't wait till I can share it. But I'm
[14:34] Speaker 2: doing a lover girl's only trip. I literally had this
[14:39] Speaker 2: idea overnight. This company Trova trip kept reaching out men
[14:44] Speaker 2: for a few years now, and I was like, I'm
[14:45] Speaker 2: not going to do it because I don't want to
[14:46] Speaker 2: confuse people with paradise and vibe.
[14:47] Speaker 1: And then I was like, you know what, do your
[14:49] Speaker 1: own thing. Both can happen, and this one has more
[14:51] Speaker 1: of it.
[14:52] Speaker 2: It's all me. So I decided the girls are sad.
[14:56] Speaker 2: I've been sad and I needed help. I needed somebody
[14:59] Speaker 2: to pick me up out of it. And several people
[15:01] Speaker 2: helped me, and I was like, you know what, when
[15:04] Speaker 2: I started to open up about my breakup, about my
[15:06] Speaker 2: relationship and some of the things that I was struggling
[15:08] Speaker 2: with Kiki, I got an outpour of women that were
[15:11] Speaker 2: just like VISI, I'm sad, Like I'm talking about voice notes,
[15:14] Speaker 2: crying and people not believing in themselves anymore and being
[15:18] Speaker 2: like I can't find nobody else, And I said, oh, Nola,
[15:21] Speaker 2: you're not the only one.
[15:22] Speaker 1: Like people go through that, and it's like one of
[15:24] Speaker 1: those things where you want to be quiet for all
[15:27] Speaker 1: of the myriad of feelings that you have and you
[15:29] Speaker 1: just deal with it yourself.
[15:31] Speaker 2: And you're not and you sometimes you maybe don't know
[15:33] Speaker 2: how to deal with it, maybe you don't have the
[15:34] Speaker 2: community around you to deal with it, and sometimes you
[15:37] Speaker 2: feel like you want to die, Like I like, I
[15:40] Speaker 2: can't even explain it any other way. And so I said, no,
[15:43] Speaker 2: you know what I said, We're going to do a trip.
[15:45] Speaker 2: I want the girls to come. If you've been heartbroken,
[15:47] Speaker 2: if you're sad, if you're lonely, if there is just
[15:49] Speaker 2: some sadness that you have. This isn't a sad We're
[15:50] Speaker 2: gonna cry all day trip, no, bitch. We're gonna go
[15:54] Speaker 2: do the things that you do when you do get
[15:56] Speaker 2: out of the healing. You dance, you maybe do dretting.
[15:59] Speaker 2: I'm just play.
[16:00] Speaker 1: I think. So you get.
[16:02] Speaker 2: Tattoos, you eat good food, you feel beautiful, you get
[16:05] Speaker 2: dressed up, you pick yourself up, and you get out
[16:08] Speaker 2: of it. And do it with me. Baby girl, got you.
[16:10] Speaker 2: You not gonna die, and there is gonna be another
[16:12] Speaker 2: man and we're gonna go to another country to find him.
[16:16] Speaker 2: So if you would like to come with me in
[16:18] Speaker 2: twenty twenty six for my lover Girl's trip, this is
[16:22] Speaker 2: not a retreat, bitch. We are going to just have
[16:24] Speaker 2: a good time and vibe with each other. Click the
[16:26] Speaker 2: link in the description. Fill out the survey. So far
[16:29] Speaker 2: we have Thailand as number one, and then we have Greece,
[16:33] Speaker 2: and then we have Morocco, and then we had Hawaii.
[16:36] Speaker 2: But the more people that vote, that might change, and
[16:38] Speaker 2: then we'll pick the timeframe after that, So make sure
[16:40] Speaker 2: you guys pick it. I would love to have you come.
[16:42] Speaker 2: Tell a friend, to tell a friend, and bitch, Come
[16:44] Speaker 2: if you sad, Come if you're happy, Come if you're single,
[16:47] Speaker 2: and come if you're in a relationship and still sad,
[16:48] Speaker 2: because that happens also, and it sounds like.
[16:53] Speaker 1: It's gonna be a good time. You said it'll be
[16:54] Speaker 1: next year.
[16:55] Speaker 2: It'll be next year there and so I don't I'm
[16:57] Speaker 2: not sure what month yet because it you know how
[17:00] Speaker 2: it is. Things on the location and they break down
[17:03] Speaker 2: the best times to go, they'll tell you the you
[17:06] Speaker 2: know how much it's gonna cost, and but it'll be
[17:09] Speaker 2: next year, for the love of girls, and I'm really
[17:11] Speaker 2: excited to just like see y'all.
[17:13] Speaker 1: And let you know you're not alone.
[17:15] Speaker 2: You not alone. Everybody didn't been crying.
[17:18] Speaker 1: People have been through some things. Yeah, and it's okay.
[17:22] Speaker 2: My best friend came to visit me last at this point,
[17:25] Speaker 2: I think it's probably two weeks ago. Hannah came.
[17:27] Speaker 1: How was that?
[17:28] Speaker 2: It was such a good time. We didn't get to
[17:29] Speaker 2: it was funny because we were texting when she got
[17:31] Speaker 2: back home. She was like, we didn't take one picture
[17:33] Speaker 2: and we really didn't even get to like catch up
[17:35] Speaker 2: because she has a baby now and so it's just
[17:37] Speaker 2: kind of different. So y'all do ran after the baby,
[17:40] Speaker 2: and like, you know, it's just so hard, like you
[17:43] Speaker 2: can't really have a full conversation when the babies were
[17:44] Speaker 2: that little, so it was just always one, he's one,
[17:48] Speaker 2: or if you let her tell it, she's like a
[17:49] Speaker 2: mom thirteen months.
[17:50] Speaker 1: I'm like, say one, we're not.
[17:53] Speaker 2: The baby is twenty seven months?
[17:55] Speaker 1: What the fuck is even that?
[17:56] Speaker 2: What is that?
[17:58] Speaker 1: Some change?
[17:59] Speaker 2: The baby is forty nine months?
[18:01] Speaker 1: Probably when you're twenty one years old and Auntie going
[18:04] Speaker 1: to show you good time.
[18:05] Speaker 2: Yeah, but we had fun. I got a new tattoo.
[18:07] Speaker 2: I got a mirror. I got a little mirror.
[18:09] Speaker 1: See yeah, you see that beauty and the beast. Is
[18:13] Speaker 1: there a meaning behind it? There is.
[18:15] Speaker 2: It's to always remember yourself. Remember yourself. It's real easy
[18:18] Speaker 2: to forget, especially when you're a woman. So I got
[18:20] Speaker 2: a little mirror and I absolutely love it. Hannah and
[18:22] Speaker 2: I did that together. We always that's our thing. We
[18:24] Speaker 2: go get tattoos together. We got but sheek tattoos together,
[18:27] Speaker 2: the same thing. She didn't get the same thing this time.
[18:29] Speaker 2: We just got different tattoos. But we always go and
[18:30] Speaker 2: like that's our bonding experience together. And so she came.
[18:34] Speaker 2: We had a good time. She spent the night with
[18:36] Speaker 2: me one night and her and the baby, and it
[18:39] Speaker 2: was cool. We got up just a little smidge and
[18:41] Speaker 2: then then it was done because we're grown and everything
[18:44] Speaker 2: is quick when you get old. Also, I, oh, Kiki,
[18:52] Speaker 2: I gotta tell you this. So after that scary Amazon
[18:56] Speaker 2: delivery driver situation, I told myself, you know what, and
[18:59] Speaker 2: this is a part of the love girl experience of like,
[19:01] Speaker 2: let me start to try new things. I keep saying like, wow,
[19:04] Speaker 2: I really have to become the man that I wanted.
[19:06] Speaker 2: And at first it was really sad, like I was like, damn,
[19:09] Speaker 2: like me, I hate this for me. But now I'm like,
[19:12] Speaker 2: you know what, I actually kind of like it for me.
[19:14] Speaker 2: So I have a gun coach. I'm learning about guns
[19:18] Speaker 2: because I said I'd be damned if a nigga run
[19:20] Speaker 2: up on me again. Period pop pop, Yeah, yeah, don't
[19:23] Speaker 2: play with me. So I didn't tell them that, but
[19:25] Speaker 2: I was like, I started my I had my first
[19:27] Speaker 2: lesson and this is an eight month of course. So
[19:31] Speaker 2: it's teaching me how to comfortably handle my firearm so
[19:35] Speaker 2: that you, like a lot of people go buy a
[19:38] Speaker 2: gun and then you don't actually know how to use it.
[19:40] Speaker 1: And now that's why people be getting going to prison
[19:43] Speaker 1: for shooting the wrong fucking.
[19:45] Speaker 2: Person, or that's why kids get a hold of guns.
[19:47] Speaker 2: And now it's really even more sad than that. So
[19:50] Speaker 2: it's a woman led company, and it's a mom and
[19:52] Speaker 2: a daughter and one I think the daughter's in the Navy,
[19:55] Speaker 2: and the mom is just really good at guns, and
[19:56] Speaker 2: so I am absolutely loving it. All these different books
[20:00] Speaker 2: we do online courses I meet in person. They're not
[20:02] Speaker 2: only teaching me how to comfortably handle my firearm and
[20:05] Speaker 2: correctly handle it. They teach you how to talk to
[20:07] Speaker 2: kids about it. They teach women how to conceal it
[20:10] Speaker 2: if you have on tight clothes, if you're going on
[20:12] Speaker 2: a date and you want to conceal it somewhere where
[20:14] Speaker 2: maybe you don't want the man, so you don't want
[20:16] Speaker 2: to put in your pants, but you may want to
[20:17] Speaker 2: put in your like they teach.
[20:18] Speaker 1: You to walk around like a Texas ranger.
[20:20] Speaker 2: Yeah, they teach you the laws they are going to
[20:23] Speaker 2: One of the main things that I'm nervous about and
[20:25] Speaker 2: excited about is they're gonna put you. They're like, if
[20:28] Speaker 2: you ever have to use this, it is more than
[20:30] Speaker 2: likely going to be a high stress situation. Your target
[20:33] Speaker 2: is probably going to be moving. And so what they
[20:35] Speaker 2: do is they put you in several different high stress
[20:38] Speaker 2: situations with your firearm. And one of them is you're
[20:41] Speaker 2: in a field and you like, they act like people
[20:44] Speaker 2: are not like slavery, more like war.
[20:46] Speaker 1: Oh, more like war, more like war, and like somebody, wait.
[20:51] Speaker 2: A minute, and somebody is trying to get you, and
[20:53] Speaker 2: you have to successfully get out in the high stress situation. Also,
[20:57] Speaker 2: they put you in a situation where you're in a
[20:59] Speaker 2: home and there's a glory and somebody and they said
[21:02] Speaker 2: the scenes are so scary that like they want you
[21:04] Speaker 2: to really feel how you would feel if you were
[21:06] Speaker 2: in the house and somebody broke in. Do you know
[21:08] Speaker 2: how to calm down, get your firearm, get your target ready,
[21:11] Speaker 2: and like get in the stance and move and like
[21:13] Speaker 2: shoot like shoot to kill. They teach you about how
[21:16] Speaker 2: important it is not just supposed to play around. Yeah,
[21:18] Speaker 2: you're not supposed to play around and you but you
[21:20] Speaker 2: also the lady was talking about how it really is
[21:21] Speaker 2: like a mindset thing you have to get because I
[21:24] Speaker 2: was scared. I was scared. I couldn't even pull It
[21:26] Speaker 2: took me forever to be able to pull the trigger.
[21:27] Speaker 2: And she's like, by the end of this course, you
[21:29] Speaker 2: would be dead. That's not gonna be you. She was like,
[21:31] Speaker 2: you're gonna be You're gonna be solid. But they I
[21:34] Speaker 2: like that. They also they also teach you how to
[21:39] Speaker 2: bandage a wound. So if you did get shot, or
[21:41] Speaker 2: if somebody with you got shot, like they're gonna teach
[21:43] Speaker 2: you how to sew it.
[21:44] Speaker 1: Like you.
[21:47] Speaker 2: I think the daughter was in the Navy.
[21:48] Speaker 1: I knew it this girl.
[21:51] Speaker 2: When they showed me the videos, I was like, I'm
[21:53] Speaker 2: gonna be doing this show. You're gonna be doing this.
[21:54] Speaker 2: So I did my first lesson and I was like,
[21:57] Speaker 2: I'm the only black person. It's a whole lot of
[21:59] Speaker 2: country white people. But I don't even care. I was like,
[22:02] Speaker 2: here I am, and we're going to North Georgia to shoot.
[22:04] Speaker 2: And I said I'm coming and I'll be there.
[22:07] Speaker 1: Lawa croft too.
[22:09] Speaker 2: Ready and I'm ready.
[22:10] Speaker 1: I was.
[22:11] Speaker 2: She was teaching me how to load the gun. I
[22:12] Speaker 2: ain never loaded the gun in my life, but real
[22:14] Speaker 2: I read into the gun range, but I didn't do
[22:16] Speaker 2: the things and I didn't want to go to the
[22:17] Speaker 2: gun light. When you was a gun range, what did
[22:20] Speaker 2: you do when you have the gun? They did everything
[22:22] Speaker 2: and they were like, okay, I didn't enjoy that. Though,
[22:24] Speaker 2: I'm not gonna lie. Every time I've gone to the
[22:26] Speaker 2: gun range, I'm always like I don't want to do this.
[22:28] Speaker 1: It's like I'll do it, but I am.
[22:30] Speaker 2: I am frightfully, I'm nervous, like i'd be shaking and like.
[22:35] Speaker 2: So that's why I was like, let me know, let
[22:37] Speaker 2: me really get comfortable with this.
[22:39] Speaker 1: I would like to take this course too. It sounds
[22:42] Speaker 1: like a master I was excited about it, really yeah,
[22:45] Speaker 1: and I was like, I want to get in there.
[22:47] Speaker 1: I wanted to be like Laura Croft. I wanted to
[22:49] Speaker 1: be like, what's that show with Zoey sid That was
[22:52] Speaker 1: just no, that was a movie. It was something recently.
[22:57] Speaker 1: She's like in the military, yes, lying at yes, thank you.
[23:02] Speaker 1: I just I I have realized y'all knew this already.
[23:05] Speaker 1: But I love a female lids show, and I love
[23:09] Speaker 1: when they come in and they do things where it's
[23:11] Speaker 1: like typically a man. So it's typical to see a
[23:15] Speaker 1: man leading an action show or an action movie and
[23:18] Speaker 1: walking around busting caps and everybody's ass and just being
[23:21] Speaker 1: powerful and just like doing it. She took some bullets,
[23:23] Speaker 1: she was killing people. I love how. I'm sure it's
[23:26] Speaker 1: not like this in real life because it's TV, but
[23:30] Speaker 1: I liked seeing their military operations and they're just running
[23:34] Speaker 1: around all in your uniform and just being so persiled.
[23:36] Speaker 1: I was like, I want to do that. I don't
[23:37] Speaker 1: want to be no military. I would just like to
[23:39] Speaker 1: know how it's like how being a person in a
[23:42] Speaker 1: video game it's like a real slash virtual experience.
[23:46] Speaker 2: It's a skill, even to the point of like when
[23:49] Speaker 2: you're looking at a target.
[23:50] Speaker 1: I was like, loading them bullets is hard. It was
[23:52] Speaker 1: hard loaded them.
[23:53] Speaker 2: I was really hard. She was like, you want to
[23:55] Speaker 2: know how.
[23:55] Speaker 1: To do it.
[23:56] Speaker 2: She's like, now imagine if so, imagine this is a
[23:58] Speaker 2: high stress situation and somebody's chasing and you gotta do this.
[24:00] Speaker 2: She was like, that's why it's so important. Or you're shaking,
[24:04] Speaker 2: and like there was a we had a conversation about
[24:07] Speaker 2: like she was asking me why I want to do this,
[24:08] Speaker 2: and I told her about the situation. But then I said,
[24:09] Speaker 2: you know what, I also had like a I was
[24:11] Speaker 2: thinking one night and I said, you know, it's not
[24:13] Speaker 2: just that, it's also like the men are different nowadays.
[24:17] Speaker 2: And I said, I said, imagine I'm married and we
[24:20] Speaker 2: have kids, me and appling, all of them, my man,
[24:22] Speaker 2: and we're sleeping in the bed. Somebody busting down the door.
[24:24] Speaker 2: He's like, I got a baby. I'm like, go get them.
[24:26] Speaker 2: And he goes down there to get them, and they
[24:27] Speaker 2: actually get him because we ain't never been in.
[24:29] Speaker 1: This situation before.
[24:30] Speaker 2: They get his ass. Now, now the man running up
[24:33] Speaker 2: here to get me appling all of them, and I'm
[24:34] Speaker 2: just like, he gonna get those babies because I don't
[24:36] Speaker 2: know how to No baby go down their handle. And
[24:38] Speaker 2: I got this shit up here. I wish you nigga
[24:40] Speaker 2: would it, and I really know what I'm doing. It's
[24:43] Speaker 2: not it's like little babies go do what you'll go somewhere,
[24:45] Speaker 2: And I really am like, don't play with me.
[24:48] Speaker 1: When I see little kids as a gun range or
[24:51] Speaker 1: I saw they had movies too, but that's fake in
[24:55] Speaker 1: real life. I have seen the kids and the way
[24:57] Speaker 1: that some of them are able to move. Who's confidence.
[25:00] Speaker 1: I literally saw a video the other day and people
[25:02] Speaker 1: had a lot to say about it in the comments,
[25:05] Speaker 1: but you know, fucking people, I liked it. It was
[25:09] Speaker 1: a family and so it was like a dad, I
[25:12] Speaker 1: don't know a backstory, but his daughter is blindfolded. She
[25:15] Speaker 1: could not have been older than like eight. She could
[25:20] Speaker 1: pick up a gun, pick up the bullets, know the size,
[25:23] Speaker 1: know the gun, know how to load it. She could
[25:25] Speaker 1: do everything blindfolded. And somebody had said something like, oh uh,
[25:32] Speaker 1: she's never gonna find a man because bloh, shut the
[25:36] Speaker 1: fuck up, because what does that have to do with anything.
[25:39] Speaker 1: He's teaching his daughter something that is valuable self defense
[25:43] Speaker 1: and self defense and just having the confidence to do
[25:46] Speaker 1: something and not needed to rely on somebody. And it's
[25:49] Speaker 1: just like whether any of that part was even a
[25:52] Speaker 1: facter to be able to do all that shit blindfolded
[25:55] Speaker 1: as a little kid. He didn't even get a driver's sizes.
[25:58] Speaker 1: But you know, all these bullets scared of you, girl
[26:00] Speaker 1: in the best way teach me. I want to know
[26:04] Speaker 1: that is going, Like what about when she goes to college?
[26:06] Speaker 1: I thought she will feel so much safer and like
[26:10] Speaker 1: having a dad that is taking the time to show
[26:12] Speaker 1: you these things. I think that that's good if your
[26:15] Speaker 1: daddy really knows.
[26:18] Speaker 2: Another thing that I think is cool is she that
[26:20] Speaker 2: we talked about was she was like, We're not just
[26:23] Speaker 2: gonna teach you how to kill people. She was like,
[26:25] Speaker 2: there's also gonna be we're gonna teach you how to
[26:28] Speaker 2: use this as a weapon. Let's say you are somebody
[26:30] Speaker 2: does pisbody. Yeah. She was like, I'm like, she was
[26:33] Speaker 2: showing me, like what to you how to use this
[26:35] Speaker 2: if you are like I don't want to. I don't
[26:37] Speaker 2: want to, but I will, but I don't want to,
[26:39] Speaker 2: So She was like, we're gonna teach you how to
[26:40] Speaker 2: do that. We're gonna teach you how to maneuver if
[26:41] Speaker 2: you're on your back, God forbid you're getting raped, We're
[26:44] Speaker 2: gonna teach you how to do I mean, And they
[26:45] Speaker 2: offer all these other self defense classes, and I really
[26:48] Speaker 2: was looking at my grown self, like, wow, you have
[26:51] Speaker 2: to know how to defend yourself. You can't rely on
[26:54] Speaker 2: a man. You might not have one and he might
[26:56] Speaker 2: not be able to protect.
[26:57] Speaker 1: You, and he might not be there, like, well, I
[27:00] Speaker 1: don't know something I'll do be attached to the hip,
[27:02] Speaker 1: but everybody is not.
[27:04] Speaker 2: Like I mean, at some point he got to use
[27:05] Speaker 2: damn toilet. You go in there too, and you gotta
[27:08] Speaker 2: protect him. What if somebody come in listen, just hear
[27:11] Speaker 2: me out, you know, for oh, he is what if
[27:15] Speaker 2: what if something happens and like it's a situation where
[27:18] Speaker 2: for real, Like what if it's a situation where like
[27:20] Speaker 2: you're in a public situation and he gets hurt and
[27:23] Speaker 2: you and he can't he's like he can't.
[27:25] Speaker 1: He's yeah, no, not you. Just like I left Bobby
[27:28] Speaker 1: in the street because then man was running after us.
[27:30] Speaker 2: No, I pulled my shirt out bow like. I just
[27:34] Speaker 2: was like, okay, this is this you were there's so
[27:37] Speaker 2: many scenarios you gotta think about. But the one thing
[27:40] Speaker 2: they were like, it's the safety, it's the rules. You
[27:42] Speaker 2: have to change your mindset, don't you don't. You gotta
[27:44] Speaker 2: know what you're doing and you gotta pay attention to
[27:46] Speaker 2: not only the target, but you're surrounding like everything around
[27:50] Speaker 2: it because you can really hurt people. Yeah. I was like, wow,
[27:54] Speaker 2: like this is She was like, if you're in a
[27:55] Speaker 2: situation and it's like a mass shooting and you can
[27:57] Speaker 2: you have a shot to get like the person who's
[27:59] Speaker 2: doing this stuff, you gotta know what you're doing. You
[28:00] Speaker 2: can't just pull it gun now you're shot an eight
[28:02] Speaker 2: year old and it's so skilled.
[28:04] Speaker 1: I was looking at the lady like you really know
[28:07] Speaker 1: what you're doing. Yeah, it's more than just a little
[28:10] Speaker 1: point and shoot like that kickback and understanding like how
[28:14] Speaker 1: your eyes work when you're looking through even if it
[28:17] Speaker 1: has that little viewfinder thing, how do you see it
[28:21] Speaker 1: versus you know what you might think it is is?
[28:24] Speaker 1: It ain't easy.
[28:25] Speaker 2: I am turned on, Like I don't you feel powerful?
[28:29] Speaker 2: That's why when I told her I was a woman
[28:31] Speaker 2: hear me roar. That's how I feel when I have
[28:32] Speaker 2: the gun.
[28:33] Speaker 1: And if you get too close, bitch, you'll get.
[28:35] Speaker 2: Got don't play with me.
[28:36] Speaker 1: Now close on pro methazine or comethazine, whatever the fuck
[28:39] Speaker 1: that little rapper. I don't know. My sister gotta shoot
[28:41] Speaker 1: them up playlist And sometimes when I get I know,
[28:44] Speaker 1: like we're not shooting up people, but it's just got
[28:47] Speaker 1: all like that kind of music that the young kids
[28:49] Speaker 1: listen to, and it's got a little green emoji gun. Anyway,
[28:54] Speaker 1: I like it and it gets me in the mood
[28:56] Speaker 1: when I'm going to the gun range because I need
[28:59] Speaker 1: to act like people's after me.
[29:00] Speaker 2: And it's when I was in the gun rage, I
[29:02] Speaker 2: felt sexy because it was like I'm a woman in
[29:05] Speaker 2: there by myself. I've been in it before, but it's
[29:08] Speaker 2: in something like I was like, oh my fad my
[29:10] Speaker 2: man here for it was like the man was like,
[29:11] Speaker 2: what you doing here?
[29:12] Speaker 1: I was like getting ready, get ready? What are you doing?
[29:16] Speaker 2: Yeah? What you doing?
[29:17] Speaker 1: But and I was but then they saw me. I
[29:19] Speaker 1: was like, we walked in. I was like, lady later
[29:23] Speaker 1: later later she was like, take your stance me. We
[29:25] Speaker 1: just talked about it.
[29:26] Speaker 2: I was like okay, and she was like telling me
[29:27] Speaker 2: how to hold it and I was doing it, and
[29:29] Speaker 2: this gun did you have? I had a nine milimeter,
[29:32] Speaker 2: but I don't know a Samson what is it called.
[29:35] Speaker 2: I don't know more than I was trying to figure
[29:37] Speaker 2: out how big it was Smith and Wesson. And I
[29:39] Speaker 2: was doing, that's a good one, and she was like,
[29:40] Speaker 2: you got okay, she was like she was, she was
[29:42] Speaker 2: counting down.
[29:42] Speaker 1: I will be about them.
[29:44] Speaker 2: Some man had a bazooka gun next to us and everything.
[29:47] Speaker 2: I was like, and I put the gun down. I said, Madison,
[29:50] Speaker 2: I can't.
[29:51] Speaker 1: Have you shot a gun to silencer. No, okay. I
[29:54] Speaker 1: don't want your to think that we are like out
[29:57] Speaker 1: here trying to do bad things. And I hope this
[29:59] Speaker 1: shit don't get but let me just say this. I
[30:02] Speaker 1: used to always wonder why they didn't always use silencers,
[30:08] Speaker 1: because a lot of times it's the gun shot that'll
[30:11] Speaker 1: make somebody else call somebody, right, So I'm just like,
[30:14] Speaker 1: why wouldn't you just use the fucking silencer? And I
[30:17] Speaker 1: remember I said that on here a long time ago.
[30:19] Speaker 1: Somebody's like those are illegal, but you're shooting somebody all I.
[30:23] Speaker 2: Didn't say, it's legal. I said, they don't. You can't.
[30:25] Speaker 2: Everybody can't just buy a silencer.
[30:27] Speaker 1: Well no, no, it was. It was definitely somebody else.
[30:30] Speaker 1: Oh But anyway, what I realized because I shot with
[30:36] Speaker 1: a silencer at a gun, rang that shit is heavy.
[30:38] Speaker 1: I didn't know that.
[30:39] Speaker 2: Guns were heavy.
[30:40] Speaker 1: I actually was tired.
[30:40] Speaker 2: I said, that's heavy.
[30:44] Speaker 1: Yeah, you're gonna need that self care lighter. Someone else
[30:46] Speaker 1: is not gonna give you that carporotone. But anyway, the
[30:48] Speaker 1: silencers are heavy. And then I wanted to shoot a
[30:50] Speaker 1: big gun, but that was the one I was scared of.
[30:52] Speaker 1: The handguns were better. But then I did that, and
[30:55] Speaker 1: I was like, the first gun I was shot was
[31:01] Speaker 1: some kind of shotgun. Because I was hunting. I know
[31:05] Speaker 1: that y'all would never picture it, but I don't know
[31:07] Speaker 1: what it is about shooting. I like it hunting. I
[31:11] Speaker 1: killed a boar. I was down out in Toombsboro, Georgia.
[31:18] Speaker 1: I shot a wild boar, killed him on my first shot,
[31:22] Speaker 1: and then I barbecued him, had ribs. That was some
[31:25] Speaker 1: good meat. Like damn, it was some good eating. Not
[31:27] Speaker 1: better than Fox Brothers.
[31:29] Speaker 2: I don't really wish we could get Fox Brothers as respond.
[31:32] Speaker 1: And I was dming them the other day, but I respond, well,
[31:35] Speaker 1: they responded to me first because somebody else went and
[31:38] Speaker 1: they were like, you keep talking about them, So I went,
[31:41] Speaker 1: they tagged him and tacked me, so I reposted and
[31:43] Speaker 1: I was saying hey, But then I thought about it.
[31:44] Speaker 1: I was like, oh, you know how it is like
[31:45] Speaker 1: sometimes with companies or whatever, whoever is actually running the
[31:49] Speaker 1: social media thing.
[31:50] Speaker 2: I mean, do you know who that happened that? What company?
[31:53] Speaker 2: That happens? With me a lot? But I'm like, y'all
[31:55] Speaker 2: needs to really look at me. Arby Parker, I'm like,
[31:58] Speaker 2: they get so many tags and I'll see them and
[32:01] Speaker 2: they sometimes will respond and I'm like, you.
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[32:06] Speaker 1: need a manager. It's just hard to find a manager
[32:08] Speaker 1: because there's so many scamming ones out there that'll be
[32:10] Speaker 1: trying to charge you fees as.
[32:12] Speaker 2: Then they don't be working.
[32:13] Speaker 1: Like but the manager is supposed to eat off of
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[34:31] Speaker 1: back to the show. And Kenders, somebody had tagged me
[34:34] Speaker 1: in a video.
[34:35] Speaker 2: I was like, yeah, we do.
[34:36] Speaker 1: We talking about certain things a lot that are unofficial.
[34:41] Speaker 1: Well they're not sponsors and they should be, but they
[34:45] Speaker 1: bring me join my personal life. Kenders. Yeah, did you
[34:48] Speaker 1: see Kinders has stuff and I don't go in the
[34:52] Speaker 1: frozen food Ayle, They got a frozen food but I'm
[34:55] Speaker 1: about to go because they have new products. They have
[34:59] Speaker 1: multiple different types of chicken wings. I'm not really a
[35:03] Speaker 1: but since it's Kenders, I'm gonna try it out and see.
[35:06] Speaker 1: I'm gonna go to publics this weekend. I will report
[35:09] Speaker 1: back by the end of the month and let you
[35:12] Speaker 1: guys know that that they have some kind of potatoes something,
[35:14] Speaker 1: some veggies something. But they have different stuff in the
[35:17] Speaker 1: frozen food section. And I was like, y'all about to
[35:20] Speaker 1: take over. This shit is good.
[35:22] Speaker 2: And if I get on here and tell y'all that
[35:24] Speaker 2: it's good, who's related to mister Kender? Is mister Kender alive?
[35:32] Speaker 2: They got fries?
[35:33] Speaker 1: Yeah, they got fries. I saw them. I've been seeing
[35:36] Speaker 1: all the Kender stuff and then I've been seeing We're
[35:38] Speaker 1: not the only ones. I mean, obviously, because this shit
[35:40] Speaker 1: is fucking good good, but so many people have been
[35:42] Speaker 1: showing their collections. My mom keeps sending me stuff about
[35:45] Speaker 1: Megan Marco and the Lake Crusette stuff. I don't care
[35:47] Speaker 1: about none of that. I want to see the girls
[35:51] Speaker 1: Kender's collection to make sure I got all the spices
[35:54] Speaker 1: and flavors. I want thirty one flavors that Bootylicious, kinder
[35:58] Speaker 1: season okay, and the sauces. I love thee truffalo, A
[36:05] Speaker 1: truffalo truffle buffalo.
[36:08] Speaker 2: Now you know I don't like truffle. I'm very sensitive trouble.
[36:11] Speaker 2: It tastes like Bookers.
[36:11] Speaker 1: It's not to me. Okay, well never mind for you
[36:14] Speaker 1: on that. You won't enjoy that. But they also have
[36:17] Speaker 1: a Louisiana creamy buffalo, which is good. It's not too hot.
[36:22] Speaker 2: They had some other sauce and Barbara.
[36:25] Speaker 1: I recently know that's a big back family. No disrespect,
[36:30] Speaker 1: but like with food, food be too seas.
[36:32] Speaker 2: And that's good. I recently did a grocery store run.
[36:37] Speaker 2: I meant to send this to you, yestually one of
[36:39] Speaker 2: my girls. I had one of my girlfriends the other
[36:41] Speaker 2: day with her mom. She was like, my mom's older
[36:43] Speaker 2: and I just need somebody to take her to the store.
[36:44] Speaker 2: And it was like, they're Nigerian. It's an international store.
[36:47] Speaker 1: What show you into?
[36:49] Speaker 2: Still international? This lady was.
[36:51] Speaker 1: Getting in her craft.
[36:52] Speaker 2: Girl.
[36:52] Speaker 1: I was screaming because I was. They were jumping and
[36:57] Speaker 1: the craws girl.
[37:00] Speaker 2: I was like, that is absolutely wild. I was just
[37:04] Speaker 2: one of the little but he's bucked up at me watching. Yeah,
[37:07] Speaker 2: he's standing over there.
[37:07] Speaker 1: Well, what time it is?
[37:09] Speaker 2: I was like it was fish heads and I was like, wow,
[37:11] Speaker 2: I've never.
[37:12] Speaker 1: Been a minute. Will you go to the grocer. You
[37:15] Speaker 1: don't never see none of this at any grocery store.
[37:18] Speaker 2: You telling me at Public's there they got a whole
[37:21] Speaker 2: fish with the heads on them. Yet that part, yeah,
[37:24] Speaker 2: I've never seen crabs living.
[37:26] Speaker 1: I was usually in the water if they do have them,
[37:28] Speaker 1: like you know, in the water, the lobster tanks and stuff.
[37:31] Speaker 2: Sometimes they had a turtle in the tank. I said,
[37:34] Speaker 2: excuse me, turtle. That turtle as a pat or eat
[37:40] Speaker 2: eat it. They said, they eat that turtle and I
[37:42] Speaker 2: said that's not okay. Why not because that's not okay.
[37:46] Speaker 2: Like I was just looking at the little turtle like
[37:48] Speaker 2: people eat rabbits. You know that right, My turtle is
[37:51] Speaker 2: about to die. It was, it was, I was very
[37:55] Speaker 2: I was like, why she got her crabs? I said,
[37:57] Speaker 2: we're gonna put that in the car. I said, what
[37:58] Speaker 2: if they get out? Said they know they want to
[38:00] Speaker 2: get out, And I was.
[38:01] Speaker 1: Like, usually rubber band them and put them in a bot. Nope,
[38:03] Speaker 1: they put them.
[38:04] Speaker 2: They put them in a bag and they just rolled
[38:06] Speaker 2: the bag down. No, it was a paper bag and
[38:08] Speaker 2: oh yeah, they get out and she was like, no,
[38:09] Speaker 2: they won't get out.
[38:10] Speaker 1: And I was like, wow, but when you open that bag,
[38:14] Speaker 1: you gotta put that top on that pot.
[38:16] Speaker 2: I got some really good juicy mangos. I was like, wow,
[38:19] Speaker 2: I wow, grocery store. But yeah, Kender's is really good,
[38:23] Speaker 2: and uh yeah, I want to remind everybody just really quick.
[38:27] Speaker 2: One of my girlfriends, she has a breast cancer awareness
[38:30] Speaker 2: walk in Tampa October twenty fifth and it is Saved
[38:34] Speaker 2: the Tatas two point oh. This is her second year
[38:36] Speaker 2: doing it. Her mother died from breast cancer and the
[38:39] Speaker 2: cause is amazing. We'll put the link in the description
[38:42] Speaker 2: so you can donate to help someone with their breast
[38:44] Speaker 2: cancer journey, or to get checked and or to get
[38:48] Speaker 2: a weak like I don't know. They're doing so many
[38:50] Speaker 2: things for breast cancer patients and they are doing that walk.
[38:52] Speaker 2: They live in Tampa. You should try to go and
[38:53] Speaker 2: you can register create a team with the link in
[38:55] Speaker 2: the description. Which you been not too Kiki.
[38:59] Speaker 1: Wow.
[39:00] Speaker 2: Last weekend I went to Houston and I had a
[39:04] Speaker 2: black a mini. I know so much has changed. Did
[39:09] Speaker 2: you see any old flings.
[39:11] Speaker 1: No, but I did go to the Boil House, and
[39:17] Speaker 1: I was so happy that they still had crawfits because
[39:19] Speaker 1: we're technically out of seasons the last couple of days.
[39:24] Speaker 1: I'm sad about it. Anyway, I saw some friends. I
[39:29] Speaker 1: saw a bunch of friends. I went out. I went
[39:32] Speaker 1: and saw Beyonce on Sundays. So I'm sure most of
[39:35] Speaker 1: y'all know Beyonce almost died on Saturday night.
[39:40] Speaker 2: Wasn't that serious.
[39:42] Speaker 1: I mean she was suspended in the air and stuck
[39:44] Speaker 1: and the car was leaning way too much. I wasn't
[39:46] Speaker 1: there for that show. I went on Sunday. I wonder
[39:48] Speaker 1: if somebody got fired. I think so absolutely. I when
[39:54] Speaker 1: I woke up in the morning, I saw all of
[39:56] Speaker 1: these like all the all the funny people on Instagram
[39:59] Speaker 1: that were making skins. They were all reenacting what Blue
[40:03] Speaker 1: Ivy did since everybody says she's the manager, and it
[40:07] Speaker 1: was funny to me. I can't remember the creator's name,
[40:09] Speaker 1: but it was somebody and he was pretending to be
[40:11] Speaker 1: Blue Ivy firing everybody, and he was just like my mother.
[40:15] Speaker 2: You had my mother suspect and she almost died. Okay,
[40:21] Speaker 2: everybody who was on the car team fired. You're fired.
[40:25] Speaker 2: If you had anything to do with this, I don't care.
[40:27] Speaker 1: If you had to take a poop, I don't care
[40:29] Speaker 1: if you had to pee, I don't care if you
[40:30] Speaker 1: wanted to eat. All safety checks should have been done.
[40:33] Speaker 1: What was the problem? You know what, It doesn't matter.
[40:35] Speaker 1: You're done. Get out. Did I fire you yet? Cause
[40:38] Speaker 1: you're gone to I don't like it. And then she
[40:41] Speaker 1: was well he because he was playing her. What are
[40:44] Speaker 1: y'all doing? Get comfortable. We're staying here so that this
[40:48] Speaker 1: doesn't happen again. You're not going home. We're staying here
[40:51] Speaker 1: until tomorrow's show. Get comfy. More work to be done
[40:55] Speaker 1: because I don't understand how this happened, my mother. And
[40:58] Speaker 1: then in the background, it's like him or maybe somebody
[41:03] Speaker 1: looks like him, just they made him smaller in the video,
[41:07] Speaker 1: like is roomy, and she's just in the back like, yeah,
[41:10] Speaker 1: what my sister said, And I was like, exactly, Anyway,
[41:14] Speaker 1: I went the next day, she cut sixteen carriages, the
[41:17] Speaker 1: whole thing with a car. She did fly around, and
[41:20] Speaker 1: she zoomed on that horseshoe twice. I don't remember if
[41:23] Speaker 1: it was supposed to be twice or not. I enjoyed
[41:25] Speaker 1: the show. I didn't realize until it was over and
[41:27] Speaker 1: we were packing up. I was like, I didn't get
[41:30] Speaker 1: to hear my favorite song. I figured she wasn't gonna
[41:32] Speaker 1: do the car, but because I watched the movie from Renaissance,
[41:36] Speaker 1: I know that she typically has multiple identical sets. I'm
[41:41] Speaker 1: hoping I'm going again next week in Atlanta. In Atlanta,
[41:45] Speaker 1: my sister's coming out here, and I'm really excited about that.
[41:50] Speaker 1: When this was dressed rehearsal, Houston, Oh, her hometown for me.
[41:55] Speaker 1: Oh for me and my friends yea, and we were
[41:58] Speaker 1: just like, this is dressed for hers, So we're trying
[41:59] Speaker 1: to get out together. Nobody shit came together good. We
[42:02] Speaker 1: couldn't find it.
[42:03] Speaker 2: It was just a mess.
[42:04] Speaker 1: But in the end it all worked out. But I'm
[42:06] Speaker 1: really excited and my sister's gonna come to this one.
[42:09] Speaker 1: Her husband had ended up canceling her birthday trip. They
[42:13] Speaker 1: were going, I don't know if they were going to Mexico.
[42:15] Speaker 1: They was going somewhere. Canceled it last minute for a valid,
[42:21] Speaker 1: valid reason. But then he hit me up. He was like,
[42:23] Speaker 1: I feel really bad, but I think it was work related.
[42:27] Speaker 1: But he was like I'm gonna get her tickets to
[42:29] Speaker 1: go with you to Beyonce, So y'all go tell me
[42:33] Speaker 1: where you want to sit and all this, and so
[42:35] Speaker 1: he sent me the money and then it was funny
[42:37] Speaker 1: because she knows all of this now. But it was
[42:39] Speaker 1: funny because he wanted me to keep it a secret
[42:41] Speaker 1: because we got the floor seats and last time we
[42:45] Speaker 1: were definitely far far far as far as you could
[42:48] Speaker 1: be from the floor last time me and her went together,
[42:51] Speaker 1: and so he was like, oh, keep it a secret.
[42:53] Speaker 1: I was like, can you haul water?
[42:54] Speaker 2: Did he get take any stickey? No that she had.
[42:57] Speaker 2: She still got it available.
[42:58] Speaker 1: Well, she put it up for sale, but I don't
[43:00] Speaker 1: think anybody's bought it. So yeah, yeah, long on their
[43:06] Speaker 1: Well i'll send you this section. It's on Friday. Oh yeah,
[43:14] Speaker 1: that's crazy. I'm so sorry for that. Well, anyways, we
[43:20] Speaker 1: will be there in a funeral and we're gonna be
[43:23] Speaker 1: having a good time. Me and her are really saiting.
[43:26] Speaker 1: She her outfit is looking really good. She's making hers
[43:30] Speaker 1: and I wish that I would have started a long
[43:32] Speaker 1: time ago. I was like, do you think I can
[43:33] Speaker 1: make this? I have an idea. We're gonna see if
[43:36] Speaker 1: it happens or not, I don't know. Obviously didn't get braids,
[43:40] Speaker 1: but I did wear a platinum blond wig and now
[43:42] Speaker 1: I want one for real. And I started to pack it,
[43:45] Speaker 1: but I didn't have enough time to straighten it. I
[43:47] Speaker 1: will be bringing that platinum wig out. Baby, this speak
[43:50] Speaker 1: of the devil. Here she go, call me girl, I'm
[43:51] Speaker 1: at the show talking about you. But I have an
[43:54] Speaker 1: idea about my fit. I really liked how my Houston
[43:57] Speaker 1: fit came together. I am excited about it. I just
[44:02] Speaker 1: can't wait. And then she has like a lot of
[44:04] Speaker 1: plans for us. Are we doing? Is working creating content?
[44:08] Speaker 1: And so she's like, you can get doing your job.
[44:10] Speaker 1: You're right, So it's good to have a little sister.
[44:12] Speaker 1: I'm just really excited about it. But I ate the crawfish.
[44:14] Speaker 1: I went out. I went to the strip club because
[44:20] Speaker 1: the like I used to be. But it was five
[44:23] Speaker 1: in the morning and I had I woke up in
[44:27] Speaker 1: the morning. I do wake up in the morning, even
[44:29] Speaker 1: if I don't want to write. She's been all day.
[44:31] Speaker 1: I've been to Beyonce, I've done all this stuff. And
[44:33] Speaker 1: then I was like, why is everybody up? Then I
[44:35] Speaker 1: had to remind myself. People be on drugs. Stop comparing
[44:38] Speaker 1: yourself to people in these streets because people be coked
[44:41] Speaker 1: up and everything else. And everybody also didn't wake up early.
[44:46] Speaker 1: That's another piece. But I'd have been to the Beyonce concert.
[44:49] Speaker 1: I've been over the river and through the woods.
[44:53] Speaker 2: Why should just gone to the hotel? Well, I thought
[44:56] Speaker 2: I was okay to go out because I was still
[44:58] Speaker 2: feeling like the rush of being in Beyonce's You just
[45:02] Speaker 2: feel good, you know, it's euphoric.
[45:04] Speaker 1: And then before I noted, noted, before I knew it,
[45:08] Speaker 1: you don't have your haird do that thing.
[45:09] Speaker 2: You were just like.
[45:12] Speaker 1: You're somebody.
[45:12] Speaker 2: But then then you was asleep.
[45:15] Speaker 1: Well, now I didn't have to wonder that because everybone's like, damn,
[45:17] Speaker 1: bitious you fucked up. And I was like, I'm not
[45:19] Speaker 1: fucked up. Y'all are fucked up because y'all are on
[45:21] Speaker 1: real drugs. I just had alcohol and it's I look
[45:24] Speaker 1: at my phone, It's what's hurty, It's weren't you okay?
[45:28] Speaker 1: We have been from spot to spot to spot. Anyway,
[45:31] Speaker 1: it was good to be out. It was good to
[45:32] Speaker 1: hear the music. I had a blast something. I was like, oh,
[45:36] Speaker 1: I got to see my friend Soireya who lives there,
[45:39] Speaker 1: and her daughter's birthday was like a few days before,
[45:41] Speaker 1: so her daughter's birthday party was the weekend before. It
[45:43] Speaker 1: was like, well, I can't I do both, So I
[45:44] Speaker 1: missed her party, but they came out to eat cross
[45:47] Speaker 1: crawfish with me, and it was good to see her.
[45:50] Speaker 1: I love seeing the growth of my friends kids because
[45:57] Speaker 1: as they get older, it's just like seeing there little
[46:00] Speaker 1: personalities developed. Like Sandra has sent me some videos today
[46:03] Speaker 1: her baby has been going to swimming lessons and stuff, right,
[46:07] Speaker 1: and she swam the long way across the pool by herself.
[46:11] Speaker 1: She's five. And then Phoenix is like three or four
[46:14] Speaker 1: and she's like, yeah, Ariel was at my birthday party, girl,
[46:17] Speaker 1: and she's just tell Like seeing them speek is just
[46:20] Speaker 1: nice to see that there are some kids, yeah, who
[46:23] Speaker 1: are being taught things and they have good vocabularies. They
[46:27] Speaker 1: can read, they they can count, because.
[46:32] Speaker 2: Why y'all are cut from a great cloth. My little
[46:35] Speaker 2: nephew Zaying, he's just so smart and he's so intelligent
[46:37] Speaker 2: and like he thinks like he thinks, my nephew Zay,
[46:43] Speaker 2: he's so his dad has done so great with him
[46:46] Speaker 2: and his mom Margo like both of them, but my
[46:48] Speaker 2: dad is the one who I mean, his dad is
[46:49] Speaker 2: the one's really healthy. So Zane will do things and
[46:51] Speaker 2: it's like we used to think Malik was really hard
[46:53] Speaker 2: on Zaane when it came to like health, He's like stop,
[46:56] Speaker 2: he's little. But I see it now that my brother.
[46:58] Speaker 1: Willild those values well.
[46:59] Speaker 2: He he made things a habit that you wouldn't see
[47:02] Speaker 2: in certain kids there are Like Zaying was with me
[47:04] Speaker 2: the other day and I asked him, did he want
[47:06] Speaker 2: an ice cream sandwich? And he said, can I see it?
[47:08] Speaker 2: And I was like sure and he said, he's like,
[47:09] Speaker 2: this just has too much chocolate in it. I said,
[47:11] Speaker 2: what do you want to taste it? He tastes, He
[47:12] Speaker 2: said it's too much chocolate. He said, do you have
[47:14] Speaker 2: an apple? And he he made that decision, and I
[47:17] Speaker 2: was like, his own, that's so important that he's not
[47:21] Speaker 2: like he just kind of like knows, like you don't
[47:24] Speaker 2: do the over sugaring. That's crack for children, like it
[47:27] Speaker 2: just really is for adults.
[47:29] Speaker 1: For adults, my goddamn problem. Now all the pop charts
[47:31] Speaker 1: my mama gave me and I just looked at him
[47:34] Speaker 1: and I'll be like, damn, you be on your mama's ass,
[47:35] Speaker 1: and I do, and I will because I tell her,
[47:37] Speaker 1: I'll stop doing that with my nieces.
[47:40] Speaker 2: My sister tries to do something different to your point,
[47:43] Speaker 2: and mom will be like, well, im my grandma, stop it,
[47:46] Speaker 2: I'm telling on you. Yeah, and so yeah, watching the
[47:48] Speaker 2: kids grow into like the people that they'll be, it's
[47:51] Speaker 2: just like beautiful.
[47:52] Speaker 1: Like I was just like, oh my god, I cry.
[47:54] Speaker 2: But I wanted to ask you. So you talked about
[47:56] Speaker 2: the Beyonce concert. There were two things I wanted to
[47:58] Speaker 2: ask you. No, they weren't about being said, but something
[48:02] Speaker 2: that you said sparksan. I was gonna say, oh, are
[48:04] Speaker 2: you how do you feel about the Brandy and Monicator?
[48:08] Speaker 1: I'm really Oh you're not excited about Okay, I'm really excited, Carter. Okay,
[48:13] Speaker 1: do you think that it will be a show like that?
[48:15] Speaker 2: No? I just I love Brandy. I love Brandy and
[48:19] Speaker 2: I do love Monica. And I was like, oh my gosh,
[48:21] Speaker 2: this is so nostalgic.
[48:22] Speaker 1: I can't wait.
[48:23] Speaker 2: So since you're not interested in that, I'll move on
[48:25] Speaker 2: the next thing. I was going to ask you, because
[48:26] Speaker 2: it just jumped in my mind. Did you see the
[48:28] Speaker 2: Beast of interview with her and her best friend and
[48:30] Speaker 2: how she was like, I was okay. I didn't watch
[48:34] Speaker 2: the whole thing, just the clip where the friend was like,
[48:36] Speaker 2: and I saw you giving to everybody else finances.
[48:40] Speaker 1: I had to leave. I wanted to know what did
[48:45] Speaker 1: you think about that?
[48:46] Speaker 2: Because I was like, you know what, I had a
[48:48] Speaker 2: similar conversation with an ex friend. It didn't come out
[48:51] Speaker 2: great and clear because I was drunk, but it was
[48:54] Speaker 2: the lady was saying. It was interesting because I was like,
[48:56] Speaker 2: me and my sister were talking about it, and I
[48:58] Speaker 2: was like, while I'm not a friend, and it's like
[49:00] Speaker 2: you just need to end be an enabler and you
[49:02] Speaker 2: just always giving your money out and just because you
[49:04] Speaker 2: have money that means you need to take care of everyone.
[49:07] Speaker 2: I'm also not someone where it's like I'm not gonna
[49:09] Speaker 2: help you if I can in some way. I cannot
[49:13] Speaker 2: come in and save a hole. I can't do that.
[49:15] Speaker 2: But I was like, huh, at what lengths will you
[49:18] Speaker 2: go to help a friend? And if they're not asking,
[49:22] Speaker 2: but you see that they're struggling.
[49:24] Speaker 1: There is no way on God's green earth that I
[49:30] Speaker 1: could sit across from somebody I am currently calling my
[49:34] Speaker 1: best friend and she's telling me that something about a
[49:38] Speaker 1: repossession of a car. I don't even know what else,
[49:42] Speaker 1: but when it was a lot, it was things. And
[49:46] Speaker 1: it's like, by no means do I think the person
[49:48] Speaker 1: who is struggling should ever expect another person to swoop
[49:52] Speaker 1: in and be captain save a hole? However, and I
[49:55] Speaker 1: have the same conversation with friends and my sisters, and
[49:58] Speaker 1: I was just like, I think it makes you look
[50:01] Speaker 1: like a really shitty person to sit there across from somebody.
[50:06] Speaker 1: It's not like you didn't know. You knew that somebody
[50:09] Speaker 1: was struggling, and you chose not to help cause what
[50:11] Speaker 1: you had to go to H and M. You didn't
[50:13] Speaker 1: need to shop, and we're not looking to you, ma'am
[50:15] Speaker 1: for your fashions. I just thought that was crazy. It
[50:19] Speaker 1: bothered me, and it made me wonder how other people
[50:23] Speaker 1: look at it like you're because I say a lot
[50:26] Speaker 1: of people like I don't. I like you said, I
[50:30] Speaker 1: would want to help, however I could. We don't even
[50:33] Speaker 1: have to be best friends, we can be cool. I
[50:35] Speaker 1: don't want to see people struggle. There were times where
[50:39] Speaker 1: I had friends or even not even close friends, or
[50:42] Speaker 1: people I could actually truly call a friend, but just
[50:45] Speaker 1: we're cool, right.
[50:47] Speaker 2: You don't say anything to me.
[50:49] Speaker 1: But I can tell that you're struggling, and we don't
[50:52] Speaker 1: have to talk about it because I can be embarrassing
[50:54] Speaker 1: and I'm not trying to embarrass you. But if I
[50:57] Speaker 1: peep that, I am going to offer whatever help I
[51:00] Speaker 1: can do. Y'all know I'm gonna eat. I'll be homeless
[51:04] Speaker 1: before i be hungry. Okay, I'll invite you over for dinner.
[51:07] Speaker 1: I will bring you through. I will do whatever I can.
[51:10] Speaker 1: If I can do more, I will if I can
[51:13] Speaker 1: speak your name and room, so maybe you can get
[51:15] Speaker 1: an opportunity to get yourself out of this. I will
[51:17] Speaker 1: whatever I can do, I will, And I don't understand
[51:22] Speaker 1: why you wouldn't. I guess I could have tried to
[51:25] Speaker 1: watch the whole thing, but I was just so annoyed.
[51:28] Speaker 1: I was bothered me.
[51:30] Speaker 2: And it bothered me too, and I was just confused.
[51:32] Speaker 2: And it's just so interesting because like everybody knows, like
[51:36] Speaker 2: I've been on like a spiritual journey, and it's when
[51:41] Speaker 2: I read the Bible. Every day, I pick a chunk
[51:43] Speaker 2: to read, and I every day I get confused because
[51:47] Speaker 2: I'm like, that's what she kept saying, Jesus.
[51:49] Speaker 1: It's just talking about you, what you're going on in for.
[51:53] Speaker 2: All of the different means and the different skins. I'm
[51:56] Speaker 2: just I'm cracking it. And I don't want to make
[51:58] Speaker 2: her feel about But it's a weird because every even
[52:01] Speaker 2: I want to even take back, like you don't you
[52:03] Speaker 2: have to give everything. But it's weird because the more
[52:05] Speaker 2: that I learned, like the character of God according to
[52:08] Speaker 2: the Bible, and I am gonna choose to go with
[52:11] Speaker 2: that character. A lot of what I'm reading and studying
[52:15] Speaker 2: is you are supposed to help people even if you
[52:19] Speaker 2: don't have it. And so it's to me it is
[52:23] Speaker 2: like because I think I said, like, it's not your
[52:25] Speaker 2: responsibility to help, but no, no, no, no, yes it is.
[52:28] Speaker 2: And it's like I have been trying to I was
[52:30] Speaker 2: telling my sister this and my aunt this the other day,
[52:32] Speaker 2: trying to look for the opportunities in the world when
[52:36] Speaker 2: because sometimes you just move so fast you don't notice
[52:38] Speaker 2: that somebody needs help. But like, and it's not always money.
[52:40] Speaker 2: Sometimes it's time. Sometimes it's a ride. Sometimes it's a
[52:44] Speaker 2: just asking somebody.
[52:45] Speaker 1: How are you?
[52:47] Speaker 2: And I like you're saying really being there to listen,
[52:49] Speaker 2: not just to hey, how you doing, but like if
[52:52] Speaker 2: you want to vent and if you want to share,
[52:55] Speaker 2: if you want to celebrate, I will really listen to you.
[52:57] Speaker 2: And in this part, even if it's an inconvenience for you,
[53:02] Speaker 2: that doesn't mean that you can't you don't do. And
[53:04] Speaker 2: so it's just like I'm just starting to look at
[53:06] Speaker 2: like character like a right, let me check myself first.
[53:11] Speaker 2: But I did see that. I was like wow, like
[53:12] Speaker 2: that's just that's just that's an interesting way to be
[53:16] Speaker 2: treating folks like that, and you especially goddamn best friends,
[53:22] Speaker 2: Like what what's the best friend even mean to you? Yeah?
[53:26] Speaker 1: And I just I just like any of us, you know,
[53:29] Speaker 1: it's just like okay, if you call somebody that, do
[53:32] Speaker 1: you help them? What's going on? I don't know.
[53:34] Speaker 2: It was interesting to watch and I did wonder, like
[53:37] Speaker 2: what is what was the conversation after that?
[53:39] Speaker 1: Like one was there? One I had to be don't
[53:44] Speaker 1: you think?
[53:44] Speaker 2: Don't you don't think she was like watching?
[53:45] Speaker 1: Well, I would say there had to be some help giving,
[53:48] Speaker 1: but it wasn't.
[53:49] Speaker 2: So well she's on her feet now, right.
[53:52] Speaker 1: I don't know, but I mean like I would think,
[53:55] Speaker 1: like knowing in real time that your friend is going
[53:58] Speaker 1: through this, I would think you would have done something
[54:01] Speaker 1: to help. Not what we saw in the clips. I
[54:04] Speaker 1: don't know. So I don't know what happened. I just wonder.
[54:07] Speaker 1: I hold that they had a conversation. I wonder what
[54:10] Speaker 1: the conversation has been, especially after the internet side, because
[54:14] Speaker 1: they ain't letting up. I've been seeing.
[54:15] Speaker 2: They're still going. I was like, Dan, they never going,
[54:18] Speaker 2: and it's funny, so it's hard.
[54:20] Speaker 1: It is funny. Sorry when we do okay my finances,
[54:27] Speaker 1: you know, I couldn't do this I had to do.
[54:30] Speaker 2: I couldn't eat a whole slabby Ribs when I went
[54:33] Speaker 2: to Fox Brothers.
[54:34] Speaker 1: I had to get I half a slab combo play.
[54:38] Speaker 2: But I didn't order every appetizer Mendina when we went
[54:41] Speaker 2: out and get the Tower of Espresso Martini so that
[54:45] Speaker 2: I could.
[54:45] Speaker 1: Come stumbling home drunk. Do you know I had to
[54:49] Speaker 1: just buy one bottle, no extra frills. I could only
[54:54] Speaker 1: get sprayd cranberydu An or you say you no. You
[54:57] Speaker 1: know how much I hate Kranberry and orange. You know
[55:00] Speaker 1: I hate it? And I just have one Appetizer's a calambari.
[55:06] Speaker 2: Get on seven.
[55:07] Speaker 1: You don't want to taste everything. I didn't. I don't.
[55:11] Speaker 2: I just felt that girl's pang. And I just feel
[55:13] Speaker 2: like most of my friends are rich and I am
[55:15] Speaker 2: not rich, and I'm always like the one who is
[55:17] Speaker 2: the brokest out of the friends. And I'd be looking
[55:19] Speaker 2: like it.
[55:20] Speaker 1: Was a conversation I had with my friends that I
[55:22] Speaker 1: would call rich too.
[55:23] Speaker 2: Like I'm like, and I love when people be like
[55:25] Speaker 2: you are your circle. I'm like, all right, we'll wear
[55:27] Speaker 2: a money at because these she's just rich. I was
[55:29] Speaker 2: my girlfriend. I'll be like, bitch, I can't do that.
[55:33] Speaker 2: Why is you like.
[55:36] Speaker 1: I had to tell Tiffany now when she's buying the
[55:38] Speaker 1: concert ticket, She's like, just get four of them, bitch,
[55:41] Speaker 1: that's seven thousand dollars. I don't have seven thousand dollars. Bitch.
[55:46] Speaker 1: You do it yoey and put me on it. And
[55:50] Speaker 1: then she did good, and I was like, it past
[55:53] Speaker 1: to have rich friends because everybody rich, and I'm just like, well,
[55:55] Speaker 1: it's good to not be the richest in the room.
[55:59] Speaker 1: As they say, you got to be your around people
[56:00] Speaker 1: doing better than me, because I'm like, well, the fuck,
[56:06] Speaker 1: like you got money.
[56:09] Speaker 2: And the nurses be rich.
[56:10] Speaker 1: Like nurses be like, oh, and actually she got a
[56:15] Speaker 1: new job, so she's back. She's trying to get out
[56:18] Speaker 1: of like being in the hospital. That is stressful. And
[56:20] Speaker 1: that's what I hear a lot of nurses say. And
[56:23] Speaker 1: I thought I had to double check my messages when
[56:26] Speaker 1: we had ke Kelsey. When we just had Kelsey on
[56:31] Speaker 1: she says the name of her mess father she works,
[56:34] Speaker 1: and I was like, is that the same one.
[56:35] Speaker 2: It's not.
[56:35] Speaker 1: It's another one, but it's above Javo. And so I
[56:39] Speaker 1: went and got a laser face. No, not swim face
[56:43] Speaker 1: four or five. I was lost, and I was like,
[56:46] Speaker 1: these all started to ask skin lab, skin laundry, skin laundry,
[56:51] Speaker 1: that's what it is anyway.
[56:53] Speaker 2: So it's over there, So I ain't got.
[56:54] Speaker 1: A laser facial. She's working there now. And I really
[56:58] Speaker 1: enjoyed it. And I was talking to so she injections,
[57:02] Speaker 1: I don't know. I was just doing a facial. I
[57:04] Speaker 1: don't know if it was like she had to do
[57:05] Speaker 1: a bunch of them. I don't know. It's free, and
[57:07] Speaker 1: I went and my skin felt so good. I just
[57:11] Speaker 1: love a facial too, don't matter what kind. Get this
[57:13] Speaker 1: mess up out of me. I've been having breakouts. I
[57:16] Speaker 1: missed my last laser appointment, so then I was like,
[57:20] Speaker 1: I just used a little razor because I can't wax
[57:23] Speaker 1: before the laser because it can't target the hair on
[57:27] Speaker 1: a nick myself. And then I had a bump. I
[57:29] Speaker 1: was like, who, I hope people don't think I got
[57:31] Speaker 1: the you know what I mean? But whatever I about
[57:35] Speaker 1: them people, because I wasn't. I wasn't out cruising for niggas.
[57:39] Speaker 1: I was being a good girl and I was just
[57:41] Speaker 1: eating foods.
[57:41] Speaker 2: Speaking about out cruising for niggas. You want to go
[57:48] Speaker 2: two things, Oh I was. I wasn't cruising for niggas.
[57:51] Speaker 2: But I was cruising and I saw my ex and
[57:53] Speaker 2: he was with a girl, and it.
[57:54] Speaker 1: Was I was very uh, well, the recent one I
[58:00] Speaker 1: was really proud of.
[58:01] Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, I'm he didn't see me and I
[58:04] Speaker 2: but I saw him and I saw her and I
[58:05] Speaker 2: saw him and I saw her, and I just I
[58:09] Speaker 2: just what you do.
[58:10] Speaker 1: I just breathed and.
[58:11] Speaker 2: Then I and I had to control my breath and
[58:15] Speaker 2: I kept driving and then I said, I just turn around.
[58:17] Speaker 1: Okay. Then what happened? I turned around and I went
[58:21] Speaker 1: to go look in the parking line.
[58:23] Speaker 2: I'll tell you later.
[58:24] Speaker 1: And but I did see that.
[58:25] Speaker 2: But I was proud of myself because I didn't cry.
[58:27] Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, I know I'm getting bed. Yeah,
[58:29] Speaker 2: I'm getting I'm actually getting healed. And nobody can rush
[58:31] Speaker 2: you through that. Don't let the people. Don't let anybody
[58:34] Speaker 2: tell you feeling the process. When people rush you through
[58:38] Speaker 2: a process, you don't get through it.
[58:41] Speaker 1: You don't and you don't handle it. And that's when
[58:42] Speaker 1: you start holding onto ship.
[58:44] Speaker 2: And now you're lying. And so yeah, you're lying. You
[58:47] Speaker 2: act like, Okay, I haven't listened to a love song
[58:49] Speaker 2: since last October. Yeah, And like one time I walked
[58:53] Speaker 2: into the Trader Joe's and they were one time when
[58:56] Speaker 2: Traders they were playing Jackson, I started crying. I turned
[58:58] Speaker 2: around and walked out and I said, I'm not doing this.
[59:00] Speaker 2: I've only been listening to worship music. But this past
[59:02] Speaker 2: couple of days, I said, let me try it. I'm
[59:04] Speaker 2: I'm feeling a little good. And and I listened to
[59:07] Speaker 2: a full Celine Dion song and I didn't which one.
[59:11] Speaker 2: That's the way it is. And I didn't cry and
[59:15] Speaker 2: I made it through.
[59:16] Speaker 1: And I said some long songs are I said, oh,
[59:18] Speaker 1: it's working.
[59:19] Speaker 2: And then I listened to a givee On song and
[59:20] Speaker 2: I thought I was didn't cry. You ever heard of
[59:22] Speaker 2: Teddy Swims? Is he?
[59:23] Speaker 1: Yes?
[59:24] Speaker 2: Okay, I didn't know he was. I just discovered him
[59:27] Speaker 2: because now I can. When I tell you, Kiki, I
[59:28] Speaker 2: really was intending. I was like, it's a no, not
[59:32] Speaker 2: even just R and B like everything was like just
[59:35] Speaker 2: I can't do this, like it had to just be
[59:37] Speaker 2: worshiped a Chandler more Tasha.
[59:40] Speaker 1: Worship music didn't make you gradude.
[59:42] Speaker 2: But it's a different cry. I'm not crying over a nigga.
[59:45] Speaker 2: I'm crying over the grace of God. Like, so it's
[59:47] Speaker 2: different cries.
[59:50] Speaker 1: Yeah, and I'm good.
[59:51] Speaker 2: And if I'm listening to the love song, I'm like,
[59:54] Speaker 2: I don't miss you. No. So I tried it and
[59:58] Speaker 2: I'm so I'm like, Okay, I'm actually getting better because
[1:00:00] Speaker 2: I because I didn't. I didn't cry so cruising for niggas.
[1:00:03] Speaker 2: So I started kind of like just I'm not dating,
[1:00:05] Speaker 2: I'm not still not having sex, but I started just
[1:00:07] Speaker 2: kind of like entertaining some conversations and I almost baby
[1:00:12] Speaker 2: baby steps. There is a man who I had met
[1:00:15] Speaker 2: a while ago through somebody, and he wants to. He
[1:00:19] Speaker 2: does like a lot in real estate. He's not an agent,
[1:00:21] Speaker 2: but he buys stuff, and so I'm always like yeah,
[1:00:24] Speaker 2: and so I'm always like sending him stuff back and
[1:00:27] Speaker 2: forth and like nothing has worked out yet, but I can.
[1:00:29] Speaker 2: I didn't really know if he was like I don't know.
[1:00:31] Speaker 2: I was like, is he interested in it? But I
[1:00:33] Speaker 2: keep it real like nigga no. And so he was like,
[1:00:36] Speaker 2: do you want to go like grab some food? And
[1:00:39] Speaker 2: I was like hmm yeah, and I was like.
[1:00:44] Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, he said it like that.
[1:00:46] Speaker 2: I was texting okay, and I was like texting that
[1:00:49] Speaker 2: deleted and that texting I was like because I was like,
[1:00:50] Speaker 2: is it going to be real estate? Really? And I
[1:00:52] Speaker 2: was like really, and I was like deleting. I said
[1:00:53] Speaker 2: yes and then and I almost went. I didn't go.
[1:00:58] Speaker 2: And We've done that like four times because I personally
[1:01:02] Speaker 2: am just like kind of like nervous, like I feel
[1:01:04] Speaker 2: like I'm gonna be weird one on one with a
[1:01:07] Speaker 2: man who doesn't like with the new version of me.
[1:01:12] Speaker 2: I don't really know how to I don't know how
[1:01:14] Speaker 2: to just go for it. Yeah. Yeah, So we did it. Twice.
[1:01:19] Speaker 2: And then we tried to do like do this twice
[1:01:22] Speaker 2: and I was just like, hey, it's too stressful. Let's
[1:01:25] Speaker 2: just try again another day. This was too much going on.
[1:01:27] Speaker 2: Let's just try the other day. He's like, okay the
[1:01:29] Speaker 2: other day. He FACEDI me.
[1:01:30] Speaker 1: He was like, what you doing?
[1:01:31] Speaker 2: And I was like, I just left the gym and
[1:01:33] Speaker 2: I'm at the car dealership getting some stuff. Then he
[1:01:35] Speaker 2: was like, okay, let's let me take you to lunch.
[1:01:36] Speaker 2: And I was like okay. And then and then I
[1:01:39] Speaker 2: got nervous and I was like, hey, nevermind. W I'm
[1:01:44] Speaker 2: so fucking weird and I know it, and I know it.
[1:01:47] Speaker 2: I say, hey, never mind, I should just.
[1:01:49] Speaker 1: Go there and be awkward in person.
[1:01:51] Speaker 2: I don't know.
[1:01:54] Speaker 1: Yourself, because if you keep playing this game, he gonna
[1:01:58] Speaker 1: start wondering. Well, see, I don't care, that's the thing.
[1:02:00] Speaker 2: I don't. I actually don't care if he does wonder
[1:02:02] Speaker 2: and if he don't taste me no more like I don't.
[1:02:04] Speaker 1: I don't care. And so he was like okay.
[1:02:06] Speaker 2: He was like why and I was like, because it's
[1:02:08] Speaker 2: about to be five o'clock. I don't want to be
[1:02:09] Speaker 2: in the traffic. And he was like Okay, I was.
[1:02:12] Speaker 2: He's like, you wanta trygain tomorrow? I was like, let's
[1:02:13] Speaker 2: try it tomorrow. And so I'm just gonna see, like
[1:02:15] Speaker 2: how long this goes?
[1:02:17] Speaker 1: Too.
[1:02:18] Speaker 2: He's like, what's wrong with you? And I'll be like,
[1:02:19] Speaker 2: what do you want to buy a house? What's you
[1:02:21] Speaker 2: trying to do? Like? What do you actually want?
[1:02:22] Speaker 1: Don't you say that right now? He kind of cute?
[1:02:25] Speaker 2: He kind of cute. He is he kind of cute,
[1:02:29] Speaker 2: and he seems kind of cool even off like he
[1:02:31] Speaker 2: seems kind of cool. And then yeah, and then there
[1:02:33] Speaker 2: was a night when I went out with one of
[1:02:35] Speaker 2: my girlfriends and it was her birthday.
[1:02:38] Speaker 1: Have you been paya?
[1:02:40] Speaker 2: No?
[1:02:41] Speaker 1: I don't even know why I mas it faced. I
[1:02:42] Speaker 1: know I ain't been there.
[1:02:44] Speaker 2: And it was actually really it's in west uh, like
[1:02:47] Speaker 2: the west side of you know where you know where
[1:02:51] Speaker 2: it's at? How it's the Tie place.
[1:02:55] Speaker 1: Oh, it's Tied.
[1:02:56] Speaker 2: No. So we went there for her birthday dinner and
[1:03:00] Speaker 2: hang out with a lot of older women lately, and
[1:03:01] Speaker 2: I really appreciate them, like the late forties. Okay, and uh,
[1:03:05] Speaker 2: it was her birthday and we went and it was
[1:03:07] Speaker 2: really cute. And after that, I was I've been drinking.
[1:03:10] Speaker 2: Like when I have a drink, I'll just have one
[1:03:12] Speaker 2: and I'll have because I don't want to be calling
[1:03:13] Speaker 2: niggas and I know how I get. So I have
[1:03:15] Speaker 2: an old fashion I'd be like, can you make it sweet?
[1:03:16] Speaker 2: And then make it sweet? That gets me through. I
[1:03:18] Speaker 2: can sip it old fashion because you can sip it
[1:03:21] Speaker 2: for three hours. It's too damn strong, you can't. Anyways,
[1:03:27] Speaker 2: when we left, I was like, I was feeling so pretty.
[1:03:29] Speaker 2: My life fire XMD got me all slim, look gut gone,
[1:03:32] Speaker 2: look but my face. Yes, where are we going? They
[1:03:38] Speaker 2: late forties. They're like, we're going home, and I was like, oh,
[1:03:40] Speaker 2: So I got in the car and I like my car.
[1:03:45] Speaker 2: I was like, I don't want to go home and
[1:03:46] Speaker 2: I've been out in a minute, I can listen to
[1:03:48] Speaker 2: Celine Dion. I'm gonna call somebody. So I called somebody.
[1:03:50] Speaker 2: I called somebody that I should have not called.
[1:03:55] Speaker 1: Bitch.
[1:03:55] Speaker 2: I was like, I called him and I met him here.
[1:03:58] Speaker 1: It was.
[1:04:00] Speaker 2: I called him and I and I called him and
[1:04:03] Speaker 2: then the phones because I was like, he's still for
[1:04:04] Speaker 2: horny and yeah, he gonna always be free. Oh you
[1:04:09] Speaker 2: mean like jail out, he out and and and he
[1:04:15] Speaker 2: was always a good time. So I was like, i'mnna
[1:04:17] Speaker 2: call him and he always be out. I'm gonna go
[1:04:18] Speaker 2: out and I'm gonna do these things and I'm have sex.
[1:04:21] Speaker 1: And that's what I said.
[1:04:21] Speaker 2: She thought, that's all. You had to put that cut
[1:04:24] Speaker 2: on the third ring. I said, what are you doing?
[1:04:26] Speaker 2: I said that out loud. I've moved that little rearview
[1:04:29] Speaker 2: mirror and said, bitch, what are you doing? And I
[1:04:31] Speaker 2: hung up the phone. Good job, and then I called
[1:04:34] Speaker 2: it and then I called the lieutenant bay.
[1:04:37] Speaker 1: Hell, no you didn't. He was just backside and it
[1:04:40] Speaker 1: was time to go home. He ain't pick up either,
[1:04:42] Speaker 1: and that's what I said. I looked at my room
[1:04:43] Speaker 1: and I.
[1:04:43] Speaker 2: Said, what are you actually doing?
[1:04:45] Speaker 1: Go home and go to baby God he protected.
[1:04:47] Speaker 2: He was like he not ready yet.
[1:04:49] Speaker 1: I get home.
[1:04:50] Speaker 2: The first hood nigga called me and said what's up?
[1:04:52] Speaker 2: And I was like it was a butt dial. He said,
[1:04:54] Speaker 2: I know your booty want me and I said, oh,
[1:04:56] Speaker 2: I knew you were the devil. And I hung up
[1:04:59] Speaker 2: and I'm still going I'm strong, good job, good job.
[1:05:04] Speaker 1: It happens, we fall down, but what when we get up?
[1:05:08] Speaker 2: And yeah, it was just you know, cruising after niggas.
[1:05:12] Speaker 2: It was hard.
[1:05:13] Speaker 1: Yeah, niggas was hitting me up and I was like,
[1:05:17] Speaker 1: I'm not gonna post it.
[1:05:18] Speaker 2: I'm in town smart.
[1:05:22] Speaker 1: But then like everybody kept tacking me, and there are
[1:05:26] Speaker 1: famous on the internet. So I was like, well, no,
[1:05:29] Speaker 1: I just repost shit whatever I'm here. Let's see what happens.
[1:05:34] Speaker 1: Some people were mad I didn't respond. I mean, I'm
[1:05:38] Speaker 1: looking at messages, but I didn't look at the whole
[1:05:41] Speaker 1: thing that it wanted to show. Read Instagram, can we
[1:05:45] Speaker 1: fix that? Can you turn off no?
[1:05:49] Speaker 2: Cause, like I mean, like you can read a message,
[1:05:52] Speaker 2: the other person will know you read it, even if
[1:05:54] Speaker 2: you mark.
[1:05:54] Speaker 1: It as unread in your phone. I just want to
[1:05:59] Speaker 1: be able to look at things in peace and know
[1:06:02] Speaker 1: that the people are still dreaming of me. Okay, and
[1:06:06] Speaker 1: this what I got going on? Okay, but none of
[1:06:10] Speaker 1: that was happening. I didn't have any Rendez foods. I
[1:06:14] Speaker 1: did go to the strip club. I told you that
[1:06:15] Speaker 1: I went to the place called Area twenty nine. I
[1:06:19] Speaker 1: went to some other place called Victory Worlds. Did I go?
[1:06:22] Speaker 1: There was a Mexican man on my ass Victory No,
[1:06:29] Speaker 1: he would like he dream hennessy, Oh, well, I mean,
[1:06:35] Speaker 1: he wasn't drinking Hennessy. He was drinking Do Julio. And
[1:06:39] Speaker 1: I hope you all sign up for your class action
[1:06:41] Speaker 1: lawsuits so we can all get paid. But you know,
[1:06:43] Speaker 1: it's not what happened the Da Julio, Cosamigos, class A
[1:06:48] Speaker 1: Zoo and something else. It's not real tequila. What is it?
[1:06:53] Speaker 2: Like?
[1:06:53] Speaker 1: Whatever makes it real tequila? Being whatever percent from the
[1:06:56] Speaker 1: plans if they got additives, and but is it making
[1:06:59] Speaker 1: people sick? No, it's not making people sick. It's just
[1:07:01] Speaker 1: like they have this high price on it, like it
[1:07:06] Speaker 1: is super pure and it's not that pure. It has additives,
[1:07:10] Speaker 1: just like some of the cheaper stuff. It does taste better,
[1:07:13] Speaker 1: but it ain't got nothing to do with the purity
[1:07:16] Speaker 1: of it anyway. And he was drinking tequila. He was nice,
[1:07:22] Speaker 1: but I was just like, what are you doing here?
[1:07:27] Speaker 1: What's going on? But he was like, and it just
[1:07:30] Speaker 1: felt good to be out. I was enjoying all of
[1:07:32] Speaker 1: the music. I was joining other people, but he was
[1:07:34] Speaker 1: filling this codgirl. Because that was right after the concert.
[1:07:36] Speaker 1: I still had my platinum blong with that wig was
[1:07:38] Speaker 1: doing something to the men.
[1:07:41] Speaker 2: And my cowboy hat and I wore Monday. I got
[1:07:44] Speaker 2: back here on Monday. I was supposed to come back
[1:07:47] Speaker 2: Monday night. I came back a little early.
[1:07:49] Speaker 1: I went to the Hell Yeah show and I always
[1:07:52] Speaker 1: so bad.
[1:07:53] Speaker 2: I forgot, but I was so busy and I had
[1:07:58] Speaker 2: put it on my calendar because I went to one.
[1:08:00] Speaker 1: Before and I you told me, you always make it
[1:08:04] Speaker 1: seem fun.
[1:08:06] Speaker 2: There, I gotta go to the next one. And that
[1:08:09] Speaker 2: is such a star.
[1:08:10] Speaker 1: He's such a star.
[1:08:11] Speaker 2: But the girl who puts it on her name is
[1:08:13] Speaker 2: Mo and she's such an og like she's been in prison,
[1:08:18] Speaker 2: and I mean her DM. She don't be responding at all.
[1:08:21] Speaker 2: I want her to come on the show, but she's
[1:08:24] Speaker 2: so bad. She's beautiful, she's uh, she has her I
[1:08:27] Speaker 2: saw her. Yeah, I'll send you her page. And she
[1:08:29] Speaker 2: just seems so cool and so nice. I saw it
[1:08:32] Speaker 2: was a lot of cool. Well, she doesn't really make
[1:08:33] Speaker 2: herself know, like you wouldn't know if you don't know.
[1:08:35] Speaker 2: But I think Dreya knows her personally, because well Drea
[1:08:38] Speaker 2: wasn't there, she stayed in Houston. Okay, Well, but Mo
[1:08:42] Speaker 2: is like the she is the one behind it, but
[1:08:44] Speaker 2: she's not she you wouldn't see she's not a comedian, right.
[1:08:47] Speaker 2: I was just wondering if she's there because I was
[1:08:49] Speaker 2: talking to other people. She probably in the background. She
[1:08:52] Speaker 2: is beautiful, she's like, she has a really nice she's beautiful,
[1:08:55] Speaker 2: and she's just quiet. I don't know her personally, but
[1:08:57] Speaker 2: that's what seems like. She wasn't talking when I was there,
[1:08:59] Speaker 2: and I follow her and I'll be sitting her stuff.
[1:09:01] Speaker 2: But I want her to be a guest on the
[1:09:02] Speaker 2: show because she's just like an Oh, she's just like
[1:09:04] Speaker 2: a girl, but like a nigga.
[1:09:07] Speaker 1: Why you say she's like a nigga, like a boss energy.
[1:09:10] Speaker 2: Yeah, she just has this boss energy where it's like
[1:09:12] Speaker 2: all the like I noticed when I was there, like
[1:09:16] Speaker 2: all the real niggas that was like in the room,
[1:09:18] Speaker 2: knew her, but not in like I fucked you type
[1:09:20] Speaker 2: of way, like you a real nigga too, Like it
[1:09:22] Speaker 2: was just that that happens.
[1:09:23] Speaker 1: It's very rare. Yeah, a room like that, but sometimes
[1:09:27] Speaker 1: it happens. That day, it did happen because there were
[1:09:30] Speaker 1: a lot of people there and I was like, they
[1:09:31] Speaker 1: were like, oh, I didn't know this. I still have
[1:09:34] Speaker 1: my blonde wiek on like ewboy head. But they were like, Oh,
[1:09:37] Speaker 1: it's so good to see you and people be forgetting
[1:09:40] Speaker 1: and still here. I was like, I've got to go
[1:09:41] Speaker 1: out more, do you all? But just think I'm dead?
[1:09:44] Speaker 1: What's going on? Maybe sun gotta get outside. I don't
[1:09:47] Speaker 1: want to go outside because like you feel about dating,
[1:09:50] Speaker 1: that's how I feel about it outside. If I get
[1:09:52] Speaker 1: too outside, it's just so fun. I don't remember why
[1:09:57] Speaker 1: I was outside for so damn long. I mean, outside
[1:09:59] Speaker 1: was fun, but I had a good time.
[1:10:03] Speaker 2: Sometimes you have to like it's weird because I like,
[1:10:05] Speaker 2: I'm like.
[1:10:06] Speaker 1: Oh, I'm not going with balance. I don't know that's
[1:10:09] Speaker 1: what you gotta find for me.
[1:10:10] Speaker 2: It's like what I don't think I realized how much
[1:10:14] Speaker 2: outside loves me, and it'd be feeling good, and it
[1:10:18] Speaker 2: be feeling good like I didn't like when I see
[1:10:20] Speaker 2: those means where it's like they're like in an outside
[1:10:22] Speaker 2: welcoming me back outside. I'm like, I really was through
[1:10:26] Speaker 2: back outside and the way we used to be outie
[1:10:28] Speaker 2: the outside they did me.
[1:10:33] Speaker 1: He said it for a reason. I like it, like, yeah,
[1:10:37] Speaker 1: barking that bag. If it wasn't a comedy shop, I
[1:10:40] Speaker 1: would have been working that back okay, because I was
[1:10:42] Speaker 1: feeling good in there, and it was just like, okay, well.
[1:10:47] Speaker 2: But can I tell you this really quick? And I
[1:10:49] Speaker 2: have never told you this before because I was really
[1:10:50] Speaker 2: trying to be in love and save my relationship. I
[1:10:52] Speaker 2: remember one time I went to U Trap City cast.
[1:10:57] Speaker 2: I went to Trap because I was really like I
[1:11:00] Speaker 2: was a Trip City cafe. I asked my man, you know,
[1:11:03] Speaker 2: I love comedy shows. I go by myself. It doesn't
[1:11:05] Speaker 2: it mean Dave Chappelle, and it could be somebody.
[1:11:07] Speaker 1: Nobody always tell me. But that's why I know about
[1:11:10] Speaker 1: Hell Yeah.
[1:11:10] Speaker 2: Yeah, And so I love a comedy you know, Warren.
[1:11:13] Speaker 2: I love comedy. I love I just love it. And
[1:11:16] Speaker 2: so I feel like in my past life maybe I
[1:11:18] Speaker 2: was like a comedy agent. I don't know, because I
[1:11:19] Speaker 2: just love it.
[1:11:20] Speaker 1: So maybe you're a comedian. Maybe I think it was
[1:11:22] Speaker 1: more like an agent. I don't know that's a comedian.
[1:11:24] Speaker 2: I just kind of knew it. So so I was like,
[1:11:27] Speaker 2: maybe let's go to Trap City Cafe. There's a comedy
[1:11:29] Speaker 2: show and it's going to be so much fun. And
[1:11:31] Speaker 2: he liked Hoodship. He didn't really like comedy, but he
[1:11:33] Speaker 2: liked Hoodchit and I was like, well, it's a little hood.
[1:11:36] Speaker 2: So he's like, okay, let's go. So we go and
[1:11:37] Speaker 2: it was, uh, it was Kada, it was t I.
[1:11:42] Speaker 2: It was, uh, what's the guy that came on? He
[1:11:44] Speaker 2: kind of looks like common.
[1:11:47] Speaker 1: Oh the t someone of the tea.
[1:11:50] Speaker 2: No, no to create something, to create cret no, no.
[1:11:55] Speaker 1: Something anyway about. It was a bunch of comedians. I
[1:12:00] Speaker 1: think Nav was there. It was a bunch of comedians
[1:12:02] Speaker 1: and I know them, we know them happening.
[1:12:07] Speaker 2: We're sitting at this table.
[1:12:08] Speaker 1: We can't even have a good time.
[1:12:10] Speaker 2: Kdub ghost and I'm very much like, I don't. It's
[1:12:13] Speaker 2: not anybody walks in like i'man from Cotails. You don't
[1:12:16] Speaker 2: even One time I was in one of Kelly's shows
[1:12:19] Speaker 2: and she said poor Minds is here and I was like, show.
[1:12:24] Speaker 2: I was so embarrassed. And then she was embarrassed when
[1:12:26] Speaker 2: we were embarrassed, and I was like, okay, so we
[1:12:29] Speaker 2: So I'm sitting there and Kdub is like my nigga
[1:12:32] Speaker 2: Medina here and I was just like, ah, y'all. He
[1:12:37] Speaker 2: shout this show every edit. T I was like, I
[1:12:40] Speaker 2: know you.
[1:12:40] Speaker 1: He didn't know the show, but he knew me.
[1:12:41] Speaker 2: I was like, hey, everybody was so nice, key key.
[1:12:45] Speaker 2: At the end of the show, I was like, I
[1:12:46] Speaker 2: need to come up here. I bring bab. I'm like,
[1:12:48] Speaker 2: this didn't in. They're like, oh, we heard so much
[1:12:50] Speaker 2: about you. What's up? And he was gonna stand offish
[1:12:53] Speaker 2: and I was looking like, what the fuck are you
[1:12:55] Speaker 2: acting like this? I'm just saying hid Everyone like, oh,
[1:12:57] Speaker 2: it's so good really quick. I understand things like you
[1:12:59] Speaker 2: don't need to linger along with niggas. It's weird, but
[1:13:02] Speaker 2: we can speak. And I just wanted to let you
[1:13:04] Speaker 2: know that it's friendly vibes.
[1:13:05] Speaker 1: That's it, and I know them and they're cool, and
[1:13:07] Speaker 1: everybody like I want to let them know. You know
[1:13:09] Speaker 1: who they are too.
[1:13:10] Speaker 2: We get in the car. It is World War three? Real?
[1:13:16] Speaker 2: Did you fuck all of them? Tell me?
[1:13:20] Speaker 1: I'm my whole is out calling me up. That's exactly
[1:13:22] Speaker 1: what I said. I was like, what just happened. I
[1:13:25] Speaker 1: was like, I can't speak to a nigga unless I
[1:13:27] Speaker 1: fucked him. I was like, maybe I did. I was
[1:13:31] Speaker 1: at you today. That wouldn't be a good I was in.
[1:13:34] Speaker 2: The car like, do I need to say this for
[1:13:35] Speaker 2: therapy station because IM about to go to the funk
[1:13:37] Speaker 2: off I have an anger problem for y'all who don't
[1:13:39] Speaker 2: know me. You don't know, and I have worked on
[1:13:41] Speaker 2: it very well. He has seen it, and it can
[1:13:45] Speaker 2: when it does, it's not all the way here. So
[1:13:47] Speaker 2: when it does, yeah, it's it's like if it comes out,
[1:13:50] Speaker 2: it's like less off Just.
[1:13:55] Speaker 1: Because I just.
[1:13:55] Speaker 2: Couldn't believe that you would try me like that, I said,
[1:13:57] Speaker 2: do you know like what I do? I said, I
[1:13:59] Speaker 2: know eat each and every one of them has been
[1:14:02] Speaker 2: on the show, minus T. I've just been around him
[1:14:04] Speaker 2: and so my face is familiar saying do he just
[1:14:06] Speaker 2: caught up.
[1:14:06] Speaker 1: Got caught up in legal trouble. Otherwise he probably would
[1:14:09] Speaker 1: have been on too. Even cooling it on the interviews.
[1:14:12] Speaker 2: I said, okay, so do you know that? Do you
[1:14:15] Speaker 2: know that? Like I'm cool, not like I'm cool, like
[1:14:18] Speaker 2: I'm a cool girl, but like I'm a cool person.
[1:14:20] Speaker 2: Like it's not like I get around people and everybody's
[1:14:23] Speaker 2: like I just want to fuck. There might be some
[1:14:25] Speaker 2: people like that, but it's also like, and.
[1:14:27] Speaker 1: You fact me, you know what the material is, you
[1:14:29] Speaker 1: do like you I can know the fuck. I was
[1:14:34] Speaker 1: so nobody wanted to fuck me.
[1:14:37] Speaker 2: I was so offended. I was so offended, Like I
[1:14:40] Speaker 2: was just like every you think.
[1:14:42] Speaker 1: Each and every did you put laxative in his food?
[1:14:46] Speaker 2: No? I cried and we just moved on, and I
[1:14:50] Speaker 2: was like I got a bunch of friend like but no, really,
[1:14:53] Speaker 2: I was really like, whoy that's what you thought.
[1:14:56] Speaker 1: It's interesting when things like that happened.
[1:14:59] Speaker 2: I had it.
[1:15:00] Speaker 1: Don't like it one bit because it is just like, well, god, damn,
[1:15:05] Speaker 1: if I didn't speak to them, you would have felt
[1:15:07] Speaker 1: away and wondered why I didn't introduce you or why
[1:15:11] Speaker 1: didn't say anything, and why I'm just going over talking
[1:15:13] Speaker 1: to people. But if it's like damned if you do,
[1:15:16] Speaker 1: damned if you don't, I don't do you. I don't know.
[1:15:22] Speaker 1: I didn't really know it. I was like, damn, how
[1:15:24] Speaker 1: is that gonna go with the next man?
[1:15:28] Speaker 2: Mmm?
[1:15:30] Speaker 1: I don't know, girl, because I don't. I don't know.
[1:15:36] Speaker 1: I leave his ass at home. Call me girl. I
[1:15:38] Speaker 1: like comedy, show up a good time, I tell yeah,
[1:15:43] Speaker 1: because it's not like everything gets once a month. Is
[1:15:46] Speaker 1: it the first Monday of them? No, because that was
[1:15:50] Speaker 1: isn't the last Monday of the month, because that was
[1:15:53] Speaker 1: the thirtieth. I don't know, because I think it's just
[1:15:57] Speaker 1: like it's I think it's once a month, and then
[1:16:00] Speaker 1: I know that they started late.
[1:16:01] Speaker 2: Isn't at the same place. It looked like it was
[1:16:03] Speaker 2: an OLDCVS.
[1:16:05] Speaker 1: No, this time it was at seven Midtown. We had
[1:16:08] Speaker 1: a hosting there when it was called something Else Wherever.
[1:16:10] Speaker 1: We did a brunch in the beginning of twenty twenty
[1:16:12] Speaker 1: when the world shut down, not the Grits and X place.
[1:16:15] Speaker 1: That was something Else before. Traffic is what it used
[1:16:19] Speaker 1: to be called. So now it's called seven Midtown. So
[1:16:22] Speaker 1: it was there and I saw like I saw a
[1:16:27] Speaker 1: lot of people that I knew.
[1:16:30] Speaker 2: It was.
[1:16:31] Speaker 1: It was kind of nostalgic, even though that it was
[1:16:35] Speaker 1: a good time. I want to go. I want to go,
[1:16:37] Speaker 1: And I went with a man and I was wondering
[1:16:41] Speaker 1: if he was going to have that reaction because he'd
[1:16:43] Speaker 1: be having that reaction and I do be fucking people,
[1:16:45] Speaker 1: so it's like you just never know, but like not
[1:16:48] Speaker 1: these people. Maybe if he would have been with me
[1:16:51] Speaker 1: in Houston, but I didn't even see nobody I had
[1:16:54] Speaker 1: fucked before while I was out.
[1:16:56] Speaker 2: They were just you know, Also, you want to take
[1:16:59] Speaker 2: someone that you really care about around where there might
[1:17:02] Speaker 2: be well if I really like it.
[1:17:04] Speaker 1: Yeah I would, but it's just like I'm not fucking
[1:17:06] Speaker 1: them anymore. So you're gonna have to get over Are
[1:17:08] Speaker 1: we gonna like not go places that I love because
[1:17:11] Speaker 1: I put somebody onto something I love. Just be the
[1:17:16] Speaker 1: just look at it like you're.
[1:17:17] Speaker 2: The winner now.
[1:17:18] Speaker 1: And you know what?
[1:17:19] Speaker 2: This is why I'm taking a pause from dating, because
[1:17:20] Speaker 2: I can't handle all of this thought process.
[1:17:22] Speaker 1: I gotta think.
[1:17:23] Speaker 2: I don't be doing the thought I gotta think about
[1:17:25] Speaker 2: how you're gonna feel if somebody pops up there.
[1:17:29] Speaker 1: How about you just be great? So neither of us
[1:17:33] Speaker 1: are thinking about him, because I just in my mind,
[1:17:36] Speaker 1: if I was a man, I would just feel like
[1:17:38] Speaker 1: if I was seeing a woman and I am treating
[1:17:42] Speaker 1: her right and making her happy, I don't give a
[1:17:45] Speaker 1: fuck who she was with before. If I feel solid
[1:17:50] Speaker 1: in what I've done and what I continue to do
[1:17:53] Speaker 1: for her, like I don't care if we're around the
[1:17:55] Speaker 1: off speed and what you're gonna do take her from me. No,
[1:18:00] Speaker 1: she's not going anywhere because she's happy here and she
[1:18:02] Speaker 1: was unhappy with you. I heard about you, bitch. Well
[1:18:05] Speaker 1: that's a little girly, but you know that's how I
[1:18:07] Speaker 1: would feel about it. But I'm just like, why y'all
[1:18:09] Speaker 1: don't be feeling that way, Like I'm with you. Maybe
[1:18:12] Speaker 1: if I go to the bathroom too long, you should
[1:18:14] Speaker 1: be worried. If you don't see him either, then be
[1:18:17] Speaker 1: worried and.
[1:18:21] Speaker 2: I might have looked and God took you. Gotta be careful.
[1:18:23] Speaker 2: But like if you are on your p's and q's,
[1:18:28] Speaker 2: I don't know.
[1:18:28] Speaker 1: And even it's also like any woman that's worth having,
[1:18:35] Speaker 1: I would say she's she should pick the better option.
[1:18:38] Speaker 1: If she doesn't pick you, let her go, I mean,
[1:18:42] Speaker 1: easier says than don we We don't know that, but yeah,
[1:18:45] Speaker 1: I don't know, but I'm glad it wasn't me. And
[1:18:48] Speaker 1: I'm just glad I would have been stressed in another city, Atlanta,
[1:18:51] Speaker 1: not so much. All the niggas that I used to
[1:18:54] Speaker 1: deal with, I wasn't fucking them. Most of them weren't African,
[1:18:56] Speaker 1: and they all went to prison and got deported for fraud.
[1:19:00] Speaker 1: So like I'm good or they're dead, so hm hmm,
[1:19:04] Speaker 1: pressed in peace, well hm, probably not knowing what they did.
[1:19:10] Speaker 2: I ran into someone that I used to deal with
[1:19:13] Speaker 2: who well at the gym.
[1:19:17] Speaker 1: I thought I saw him the other day. It was
[1:19:19] Speaker 1: another man with a big mouth. I try.
[1:19:20] Speaker 2: He does have a big mouth. I tried so hard,
[1:19:23] Speaker 2: I told you. And when I go to the gym,
[1:19:24] Speaker 2: I take my glasses off. I can't and you as
[1:19:26] Speaker 2: a gym. I saw him and I saw him as
[1:19:30] Speaker 2: soon as I walked out. I took my glasses off,
[1:19:31] Speaker 2: I took my sweater off, I put my phone up,
[1:19:32] Speaker 2: and I just went to the I was trying to
[1:19:35] Speaker 2: just avoid him, and he I saw him see me.
[1:19:39] Speaker 2: He tried so hard to get in my way and
[1:19:41] Speaker 2: he did and he did, and I was just I
[1:19:44] Speaker 2: just looked at him and I was just like He
[1:19:46] Speaker 2: was like, you see, you're not gonna see me and
[1:19:47] Speaker 2: say how to me?
[1:19:48] Speaker 1: And I was like, I didn't see you. And I
[1:19:49] Speaker 1: just was like I'm working out.
[1:19:52] Speaker 2: Yeah, Like I was just like, okay, leave me alone,
[1:19:55] Speaker 2: Like leave me alone, please leave me alone.
[1:19:57] Speaker 1: Did I say something more? Yeah? He was like how
[1:20:00] Speaker 1: you been?
[1:20:00] Speaker 2: He was trying to have a whole conversation. I was like,
[1:20:01] Speaker 2: I'm really working out, like I'm really focused, and he
[1:20:04] Speaker 2: was like, oh my bad. I was like, yeah, different
[1:20:07] Speaker 2: situation now because I need to be so thirsty over
[1:20:10] Speaker 2: you and now here you are like, yeah, bitch, he
[1:20:16] Speaker 2: just kept trying to be in my face, and a
[1:20:18] Speaker 2: part of me was like, I'm that nigga. That is
[1:20:20] Speaker 2: kind of how I felt.
[1:20:21] Speaker 1: Have you feel like that? Yeah, because I did text
[1:20:24] Speaker 1: my friends the other day. Pussy is still good because
[1:20:26] Speaker 1: they still think about they hit me up baby, and
[1:20:28] Speaker 1: they're mad and I love it. But I'm not responding.
[1:20:31] Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm not gonna respond. I'm not gonna do that.
[1:20:33] Speaker 2: I'm gonna I'm gonna do what I'm doing. I'm gonna
[1:20:35] Speaker 2: he'll come to the Love Girls trip and let's do
[1:20:39] Speaker 2: what we do. Do you want to do weird sex
[1:20:41] Speaker 2: or no? No? Okay, well I have one.
[1:20:45] Speaker 1: I'll save it for next time. I kind of have
[1:20:48] Speaker 1: to pee, so do I?
[1:20:49] Speaker 2: I forgot to put an advice into cocktail? Well?
[1:20:52] Speaker 1: Damn well, what's happen is it? Well, we're just gonna
[1:20:55] Speaker 1: skip all of the rest of it. This is a
[1:20:58] Speaker 1: different kind of episode. It's lashed its way, less editing.
[1:21:01] Speaker 1: That means you get it earlier in the day instead
[1:21:03] Speaker 1: of nighttime. It's fourth of July. Anyway, go pop some fireworks,
[1:21:06] Speaker 1: but not like they did in California where they blew
[1:21:08] Speaker 1: up that whole thing. And I saw somebody's pregnant girlfriend
[1:21:12] Speaker 1: and don't be like Terry, don't be like Terry. Remember
[1:21:15] Speaker 1: where he's in the little wheelchair and they're like, Terry move, Terry,
[1:21:18] Speaker 1: who the Harry Day move?
[1:21:21] Speaker 2: Terry?
[1:21:22] Speaker 1: You never seen that?
[1:21:23] Speaker 2: This is legendary real surfaces and he's in the wheelchair
[1:21:27] Speaker 2: and he pops it. He doesn't.
[1:21:29] Speaker 1: I don't know.
[1:21:29] Speaker 2: It's from YouTube. It's old. It comes up every short
[1:21:33] Speaker 2: of July and Terry, Terry pops. He puts down the fireworks,
[1:21:37] Speaker 2: but he doesn't move, and it's about the and his
[1:21:38] Speaker 2: friend is.
[1:21:39] Speaker 1: Like, Terry move, Terry, Terry move, Terry move.
[1:21:44] Speaker 2: Almost said it it.
[1:21:44] Speaker 1: It's hilarious. Blush up.
[1:21:46] Speaker 2: It starts to pop, but Terry can't move because he's
[1:21:49] Speaker 2: because he's in the magic and he's just like like,
[1:21:51] Speaker 2: gory damn. So Larry, y'all be careful with these fireworks. Yeah,
[1:21:56] Speaker 2: Terri survide, but it was scary.
[1:21:58] Speaker 1: Terry was just Likeifornia did not survive. It was just
[1:22:01] Speaker 1: like bombs over bag Dad. They talk about people missing,
[1:22:04] Speaker 1: they're not missing. Bit shake burns up. Somebody was barbecuing.
[1:22:07] Speaker 1: I'm sorry, somebody was barbeculing.
[1:22:09] Speaker 2: Y'all be careful. Don't be like Terry. Be careful with
[1:22:14] Speaker 2: the fireworks for real. Don't let baby sit off fireworks.
[1:22:16] Speaker 2: That's not smart. Get some little rock cat Yeah, just
[1:22:22] Speaker 2: thep frocks for the kids. And if you're doing fireworks,
[1:22:25] Speaker 2: make sure they're legal in your neighborhood. Also, I really
[1:22:28] Speaker 2: do want to say if you don't do them in mine.
[1:22:31] Speaker 2: If you have a dog, do not have your dog
[1:22:34] Speaker 2: outside without a leash if there's gonna be fireworks.
[1:22:37] Speaker 1: Fireworks terrified dogs.
[1:22:39] Speaker 2: So even if you're leaving your dog home alone and
[1:22:41] Speaker 2: you're there's gonna be fireworks around, put the dog, put
[1:22:44] Speaker 2: the thunderblanket on them, or put them in a tight
[1:22:48] Speaker 2: Take care of your dogs. That's the most stressful time
[1:22:50] Speaker 2: of the year for dogs.
[1:22:51] Speaker 1: I didn't even think about the damn. Yeah, I'm gonna
[1:22:53] Speaker 1: worry about it. She got diarrhea, y'all.
[1:22:55] Speaker 2: It stresses them out. But I'm a mother first, Yeah,
[1:23:00] Speaker 2: so take care of your babies. Look at the description
[1:23:03] Speaker 2: and click the links. Look at the Breast Cancer Awareness Walk.
[1:23:06] Speaker 2: If you're in Tampa, please please please donate or join
[1:23:09] Speaker 2: the walk.
[1:23:09] Speaker 1: Get a group together.
[1:23:10] Speaker 2: It's a great way to have a little do that
[1:23:11] Speaker 2: before brunch, Come on the trips, listen to Kiki show,
[1:23:15] Speaker 2: do all we can't check out X man.
[1:23:17] Speaker 1: I'm telling you all about it the next week's episode
[1:23:19] Speaker 1: because I have some things to say.
[1:23:21] Speaker 2: Yeah, it's happy fourth of July, be free.
[1:23:24] Speaker 1: Yeah and uh yeah all the links? Uh what else
[1:23:28] Speaker 1: does I say for this week?
[1:23:30] Speaker 2: Damn?
[1:23:31] Speaker 1: I forgot guess is not fucking important. But if y'all
[1:23:35] Speaker 1: know where I can get a good platinum blond wig.
[1:23:38] Speaker 1: I just really want to be like Beyonce and Tyrant
[1:23:41] Speaker 1: when she is riding that bull that when I watched
[1:23:45] Speaker 1: her do that, I was just like, I've got to
[1:23:48] Speaker 1: get in the gym, bitch. I need my coure to
[1:23:51] Speaker 1: be strong like that. You done pop down with me?
[1:23:54] Speaker 1: I will, Okay, I'm scared to go to that gym
[1:23:57] Speaker 1: because I know it's the I know what kind of
[1:23:59] Speaker 1: jim it is. Because I told you Jayco that gym.
[1:24:03] Speaker 1: He don't go where you go, Okay, because when you
[1:24:06] Speaker 1: told me, I was like, oh, that's why they don't
[1:24:07] Speaker 1: see each other because I told him to. Yeah, I'm
[1:24:09] Speaker 1: scared to go there. And then he'd be working out
[1:24:11] Speaker 1: with some other people.
[1:24:12] Speaker 2: One of our listeners and she actually ended up. I've
[1:24:15] Speaker 2: had a lot of And she started coming and she
[1:24:17] Speaker 2: was like, oh, this is hard. I ain't seen her
[1:24:19] Speaker 2: since you paid the trainer. And she was like, yeah,
[1:24:21] Speaker 2: but she's a doctor.
[1:24:22] Speaker 1: I was like, oh, well, it's just dropping the bucket anyway, y'all,
[1:24:26] Speaker 1: thanks for listening. We gotta pee. We have no cocktails
[1:24:30] Speaker 1: of our own, no way.
[1:24:31] Speaker 2: So all my cocktails consist of li lo.
[1:24:35] Speaker 1: And so next week I did come back and feel horny.
[1:24:40] Speaker 1: So next week and tell a friend to tell a
[1:24:43] Speaker 1: friend you want to know how this pussy was something
[1:24:47] Speaker 1: and on that, Yeah, I know, right, Gucy, next time
[1:24:51] Speaker 1: on cocktails, maybe you'll hear about it. Maybe you won't,
[1:24:53] Speaker 1: but you won't know unless you click it. Bye good
[1:24:58] Speaker 1: bye bye.
[1:25:01] Speaker 2: By bye bye bt bt B, goodbye bye bye. We
[1:25:10] Speaker 2: are a dry we by good bye bye

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